Don't Blame Me for Seizing Your Husband

99. JSAMS

"You comfortable, honey?" jimmy asked, putting Nasha to sleep on her side, and she was about to enter her junior.

Nasya. "Yes. Enterin, mas!" the whine could not stand it. Somehow when going to practice ninu-ninu, he felt not nauseous even though his body still felt weak.

"Mas will be slow and careful. Tell me you're uncomfortable, huh?"

Nasya nodded then sighed incoherently to feel the pleasure created by Jimmy.

Not to forget Jimmy also practiced his other position according to what Dr. Ana said this morning. Until the peak of pleasure they have got, the two rest with each other hugging.

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The days have been passed with joy and sorrow. Ever since Retno said the phrase that hurt her ego as a man, Gadhing turned more reserved.

At three in the morning, Gadhing woke up and went to the bathroom. He berwudhu then went out of the room to the prayer room and performed tahajud prayers.

A few moments later we heard the final recitation and ended the greeting. Gadhing looked up both hands.

“Yes Allah is Most Compassionate and Most Merciful. Do not let your servant dissolve in sorrow. Do not make people in the past a hindrance to worship You. Let me remember you, not the bad things in life."

Gadhing's eyes were closed, with tears dripping down every prayer to immediately forget his feelings for Nasha and focus on his family.

"Puni the servant, O Allah."

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Behind the door, Retno held her chest which felt tight to withstand the pain. He knew that Gadhing was trying to get rid of the feeling of love and he was happy because Gadhing had been trying to love him.

But Gadhing's love for Nasya was deep. He can't keep up with that.

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Daytime is a happy time for Nasya because during the day he can eat whatever he wants without having nausea and vomiting.

Although you should wear a mask and sunglasses to help avoid the scorching sun in addition to the robe and hijab.

Yes, behind the pleasure of Nasya during the day, he had to hide from the scorching sun because he felt dizzy every time he was exposed to the light.

Like vampires who fear the sun. That's what Nasya is like.

Nasya smiled behind the mask he was wearing, looking at the contents of a plastic bag containing many snacks and ice cream.

He came out on his own because Jimmy had already let him. There should be a driver who always accompanies you.

"Sir. I'm going to the park, yeah. I don't have a cell phone, if my husband calls, tell him where we are."

"Good, Mom."

Nasya immediately sat on an iron bench in the park. Minimarket and the park are still in the elite complex where the Jimmy mansion is located.

That's why Jimmy gave him permission to leave the house without him.

"Nasyama," threw Gadhing slowly but made Nasya surprised.

"Can you sit down?"

Nasya nodded and shifted his body giving Gadhing some distance. He felt relieved when the driver also sat not far from his place.

Maybe this is a good time to talk about their relationship. And be a good start.

"Don't follow me anymore, ma'am. That's not good for our relationship with our respective partners" Nasya said ahead of the conversation.

Gadhing let out a long sigh then lowered his head, before he looked at Nasya from the side.

"Sorry," great-grandson Gadhing said.

Nasya. "Don't apologize, ma'am. Sorry for easily replacing your position in my heart."

Gadhing could not say anything more.

"Love cannot be forced. Exactly my love for you, first."

Gadhing looked at Nasya who was smiling with his eyes closed. "The side I'm going through right now, right?" tanya Gadhing made Nasya look at him and then look straight back.

"really. And I can't pay it back. In the past, the love story of Khadijah and the Prophet as my guide to achieve your love. Which Khadijah proposed to Rasullullah. But, the fact is I became Aisyah who became honey at your wedding. Finally I hope, hopefully, to be my favorite wife, exactly what Aisyah experienced," Nasya said to make Gadhing feel hurt.

"And finally our story ends exactly with the love story of Barirah and Mughits. Which you have become a free woman and do not want to refer to me."

Nasya just smiled in response. Not wanting to linger near her ex-husband, she first said goodbye. Moreover, his ice cream had long been outside the room. You can be sure it will pass when you get home.

"Try to focus on Retno, mas. I don't want you to be like this. I said goodbye, assalamualaikum," Nasya had walked away from Gadhing and got into the car after the door was opened by the driver.

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Nasya woke up after hearing the door open. He had been waiting for Jimmy to come home until he fell asleep.

"Just come home, mom?" tanya Nasya followed Jimmy from behind because her husband was silent.

Nasya glanced at the clock on the wall already at 21 p.m. It's the first time Jimy's been home late at night without any news.

"I made tea, yeah."

"No need," said Jimmy flatly.

Nasya was stunned to hear Jimmy's different answer. However, he did not dare to ask because he thought there was a problem with the job.

Nasya had just sat on the edge of the bed seeing Jimmy had changed into his nightgown regardless of his presence.

Even the clothes Nasya had prepared were not touched by Jimmy.

"Mas."

"I want to be alone."

DEG