Dream Man

reconcile

"Lo.." I was surprised to see who I hit.

" You" he said, surprised

How not for years disappeared and no news at all and now what happened he just nongol now

Flashbacks

I used to have a lover that I loved so much that I was always with him there was not a single thing that I hid in him but at one point he disappeared and there was no news at all at that time I was very devastated and also because of that reason until now I can not love someone in my life I feel that everything that comes will definitely go even though he has promised not to leave tp in fact all the same he who I thought would not go and will always be with me tp he also went somewhere when we used to be the same promise will always be with whatever happens we're going to go through it with tp see what he did he left me and there's no word at all his name is Riski

Flash off

After the collision from me, I told my friend to go first because Riski wanted to talk to me, I refused to let her force it so I just let it go

and now we're on a park bench at school

"You're how you are" he asked

"I'm good "my real answer I miss him a lot but I don't show it

"You're doing yourself" tanaya me again

"I'm good and I miss you now" she replied

"Oh yeah I go first yeah " my answer is that I can't stand it anymore I want to feel like I'm crying now and scolded him for leaving and now he says he misses me tp honestly I also miss him a lot and this once hugged him tp I can bear

"Wait" said

"I'm sorry I'm in a hurry" I replied again and wanted to leave but he pulled my hand

"May we talk for a moment please" he said again

"I'm sorry I don't have time" I replied and immediately released his hand from my hand violently

"I beg you" he said again and immediately pulled me in his arms

Actually I want to return his embrace but the pain in my heart is too painful and hard for me to forget

"Regardless of "my words and try to get out of his arms tp what can make me just a woman who will lose to the energy of a man

"I beg you for a moment I miss you so much" he said

"This is school and why are you here" I replied again and still tried to get myself out of it

"I'm looking for you" he said as he held his embrace

I was so fightin' 'cause she finally took off her hug

"Why do you look for me "I replied in a slightly elevated tone because I almost cried but still I could bear it

"I miss you and I want to apologize about everything that happened I'm really sorry I'm sorry" he said in a regretful tone

But I my heart is not an item that after being thrown away and if taken back will resign

My heart is already sick

"Now you come and apologize for lying that I'll forgive you so soon let alone what you've done to me all this time" I replied with glassy eyes

"I'm sorry I promise I won't repeat it again I beg you to give me one more chance so I can fix everything "he replied with glass

"I'm sorry I couldn't forgive you so quickly I need time I'm not the prophet Muhammad who could forgive someone so easily even before that person apologized to him" I answered again and left the park and followed my friend

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I saw him go out from before me I wanted to chase him but I also realized all this time I had hurt him I went and did not tell him the reason why I left and I did not I'll tell her why I left her

I'm meeting him now because I want to apologize to him and maybe for the last time I'll keep trying until he can forgive me so I can go more calmly

"I miss you Syifa" I said as she walked away from me

"I'm sorry and I'm going to try to get an apology from you before I'm really out of your life for good" I said, unconsciously shedding tears

"I miss you all the time if you know that I'm also very sick when I leave you first but that's the best way that you can make it easier for me " again I shed my tears

Flashbacks

"What happened to me doc" I asked the doctor

"I'm sorry I have to share this news with your parents where your parents "the doctor replied

"Tell me if my dock is ready with the results" I replied

"Alright if that's what you want I'll apologize from the results of your lab is diagnosed with cancer and already stage two you should immediately get further treatment patient yes deck " the doctor answered that made me feel so bad

"I'll excuse you first" he continued

"Yes doc thank you" I said

" The same" replied the doctor and immediately left

Actually I really want to tell Syifa about all this but I don't want her to be sad and cry because of my current situation and I choose to leave her life without giving any news at all so that she hating me and forgetting about me

After knowing about my illness I immediately told my parents at first I also did not want to tell them about all this but I could not hide something like this on them so I was forced to give know my parents

my parents were very worried about me and told me to go abroad to pay for my illness

At that time I thought this was my chance so I could get away from the syifa

My parents who knew about my relationship with Syifa told me to be honest with her and all but I rejected her at that time

Flash off

Now I miss her so much that I went back to looking for her tp accidentally I met her and then she was again with her friend at school at first I thought she wouldn't want to see me tp in fact, I'd be wrong for him to talk to me even with a little coercion from me, I'm glad I can still talk to him

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After meeting her earlier I wanted so much to cry but I can't cry now

I went straight to see my long-awaited friend

"I'd say I didn't go and want to go home "my mummy

When I spoke to Riski earlier I heard the bell sound sign that it was time to go home*

"For so long lo and knp lo still want to talk to people" said dara upset

They all know about everything

"Sorry for a long time" I said lethargic

"Couldn't if I go home I'm so tired of this can be sorry I'm not going to come with "call me again

"Yaudah lo go home not pa pa ko ya gais "answe dea

"Thank you I went home first "my jawb and left them immediately

If you truly love her, never hide something from her that you will regret later

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