
I just kept hitting him until I was exhausted, then Mas Adi explained the truth.
"Dear, listen to me. I'm sorry for covering this up from you. But, for God's sake. I never meant to hurt you. The woman I met was......" Mas Adi's words stopped.
"Who?" My yelling. "Is she your wife?" Saying again.
Mas Adi slowly nodded his head.
"Oh my God, let alone this." I screamed so loud.
I don't believe what I hear.
"Tell me Mas, am I a second wife?" Ask her.
I can already guess the answer from Mas Adi's silence. It's only fitting that Mas Adi always did not want to introduce me to his family. It turns out that the reason is because he already had a wife before marrying me.
"My mind is wrong. That woman is not your mistress, but I am your mistress. I was the second woman. I'm the actor in your household." My sobbing.
"No dear. It's not like that." Mas Adi tried to hug me.
But I kept brushing that hug.
"You are evil. You're evil." My speech. "What's my fault until you tricked me? Is it because I'm a widow from the village until you can fool me?" Saying again.
"No dear. No." Reply Mas Adi while shaking his head.
"Take me off Mas. Now divorce me. I don't want to be a destroyer of Mas's households." My words kept sobbing.
"No." Shouted Mas Adi. "I'm not going to divorce you." Further.
"You're selfish. You're selfish. I want you to divorce me right now. Our marriage was done on the basis of lies. Our marriage was also only done in a row. So you can give me the talaq right now and we can get divorced." I said as I wiped my tears.
"I told you no. I'm not going to divorce you. I love you Ayu." Mas Adi.
"You said love? It's not love, it's lust. You already have a wife you love. Then you met me and you assumed that it was love. No, it's not love. It's just lust." My word.
Mas Adi immediately held my face with both hands.
"How dare you doubt my love Ayu." He said with a face that looked so angry.
This is the first time I've seen Mas Adi angry.
"My love for you is so sincere Ayu. You're the first woman I ever loved." Her speech.
"Liar...!!" My yelling. "How could I be your first love. What about your first wife? Don't you love her? Why can you get married if you don't love. No, that's not the right question. How can your child be born if you don't love him?" My lick.
"Our marriage was forced to Ayu. I never loved Sarah." Mas Adi.
"Oh, so her name is Sarah. The woman you've been calling your sister?" My speech.
"Listen to me Ayu." Mas Adi.
"What other lies are you gonna tell?" My speech.
"I just lied about my status to you. Besides there is no Ayu. I'm honest that I love you so much. I'm honest that you're the only one and the first woman I ever loved. I told you that my relationship with Sarah was only forced. I never loved her. I hung on with him for years because I had no other choice. That kid named Farel isn't even my real son." Mas Adi.
"aa... What's?" Ask surprised.
Seriate...