Dream Man

PI35

There is no word from me after the phrase from Rendy as I remember this is the first expression from Rendy for me even though only by phone but it makes me feel happy and can not say anything else

"What can you say when you look me in the eye" I asked

"Do you not believe what my attitude has been lacking proves that I really love you "he asked again

"Not for me is more than enough but I just want to hear it from your mouth straight away if you really love me" I said

"Well if you want me to say it directly I can do it just that I need time for it" he replied

"Why do you need any time you don't really love me "my question but there's no answer from Rendy because the phone has been disconnected

"Didn't he really love me then why he's always been nice to me and didn't he just say he loved me" unconsciously the clear liquid came out of my eyes

"Did I make a mistake all this time why he needed time "murm again

Tonight I couldn't sleep and with Rendy saying I thought about it all night so I couldn't sleep

In the morning I woke up and looked into my own panda-like eyes I recalled what Rendy said last night and made me tear up again

But I tried not to think about it because there was still a test today I rushed to take a shower and went down to my parents

"Darling why with your eyes did you cry" my mother asked

"Dear your eyes are so swollen" continued my Papa

"It can't be just because Syifa stayed up last night Ma, Pa "my answer is lying I don't want them to know what really happened to me

"Why are you staying up baby "ask my Mama again

"I learned Ma there is still a test "my answer again still lies

" Now you have breakfast you leave with Papa, dear" said my Papa again

"But wait if you're better "question me

"Udah dong dear Mama you can not be angry for long with Papa you " replied Papaku with his PD

"Terasih Papa aja "my mother replied

After breakfast I leave for school with my Papa. Today I feel happy and also sad. I'm happy because I was ushered in with my Papa for the first time and feel sad about Rendy's attitude last night.

"Why when I always feel disappointed even though I am happy why God "my inner self

I got to school just at the time as usual before my friend until I always arrive first usually I am with Rendy but today I am alone because Rendy three has not arrived as usual

"Thank you, Pa, you want anterin Syifa" I said

"Honey dear Papa happy if so you go in there" said my Papa

"If so Syifa entered first Assalamualaikum" said I

"Waalaikum salam" he replied

After seeing my Papa's car go out from my front I went into the school and went to the parking lot to see if Rendy's motorbike was there but unfortunately there was no Rendy motorbike there

"Why now he's changed huh is he also going to cancel this engagement is also what exactly "my mumble passed through the school corridor

"Vino you're doing here" I asked

"My question has not been answered why are you here yourself "ask again

" I just want to come here "I answered

"Then why are you crying" she asked again

"I don't cry "jawbku

"Other people if they see you also know that you've been crying "the guy looks at me

"I'm just sad that I'm going to leave this school too many memories in this school "my answer is lying I don't want Vino to know about my problems especially after the statement he used to be

"I know that's not what you're thinking but it's okay if you don't want to tell it to me, I can understand "he replied

"You are indeed a good friend Vin the woman who can get us must be very lucky "my inner self

" You yourself are doing here "quite diverting the conversation

"I was just going around, but I saw you here myself so I came to you" he replied

"Where are your exams going smoothly "quote as usual

"Currently if you "ask Vino back

"I am also fluent only I feel deg with aja maybe because of my last exam here "I answered

From the beginning of our relationship can be said to be close I always tell what I have been going through to Vino we pretty much accrued no secret words between us but after the existence of Rina there I started keeping a distance with Vino I did not want to deal with Rina and after I found out that Dara also liked Vino especially after the confession of her true feelings she and I also can not blame Vino with his feelings towards me I actually also had liked Vino before the presence of Rina and also Dara but all my feelings have been lost maybe my feelings are different from Vino's feelings towards me I was just afraid that Vino would stay away from me as another open friend is not a feeling of love just a feeling of friendship is nothing more than that

I am happy to have a very good friend like Vino he is always understanding and attentive with all his friends not only me and that is why I lost my feelings to Vino because of good attitude she's not just for me but for everyone around her who is around her she's always behaving like a woman who doesn't like a very nice man like her who does seeing his attention can certainly misunderstand me as well

I didn't go straight into the classroom because still the exam door is still locked because I haven't entered yet I went to the school park myself

It didn't take long to get to the park because it was so close to my exam room

"What because all this time I've always been rude is the same Rendy so she's changed now but why now when our engagement just counts the day "my mind back shed tears

The bell sign of the test will begin soon I return from the park to my classroom which has been filled with children including my best friend and Rendy

" Where Lo Syifa from but why Lo's eyes are so swollen kek that Lo runs out crying yes

" ask Fera

" Not last night just can't sleep anyway "my jawb is lying

"Oh I think why was that where Lo "asked Fera again

"From the park "jawbku

"Ngapain Lo is there who "asked Dea

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