
"hei lo knp is bengong aja not usually be aware of the new kesambet tau lo" he said
......
which I don't care about at all
just staring that's what I do with my glassy eyes
when I started liking someone
why is this all happening to me
just want to be happy with my choices
someday not in a way
this is not how I am not grateful or
just accept it now too
I already like other people
"hey lo knp "ask her
I want to tell her everything about all this
I want to say that I like it but it's too late I've been betrothed by both my parents and I don't know how to refuse
because I also believe that a soul mate will not go anywhere if God destined to be given a way and definitely meet too and if he is your soul mate will definitely return even though whatever will happen he will definitely return
"hai lo knp "anyanya while swinging her hand in front of my face
"go to class first" while leaving her
before I actually left, I heard something coming out of his mouth
"he's not like he usually cake "that's the sentence I heard
today I went through my day with occasional daydreaming smile and laughing with a forced
that's how I spend my time
............
today was the day I met the man my parents had betrothed
today I wear a knee-length dress with my favorite pink color with long unraveled hair
"wah mama's son is very beautiful" said mama
"it's ready, dear "nya
"i'm ready, I'm ready "I said
"yes, come on" take mom
when I saw him on the sofa that was invisible to me because he turned his back on me I went down the stairs with a feeling that I could not express through my words like I wanted to meet the person I was knowing these mixed feelings is the same as how I felt when I met Rendy
when I got to the couch I was scared
"Rendy "
"Syifa "
I said at the same time with him
"why are you surprised to see that we have not given you a photo" said my papa
"yes we think you know" said Rendy's father
"yes "mama replied to Rendy
after dinner ended, we talked more appropriately to our parents
I'm the same Rendy just heard what our parents were talking about tonight everything I'm worried about is gone somewhere
actually in my heart I feel very happy because I was betrothed to someone I like I feel very happy
"you better chat there in the park later mama will call you to ask your decision" said my mama
in park
me and Rendy just kept quiet there was no conversation between us
"how do you feel about this matchmaking" I asked Rendy to take a quick glance and then focus forward again
"how is it"the question behind is still focused forward
"it's answered and it goes back to "my words
"i didn't want to disappoint my parents" she said, which made my heart ache
after a conversation that had no agreement at all we went back inside because it was called
arriving where our parents asked us the decision both I wanted to answer yes but I was embarrassed what if Rendy answered the opposite
"how do you agree with this matchmaking mama equally papa will not force your decision "papa said
"yes we didn't force it just we'd like you to agree to it" said Rendy
I took a quick glance at Rendy and coincidentally Rendy also looked at me
"yes" we answered at the same time
"hahahaha you guys are so funny" said his mother Rendy
"we are pleased with your decision"
the response of Rendy's mother
and they talked again and they agreed they would hold an engagement a week after the graduate school event
after Rendy's family came home I went straight up to my room for a break I feel very happy today even though there is a little disappointment with Rendy's answer tp yes already I will make fall in love with me with my own way
when I got to my room, I picked up my diary
dear dairy's
assalamualaikum
today I'm so glad you know that I was betrothed to Rendy, the one I love, even though I'm not sure she accepted all of this with *tulus tp, I'm going to make her fall in love with me
thank you GOD you will not separate man from his soul mate I am sure Rendy will love me someday with your permission easily
yes, I want to rest first
REMEMBER IF HE IS A SOUL MATE CREATED BY GOD FOR ME HE WILL NOT BE EXCHANGED ONLY WE NEED TO BE PATIENT FOR SURE WHEN IT WILL ARRIVE TRUST GOD WILL ALWAYS KEEP HIS PROMISE TO HIS PEOPLE
PATIENCE IS THE KEY TO EVERYTHING SEE PROPHET MUHAMMAD SAW HE IS A SERVANT OF ALLAH WHO HAS NO LIMITS PATIENCE HE IS ALWAYS PATIENT OVER WHAT BEFALLS HIM
THE WAY SOMEONE LIVES IS DIFFERENT LIKE A WHITE PAPER THAT HAS NOT BEEN WRITTEN THERE YOU CAN WRITE WHATEVER YOU WANT OF COURSE WITH EFFORT AND ALSO WITH PRAYER*
sorry for the readers maybe you are disappointed I'm sorry because the long up does not know why some weeks this fit up always the package can not be a day wait until the package can again not I am bored to read it
DO NOT FORGET LIKE AND COMMENT SO THAT IT CAN BE FIXED AND SORRY IF THERE ARE STILL MANY TYPOS