Dream Man
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After welcoming my parents home and greeting them to talk as usual but unfortunately they did not respond as well as the day before they returned as before meeting Rendy even though it was possible it wasn't what I thought it was but with my situation like this being so messed up I could have been thinking illogically in my eyes right now they were all away from me
I'm back in my room now I don't know what to do. My heart breaks to pieces
"Why with everyone today why doesn't anyone care about me "my inner self, my feelings are like being stabbed with a knife that has been so painful
"People I love all go away leaving me alone only Dara Dea and Fera are really sincerely loving me, Dara, Dea and Fera I want to share this story with you "my mumble in a sobbing Isak
"Tomorrow I will ask for an explanation from Rendy whatever she says I will accept it I do not want to hope again from her I can return like Syifa who before I knew her I do not want to get deeper loving her "my murmur wiped my tears and steadied and strengthened myself
For the last two nights Syifa slept in tears and was destroyed. Syifa used to be not a fragile woman and and as weak as this from a long time ago she lived alone but not until this absorption. Syifa who used to not get affection from her parents but she was always cheerful then why now that only Rendy does not want to talk to her she can be like this. Is it true that the so-called power of love will not be the same back as before
In the morning I woke up with my eyes open, but I didn't care if I woke up to live my life
I went into the bathroom to clean myself up and get ready for breakfast and went to school I applied cream to cover my puffy eyes
After I finished my bath and put on my uniform I went down for breakfast as usual wishing today my parents attitude was back like I thought last night
"Good morning" I said, descending the stairs to get to me
"Dear" said my Papaku
"Which mom doesn't have "mom
"Mama has departed from the morning dear you have breakfast with Papa aja yes" he said
"Yes Pa but kok tumben usually Mama always with Papa "quote me to sit next to him
" Mommy may have more business to do, dear "my father replied
" You are going on what ride today or want Papa to take between" he continued
"No Pa, I brought my own car" I replied
"But Papa noticed that these two days you do not go with Rendy usually you are always picked up where Rendy "asked my Papa
" Well again Pa exam maybe he's also busy "my answer is lying
" sorry Syifa yes Pa Syifa does not want to tell the same story Papa and hide all from Papa the same Mama but Syifa wants to make sure directly from Rendy before Syifa tells you Syifa must ask this herself "my inner
"But as if there's something you want to tell Papa, Papa knows we were not too close first Papa and Mama always attach importance to Papa company but now Papa will try to love being a better parent" said Papaku
"Syifa does not pa kok Pa if there is something for sure Syifa love and another for Syifa Mama both Papa is a good parent even from the past if you do not love the same Syifa surely Syifa is not this big right now "my answer
"You are indeed a good child dear Papa is proud of you" said Papaku as he hugged and kissed my forehead
" I'm sorry Pa last night I had bad thoughts about Papa and also Mama I was too emotional maybe "my mind looks at my Papa with a difficult gaze to interpret
" If so Syifa said yes Pa is afraid late there is still a test today" I said
"We went out with Papa and it's finished" he said
"Ok if that's what Pa "reply me
We went out of the house together and headed to each other's car and did not forget before getting into the car I kissed his hand and said hello
I went to school feeling a little calm because what I thought last night was not really happening my parents are still the same they still love me it is indeed what we think is not necessarily true and what we see is not necessarily the reality
On one hand I feel relieved but on the other I still feel sad
"Do I have to lose Rendy if I'll be ready for it" I muttered
"I have to accept reality even if it hurts "my inner self
Arriving at school I was still alone not alone but a friend who was one class and who accrued me has not arrived
"Did I know what part of Rendy has come, it seems like she has come "my murmur looks at the parking lot more precisely looking at the parked motorcycle Rendy as usual
"I have to look for him and ask for an explanation from him today "my murmur was looking for Rendy's whereabouts
Tired of me looking to all the places he used to sit normally on the basketball court he is not in the park nor is there even in the cafeteria he is also not visible
"Rendy where there is no " I was tired of looking for whereabouts but did not meet him finally I resigned because I did not visit him I returned to class accidentally when I passed the stairs that are usually passed if we want to go to the roof the school building I saw Rendy coming down from there
"Get him on the roof if there's anything "my mumbling was curious what he was doing in the bag because he doesn't usually go up there
" Rendy wait "my scream
"Wait for me to talk to you about something important" I said, but there was no response from Rendy
"Come with me "pull Rendy's hand to follow me
"What's "flat ask
"You why the hell these two days are you angry because I told you to say I love you to me "quote but did not receive any reply from him
"What an answer because of that or because of another woman "manyu tears I've tried to hold it but can't this hurt too much for me
" I went back to class and don't think about what passed the exam well" he said and left
"Why is it because of another woman but why isn't she telling the truth why it makes me like this " my mummy broke but I immediately wiped my tears and went to the toilet to wash my face and returned to class to take the final day of the exam
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