Don't Blame Me for Seizing Your Husband

73. JSAMS

"Mbak Retno's. Why wear this wedding dress? I don't like it" tweeted Nasha, who had refused but was forced to wear the purple wedding dress that Jimmy gave her.

Not without reason to refuse because his heart is still rustling when staring at the wedding dress.

The feeling of love and pain is still the same stored neatly in his heart.

"It's okay, Sya. You're beautiful with this," Retno praised and then looked at Amanda who was pregnant. "Call right, Manda?"

Amanda nodded while giving two thumbs up to Nasya. "Very pretty," praised Amanda and then pinched Nasya's cheek in a fit of anxiety.

"Sick, mbak."

Nasya felt strange to see the people around him actually looked very happy he would be proposed to a man who is not known.

"Why do you guys seem so happy, anyway?" tanya Nasya sewot actually makes Amanda and Retno laugh.

"Happy, dong. You will eventually get married too. Later when the study will fuss about how momong while njai," exclaimed Amanda with her Javanese accent.

"Study but like posyandu," retno chirps make the three laugh.

For a moment Nasya forgot who the man who was going to propose to him because he was comforted by the jokes of Amanda and Retno.

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Jimmy was still staring out the window. He did not expect that today he would meet again with Nasya, the idol of his heart.

"Are you ready, sir?" ask Rispan.

Jimmy looked over and then took a long breath. "Of course."

That's exactly what Jimmy said. He doesn't know if he's ready or not. "Are Mama and Tiara ready?" ask Jimmy and call Rispan.

From nightfall, the nervousness continued to reign in his body. Jimmy has been married before.

"We're leaving now, sir. The event is about to start in an hour" Rispan said after seeing the watch on his wrist.

Jimmy just nodded. Again, they had to take the elevator to the ground floor of the mansion.

Mayang's mother smiled and looked at Jimmy. He approached the boy and hugged him tightly.

"It's time you were happy, son."

Jimmy just kept quiet. Honest in the heart Jimmy feels happy, but there is a side of his heart that is afraid when it comes to dealing with Nasya.

Perhaps, they helped unite the two. But they forgot how the two behaved after facing the two of them?

"I can do it myself" said Jimmy as he was about to get into the car.

Rispan retreated but Mayang's mother forbade him and helped Jimmy into the car.

"You will be very tired later," said Mayang's mother and Jimmy just resigned.

Tiara who was already in the car immediately hugged Jimmy after being in the same seat.

"Bapi, okay?" tanya Tiara who is already a Grade 2 Elementary School in Germany.

Jimmy returned Tiara's embrace. "Yes. Papi okay, baby."

"Later Tiara will persuade Mami to come with us to Germany so that papi is not sad anymore" said Tiara understood if Jimmy suffered a slump over the situation he experienced.

Jimmy just nodded.

The car drove at medium speed to the hotel that had been booked for the wedding ceremony.

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"Mr. About my husband-to-be handsome, huh?" tanya Nasya curious until now no one wants to tell.

Retno and Amanda looked at each other then held a smile as they said. "Still with our husband, Nasya."

Nasya. "Don't forget that your husband is my ex" Nasya poked his tongue out and the three laughed.

Neither Retno nor Amanda wanted to discuss Nasya's feelings for Jimmy because they believed that Nasya's cheer still held a deep taste for the man who is currently saying kabul ijab.

Nasya looked at Amanda and Retno alternately then nodded with a sweet smile on her face.

"I'm sorry for this mistake of our husband, yes. Thank you for never taking revenge on them" added Retno again.

"Don't worry. I've forgotten all that" Nasya said then the three embraced each other.

The door opened and revealed Fadia's mother and Elsa's mother, the two middle-aged men entered the room.

"Nasiah. Come out to meet your husband," ask Mother Fadia to surprise Nasya.

"Well, Bun. Isn't it just a proposal?" tanya Nasya was still in shock. Amanda's speech was only considered after the proposal, will be the wife of people.

Mother Fadia understood Nasya's shock. He held the hand of his adopted son. "You've been somebody's wife, son. He had said the word kabul ijab earlier, and mother agreed rather than wait long."

"Ta-pi, how.."

"Here you go," asked Amanda to take Nasya's hand.

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Jimmy grew nervous after saying the word ijab kabul. His heart beat violently when Mother Fadia was about to call Nasha.

In any case, love and fear for Nasya's rejection are the trigger for his nervousness.

When everyone looked to the left from the side he was sitting, he turned his head. The gaze of Jimmy and Nasya met, from the look of the eyes of both of them much to mean something.

Astounded.

Longs.

And the same wounds.

There was no smile on either.

When Nasya was sitting next to him, it made Jimmy's chest feel crowded because it was so amazed by the beauty of the girl whose heart was now her husband.

"Yes," call Jimmy soft.

What a soft baritone voice that still shakes Nasya's heart. A missed voice but also painful.

Nasya looked down not daring to look into Jimmy's eyes. She did not expect the man who had left without reason was now her husband.

Nasya simply changed position towards Jimmy without answering anything. He hides his face when Jimmy's hands are outstretched and over his head.

Believe me, Jimmy's hand shook as he was about to put his palm over Nasya's head.

“Allahumma baarikli fi expert wa baarik li-ahli fiyya warzuqhum minni warzuqniy minhum.”

Which means: “Yes Allah, O Lord, bless me in my family's troubles. Bless my family in my troubles, grant my family (wife and descendants) sustenance from me, and grant me sustenance from them."

After reading the prayer, Jimmy rubbed Nasya's head gently and offered another Sunnah prayer.

"Allahumma inni as-aluka khairaha wa khaira maa jabaltaha alaihi, wa a'udzubika min syarriha wa syarri maa jabaltaha alaihi.”

It means: “Yes Allah, I beg of you the kindness of my wife and the goodness of the character you have kept in her. And I take refuge in you from the ugliness of my wife, and the ugliness of the character that You have kept in her.”

As Jimmy recited the prayer, his voice rang out in tears, while Nasya was already crying as he pleased.

"Now you can kiss his wife, sir." The chirps of the ruler made the two brides surprised and held in shame.

How could Jimmy not be ashamed? during this time they never touched other than to hug each other only once when Mother Fadia forced Nasya to return to Gadhing.

"Kiss."

"Kiss."

Retno and Amanda cheered the most for Jimmy to kiss Nasya.

The gaze of the eyes of the two met, Jimmy getting closer to make Nasha look down.

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