Don't Blame Me for Seizing Your Husband

43. JSAMS

"So move, Shay."

Nasya shook his head and continued to stretch his hands to prevent Jimmy from entering the study.

Jimmy took a long breath repeatedly. "Just for a moment" he said, turning his face away. Nasya's eyes made him sick when he remembered what he had heard earlier.

"I just want to calm my heart" said Jimmy.

Hearing Jimmy's words made Nasya more convinced that the man before him had heard his conversation with Gadhing earlier. Moreover, Jimmy called himself by the word 'me' is no longer mas as usual.

"We have to talk and resolve this misunderstanding, ma'am."

Jimmy took a long breath. He could not speak now because he wanted to calm down first before talking to Nasya. Fear of unwanted things happening because they are still in an unstable emotion.

Nasya wants to talk now because he does not want this problem to dissolve longer and will cause new misunderstandings.

Jimmy took a long breath. "Why are you stubborn, Shay?" ask Jimmy lirih.

Nasya. "Let's talk" Nasya said without responding to Jimmy's remarks.

"Later on, Shay."

Nasya shook his head with a sullen face. His desire does not want to be denied.

Jimmy took a long breath. He stepped foot into the kitchen. It felt like this was the only way to temper his emotions.

While Nasya follows in the footsteps of Jimmy like a chick following the mother. And it managed to keep Jimmy entertained because of the girl's funny behavior.

Jimmy took Nasya to sit in a small bar in the kitchen. The two sat facing each other.

Jimmy sat with both hands on the table with his fingers tied together. And his eyes looked deeply into Nasya's eyes.

Nasya who was seen like that by Jimmy made him misbehave. The man before her could always make her intimidated.

"Did you hear anything?"

"Sounds which?"

Nasya ventured to look at Jimmy, somehow Jimmy's gaze was so flat and it made him uncomfortable because he was used to being stared at and treated gently by the man.

"My conversation with mas Gadhing who said that I still have love for him" said Nasya lirih.

Jimmy's jaw hardened and his fist tightly. He continued to suppress his jealousy and anger so that Nasya was not afraid because it was very dangerous if his emotions were out of control.

Nasya knew that Jimmy was holding back his emotions, especially when the man no longer looked at him. "Continue paying attention to me, so that the wound in my heart will soon dry up. I told Mas Gadhing that I would never go back to the masses."

Jimmy heard Nasha's words and looked at Nasya with a look of disbelief.

Nasya. "I accept you, ma'am."

Instantly a happy twinkle on Jimmy's face is seen and adds to his good looks. "Seriously?"

Nasya nodded again.

"We're getting married, tomorrow?" tanyanya suddenly made Jimmy rise and want to hug Nasya.

Nasya glared immediately to give a warning so that Jimmy realized.

"Don't just say get married. Did you forget that marriage doesn't just bring two people together? how's the family?"

Jimmy thunts. "Mas forgets that there's Mayang's mother," chuckles Jimmy then sits back down.

"Will parents agree?"

Nasya's face turned serious. "Mas."

Jimmy, who was smiling earlier, saw the look on Nasya's serious face turn serious as well.

"Mas. I'm not a girl anymore" Nasya said, trying to see what Jimmy's reaction would be if he said this.

"And I'm no longer a virgin. Why are you talking about that? when I decide to win your heart, it means what you have I've accepted."

"Will I be disappointed if I don't meet expectations, mom?"

Jimmy frowned. "You mean?"

"I'm not a sholeha woman. The proof is that I dropped my pride in order to become Gadhing's wife, the worse I became an actor!" nasha said softly as she got here, she realized how embarrassing it was when she was chasing Gadhing.

Jimmy smiled warmly. Want it feels to hold the hand of the girl of his heart but unable. "Honey. Listen to me, just like I told you. Do not talk about massalu because mas also has a dark mass. We were betrothed and I fell in love with my ex-wife but she wasn't in love. I was just asking for the birth of a child for me, after Tiara was born, we separated the bed until I finally found out about her affair with a fellow model."

Nasya was stunned to hear Jimmy's story. Only the first time he knew the cause of Jimmy's separation with Diana because until now no one knew the cause of their separation.

"But why doesn't the public know why you split up?"

Jimmy looked deeply into Nasya's eyes. "Because I don't like having my personal problems known to the public."

"Or are there still feelings for Tiara's birth mother?" I don't know why his own question disturbed his peace of heart.

"Are you jealous?" asked Jimmy without responding to Nasya's question.

However, for Nasya it was a form of distracting Jimmy from answering questions from him unanswered.

Nasya just kept quiet without answering.

"My love for her has died when I saw firsthand Tiara's biological mother making love to her lover. You don't have to worry, your position in my heart is intact there is only you, not like me in your heart, Yes."

Nasya. His heart was stunned to hear Jimmy's words. The man could always keep him silent.

"But you don't have to feel guilty. Mas sure, once we get married then that love will grow every time."

Nasya straightened his head looking at Jimmy with her sweet smile.

Jimmy also smiled and moved from his seat. "Let's take you home. Or stay the night?"

Nasya stuttered and went along. "Home home" Nasha bowed shyly making Jimmy chuckle.

A while passed, Nasya was already at home and had just finished cleaning himself up. He climbed onto the bed and closed his eyes.

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At 3 am Nasya woke up. I don't know why his sleep seems restless tonight. He moved from the bed to the bathroom.

Nasya wudhu to perform night prayers and istikharah prayers. He was already used to performing night prayers, but this was the first time performing Istikharah prayers.

After the prayer and teaching, Nasya returned to sleep still wearing the face because he would wake up again to perform dawn prayers.

"Astaghfirullah," heed Nasya when he had just dreamed of something.

Nasya opened the face and returned to perform dawn prayers.

"Allah is Most Compassionate and All-Hearing. Forgive me if I believe in the meaning of a dream. The servant knows that in the dream a good thing comes from You and if a nightmare comes from the devil. But, what did the dream of a servant just mean? is that a nightmare? or is it a good dream?"