Don't Blame Me for Seizing Your Husband

69. JSAMS

*Assalamualaikum, Beloved.

How are things today?

You have to be healthy and happy, yes..

I can't stand it when dusk comes, because if dusk has come it means you have just read this letter even though I do not know at dusk how much after I write this for you.

I don't think I want twilight to come and you'll read this letter. Because, I still want to feel how you miss me. But after reading this letter, what will happen after that, you will hate me.

Sorry*.

*I CHOSE TO SURRENDER.

I ALREADY HAVE A NEW LIFE. EVEN A FEW DAYS AFTER WE PARTED.

THIS IS THE REASON WHY I DON'T SAY GOODBYE TO YOU.

THANK YOU FOR LOVING TIARA UNTIL NOW. NO NEED TO WORRY ABOUT MY SON ANYMORE.

I HOPE, WHEN YOU MARRY GADHING, YOU WEAR THE WEDDING DRESS I GAVE YOU.

DON'T YOU LIKE THE COLOR PURPLE?

ONCE AGAIN, THE IMAGINATION HAS TAUGHT ME HOW IT STRUGGLES.

CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR MARRIAGE.

FROM :

JIMMY SOECIPTO*

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Nasya remained silent in the room facing the window. Didn't expect her love story to be this stragic.

He also thought and believed that this was karma because he had become the third person at the marriage of Gadhing and Noni, even though their marriage was problematic, but Nasya should not have the right to interfere.

Nasya hid his face between his hands folded over his knees. It feels really sorry to have done wrong and resulted in his happiness.

"Don't cry" said Amanda approaching and embracing Nasya's shoulder.

Nasya straightened his head looking at Amanda then gazed out the window back.

After meeting Rispan, Nasya did not return to his home but to Amanda's house.

Dimas came in with a glass of drinking water and a plate filled with chicken porridge that he made himself.

"Don't blame yourself, Shay. I'm sorry it all started because of me" Dimas said, feeling sorry for what happened to Nasya.

"It's my fault" Nasya said with a trembling voice.

Nasya picks up the phone next to him then blocks all apps that can contact Jimmy. Only the photos that have not been deleted.

"I've cut off access that can contact him. Our story is finished" he said.

I was so scared to see you with the others, exactly what you wrote in the letter. You already have a new life. But, deep down inside my heart always wished you healthy and happy always. That is the proof of my prayerful love.

"Don't be late from sadness. Don't blame yourself" Dimas said. The man quite understands how Nasya because almost all the faults of someone who hurt him must be the girl is always looking for reproach so that she is also guilty.

Nasya was about to protest but Dimas shook his head.

"In our religion, karma does not exist. But we will get back what we did. Like me now. To eat enough daily is already grateful, if there is no Mr. Jimmy for sure we will contract the house. Just like Mas Gadhing, look at how complicated his relationship with Retno is. So, you should be grateful no matter what."

Nasya was silent but he digested every word that came out of Dimas' mouth and justified it.

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A broken relationship leaves behind a series of mixed emotions, painful memories, and a sense of tightness. This is a burden that is often carried when a person is forced to stop for a relationship with the lover.

If we ever end a relationship, we will know that there is a certain response to the event. As there is an unwritten rule, that we should think about moving on when breaking up with someone.

Although in the heart and solitude Nasya still often cry, especially when performing prayers.

Nasya smiled at the newlyweds who had just become husband and wife. He walked forward towards them.

"Congratulations, ma'am!" said Nasya shaking Gadhing's hand then Retno.

Gadhing smiled meaningfully then approached Nasya, directly hugging the girl.

"Tell me you're really in good shape, Nasyama." Gadhing already knew what was happening to Nasya.

Nasya patted Gadhing's shoulder hard. "Tomorrow, mas."

Retno smiled at Gadhing and Nasya. Not out of jealousy, he knew Gadhing would not make a mistake, let alone see the seriousness of Gadhing accompanying and defending him during his divorce proceedings with Rian.

Nasya looked at Gadhing with a smile after the hug was lulled.

"I'm much better, ma'am."

It was not without reason that Gadhing asked about Nasya's situation. During the six months since Jimmy left Nasya, the girl has been admitted to the Hospital several times to be treated for infrequent eating and prolonged stress.

It is only natural that Nasya down so because it has no place to complain other than Allah. However, the girl was an ordinary human who could experience a slump.

"Mas. Can I take a photo with both of you?" tanya Nasya then looked at Retno.

"Fot as much as you guys," Retno said as if to know the purpose of Nasya's gaze asking her permission.

Nasya smiled then pulled Gadhing's hand towards the side of the room that had been decorated beautifully.

Nasya embraces Gadhing's arm and the two are ready for the portrait. Moreover, she looked very pretty in a purple dress.

I was lazy to say his name.