
"Go together. Pity Nasya if you go alone," said Mayang's mother.
"How is it, ma?" asked Jimmy to be anxious about leaving the princess.
Mayang's mother thaws. "There is a mother. Like never going far without Tiara alone," he said, grumbling.
Jimmy sighed without interrupting Mayang's mother's words. "alright. But, will Nasya's family like me, ma?" her question was suddenly nervous and then her hand reached out to reach for the glass in front of her.
Mayang's mother followed what Jimmy did. Sipped his artificial green tea but his forehead wrinkled as he was astonished at the question of the child.
"Why do you feel like you're not confident, Jim? tumben," said Mayang's mother.
Jimmy took a long breath. "Every time I see Nasya I hang, ma. Especially her family," she said honestly.
Jimmy's words made Mayang's mother laugh. How not? for the first time the child feels things like a man in general when he wants to propose a love of heart.
"Ma. Don't laugh at me," Jimmy's bitch.
Jimmy was also aware of the change in his attitude. However, it cannot be denied if the nervousness is always there when it is close to Nasya. Fortunately, he overcame that nervousness.
"Ok, alright!" exclaimed Mayang's mother stopped laughing even though she still wanted to laugh.
"So, are you ready to marry Nasya? are you ready for your dowry?" ask Mayang's mother in a row.
Jimmy smiled with a quick nod. He again sipped black coffee in his glass. "I plan to marry Nasya before her 23rd birthday, ma."
"When is Nasya's birthday?"
"Three more months" said Jimmy with a smile looking ahead. He imagined how happy the household life would be lived.
Mayang's mother smiled and continued to stare at Jimmy's face from the side. She felt grateful that her son had finally found true love.
"You don't think Nasya's response is about you being old?" ask Mayang's mother to be curious.
Jimmy's body pecked then turned towards Mayang's mother. "Not yet, ma."
"Ck. You are this, never mind. Mama wants to sleep, tell mama when you're going to propose to Nasya and marry the mother's future daughter-in-law."
Jimmy's still staring because of Mayang's mother's question. "Why haven't I ever asked this question? Oh gosh. Our lifespan is 11 years. Why were you born so long, anyway."
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The waiting time has come. Nasya takes Jimmy to Malang the day before the event and the wedding reception of Dimas and Amanda.
Both Nasya and Jimmy looked gloomy as Tiara cried a moment ago as she was about to leave for the station.
Yep. Nasya chooses to go home on the Train because he does not want to show the luxury objects that Jimmy has to his family.
Nasya who was playing a mobile phone immediately looked up at Jimmy's face. "It's true, mas. If the train ride will take more than 6 hours," said Nasya relaxed.
In fact, in his heart Nasya was so nervous because for the first time Nasya returned home with a man.
Another reason to invite Jimmy without showing luxury to his family is to reduce the bad judgment of the neighbors because he has been stamped as an actor there.
Nasya did not want her plus the stamp as a materialistic woman.
Sometimes Nasya thought, is the six months of holding the title of widow in religious law too soon to accept other men?
Nasya also thought, why is it too easy to rise from the slump due to his heartache?
But Nasya also has answers to those questions.
Nasya always assured his heart that 'it will be easy to forget the massalu if we continue to walk forward without thinking the past will be hurt.'
The past is never erased, but the past is enough to be a memory not to make the past a benchmark for living in the present and future.
Move on's.
That's what Nasya got. Proven right?
Nasya never felt hurt or jealous again about Gadhing and Noni.
Nasya has never once blocked Gadhing's contacts be it a mobile number or social media.
She's all right.
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Nasya closed his eyes after storing the phone in a bag. The long journey made him sleepy.
Jimmy saw Nasya fall asleep making him smile. When Nasya accidentally leaned his head on his arm made Jimmy's heart beat fast.
For the first time Nasya touched it accidentally. Jimmy's head turned towards Nasya's head.
It was very desirable he pecked at the top of Nasya's head but as strong as his strength Jimmy did not do it because he did not want to take a chance in the narrowness.
Jimmy simply closed his eyes and enjoyed the fragrance that rose from Nasya's head.
"Awhile more. Patience, Jim."
Jimmy keeps reminding himself that Nasya is an honorable woman.