
After looking for what we are looking for each and the time is also near the afternoon we finally decided to go home soon. I don't know why they're buying something like there's going to be a celebration
"Why did you buy that are you going to celebrate something why not invite me "quote to all of them
"And yes you go where to buy a dress as beautiful as it is not you prefer with a shoe bag and makeup tools yes " I was wondering if they usually buy almost the same dress and told me to buy a dress but different from them
"We want to do something, solnya there is a friend of mine who wants to express his feelings the same people he loves" said Dea
"Oh who I know doesn't "quote me
"Maybe, because he just returned and maybe you don't know them just don't know "dea replied again
" Your friend is "my question to Dea
" Yes, "the answer is short
" Why Dara and Fera also you also have what "question me
"We just petrified his friend Dea because we also want to be friends with him, yes Dar " replied Fera
" It's very true because said Dea his friend he was a good person even though not beautiful very beautiful" continued Dara
" Why don't you tell me, I'll also help "I said
"Do not help prayer just so that he is accepted you are also present later wearing the dress" Dea replied
"Yes, I must have done "my answer
"Later I make up your pin so it's more beautiful" replied Fera
"Why should I "question me
"That's because you can't make up your own Syifa we know you're beautiful even without makeup but let's be different Dea replied
" Yes, we want our friends to be beautiful to lose the same as they want to be shot later" said Dara
"I don't want to be alone "I answered
"What can only pack the same powder lipstick for small children can also be more even if the child is now" said Dea
" The show is also not for me to say me and and everything is not important is also "jawbku lightly
"Capek said the same yes we make up your pin on that day there was no rejection" said Dara
"As much as you ask yok to come home this afternoon also "reply to me
"Emang never win a fight with the same mouth you "my mind glances towards them
We got out of the mall to the parking lot and into each other's cars we all waved to each other without parting
In the car I went back to check if there was a call with the name Rendy but no calls from anyone and messages
"Why did he change so fast, didn't he promise not to leave me until anytime then did I just ask him to tell me that he loved me he left me and didn't want to talk to me again "my mumbling
"Rendy why are you so mean to me if I have the same fault you until you get me "murm continuously
" You've changed whether you don't love me anymore but why don't you tell me why you're guaranteed me like this "my mumbling shed tears
All the way I've been thinking about Rendy my thoughts are really messed up I don't know what to do
Until my parents' home, I haven't been home as usual
"Are Mama the same Papa hasn't come home yet "my murmurs wipe my tears
I parked my car in its place and got into the house
"Waalaikum salam" replied someone from inside the money is none other than an aunt
"Bi Mama and Papa haven't come home yet "quote me
"Yes Non Mama and Papa Non have not come home" replied the aunt
"If so I go to the room first Bi" said I went to leave Aunt who was still standing next to me to go to my room
Up in the room I lay my body on the sofa near the balcony of my room
I stood towards the balcony of my room I stood looking at the star in the sky so beautiful at night
"The star of how beautiful you are you are always there though invisible in the morning but you are always with the sky accompanying him "my murmurs shed tears
" Why yes the stars of the people I love always leave me first Riski and now Rendy even though Riski came back after a long time what Rendy would also be like that if I would get hurt again why I fell love him why "my mind speaks
"Now I don't want to be selfish I want to hear an explanation from him I don't want to go back to misunderstandings like I used to be to Riski "mumamku
"I have to ask for an explanation directly from Rendy tomorrow "my inner self
After pondering for a while I went back into the room and entered the bathroom to clean myself up and refresh my already very messed up mind
After being ready with the ritual of bathing and wearing full casual clothes I wear blue patterned shirt and shorts
I went downstairs to dinner and talked to my parents like before
Downstairs I found no one. I went to the dinner table but they weren't there either, and there was only food on the table
"Bi "call me
" Yes, what's "auntie asked
" Mama and Papa have not come home yet "quote me
" Not Non than just aunty in the kitchen but there is no voice Mama same Papa Non" replied Aunt
"That's why thank you Bi " said I
" Same Non if no other aunt wants to go back to the kitchen" said the aunt
"No way Bi "reply me
I'm having dinner alone tonight like a heart the day I don't know Rendy's name .
"Why everything changed in such a short time yes was I really destined for myself what my best friend would also leave me alone " my mind put rice in my mouth I could no longer open my mouth because of the tears that had fallen on my cheek
I ate just a little I didn't have the appetite to eat and went back to my room, probably because Rendy hadn't called me in two days and didn't know me when we met face to face at school .
Now what will come back like before is only me Fera Dara Dea and also Vino alone in my life and I returned alone when my mother's house with my father was busy with his work
My daydreams were spoiled because the sound of Mama and Papa's car from outside I went down to approach them both
" Ma why did you guys just go home "quote when you approached them
"Mama a lot of work in the office already Mama wants to go to the room first want to rest" he said indifferently not even looking at me
"Papa also do a lot of work why just go home "question me
"Yes Papa a lot of work to be taken care of "my answer went away leaving me
" Why did they all change again the hell "my inner crying I really destroyed
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