Dream Man

PI 13'S

after a night of crying today my eyes look very moist and have eye bags and are black like panda eyes

today I want to stay home and not where my heart still hurts because of the incident

I wanted to refuse, but I didn't know how

Flashbacks

at dinner actually I do not want to eat dinner because I know for sure mom or papa paati will ask again about last afternoon but I also do not have the heart of both my parents they certainly worried because you didn't come down even though they were never there when I needed them because I realized they were looking for money for me even in a way that was so dear to me they made me realize I couldn't hurt their hearts

"dear how about the same papa mama asked last afternoon you can not at least you met just once papa sure papa sure you must like how and maybe you also know him said your dad goes to school with him ", said papa

" but if I don't like him, you won't mean it anymore "I replied

"sad that papa will not marry you now, dear only papa tell you to know first orng handsome kok " replied papa again

"yes pa" I just answered

"alright next week papa's friend has dinner at his house you can do"

"god willing pa "

good if you want papa to be happy to hear "

"have I gone upstairs first "

"have you slept alone and mama also put a photo on the table in the room km maybe after seeing it you can change your mind

after dinner, I was not really ready to sleep but wanted to cry

now I am again on the balcony of my room on a chair holding my diary that for so long I did not hold my diary this time I took it back I want to pour out all my heart in the palace without looking at the photo in the mama's talk I immediately took without seeing it directly put in the drawer

dear dairy's

assalamu'alaikum dairy

I left you a long time ago, didn't I? now that I have returned I am again sad in my life because my parents arrived to match me even though they said not to match me but that's the fact why I live my life should be so yes why my parents do not understand I want to reach my mind I do not want dairy what I have to do whether I will accept it or not I do not know tp I also do not want to disappoint them tp me also don't want me to want to be a designer and actually I also love someone you know who he is a very annoying person cuek nyebelin tp also ngangenin 😔😔😔 I like randy dary tp how else dary tp I will try dairy I will find a way so that this matchmaking does not happen

and you know my dad gave me his picture and I don't want to see it you know I really hate matchmaking

it was a days ago

assalamu'alaikum

after I poured out all my heart in my dairy I slept in sobs

Flash off

after thinking I finally decided to go to school from my home and thought to my father's words with my mother better spend my time at school with my friend's friends forget my sadness even though maybe it's just for a little while but it's better than me daydreaming at home

after I take a shower and get ready I go downstairs but I don't intend to have breakfast today but my intentions immediately change when someone calls me to breakfast

"sad you didn't eat breakfast first "tanya mama who I thought was no longer at home maybe this is one way that I want to accept the matchmaking

"syifa breakfast at school yes ma" jwbku

"hopefully tp do not forget yes later km sick" said his (mama mqksadnya)

"yes ma yaudah I go first ya " while salting and kissing his cheek

"assalamualaikum ma" I said

"waalaikum greetings of the heart" he said

"iya ma" jwbku then passed by leaving him

at school...

after arriving at school I went straight to the cafeteria it was not my habit but I was also very hungry and one more I wanted to be alone first I was not in the mood for a question about the theme of my theme

randy arrived and immediately asked me a lot of questions

''hi why you here tumben yourself where your friend "ask directly and it's not as usual

flashbacks

at rendy's place

"anyone will say that no one is forbidden nor do I want to go to school for long" jwab me

"you this mama again seriously dear aja kok this is also still half eman affection "he said again emang if the same mom is spoiled

"i'm also serious - I'm more serious than mama "jwb hugging him

"dear " protest

"yes mama what's so serious is not usually my mama is serious kek gini what's the matter ma "ask me also seriously I make

"tp you don't get mad ya "ask her

"yes my dear dear mother "my jwb

"mama will have a close friend first mama would love to be a brother but dear mama lost her contact" not yet finished mama said I immediately cut her talk

"mama wants me to be my "t's detective I'm so happy to see you so annoyed with me

"it's not a pity dengerin mama finished talking first seriously about you anyway" he said

"yeah yeah "just kiss me on the cheek

"and now Mama has met him again "

"good dong ma congratulations ya "sambarku again

" you shut up first with mom finished talking first baby "he continued furious

"after talking new mama know that he already has children and his daughter beautiful loh dear" he explained

"continue what the relationship is with me or do not mama want to mate me "ask me was was was was

"yes dear you are indeed a smart child "jwb mama

"no I don't want this era what will not be the age of matchmaking I don't want" jwbku stern (strictly yes not snapped)

"yes dear mama know tp you will be able to acquaintance first or do not you see the person first mama has her photo kok mama take first ya you wait here do not where " while going to the door

"no where I don't want "jwbku

"you see how it used to be dear who knows if you changed your mind" he still stood at the door of my room

"no ah ma I want to take a shower first" while grabbing the towel

"yeah mama will put it on your table yes "he said and left

"it's up to you" Langung went into the bathroom

flash off

but I didn't respond at all I just bawled at her I thought there might be no hope for me to be with her

"hei lo knp anyway bengong aja not usually be aware later kesambet new tau lo" he said

**sorry, if there are many typos

and yes sorry also if the long up date is because my data is no longer problematic this does not know arrived2 I can not use when I check there are still many packages and I think the writing is easy loh even though yes even in the brain all have been the story line tp for nulis tired ya tp tp I try and pray yes

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