Destiny Love

Longing

Right now Randy is sitting in a waiting chair next to Hanna's bed. His gaze did not change in the slightest from the woman before him. The woman was still asleep in the same position. His eyes closed, His pale pink lips that had still not moved in the slightest. Randy manages to get into Hanna's nursery after Syarif allows her to look after the woman. Because this morning Syarif had to attend an important meeting with one of his clients from Japan.

Hanna's eyes slowly began to open. The eye blinked when it found the light of a lamp that was so bright as if highlighting his eyes. The first thing he saw after his eyes returned to normal was the figure of Randy who was sitting next to him. Thinking that she was hallucinating, Hanna again closed her eyes for a while. He was afraid to be disappointed if the one in front of him was Sharif and not Randy as he saw it.

After a while, Hanna opened her eyes again. But it remains the same, not Sharif but Randy whom he saw. Then Hanna turned to pinch her cheek, She was afraid that she was currently dreaming.

"Auww!!." cried Hanna as she felt pain in her cheek from her own actions.

Randy looked panicked. "You why? what's that sick of?"

Hanna did not give an answer but her view did not shift from Randy. "Mas Randy" said Hanna calling the man's name to confirm his sight.

"Yes I'm Randy. Are you all right? Does it still hurt? I'm sorry."

Hanna didn't answer Randy's question in the least. Her lips were tightly clenched, yet her tears were slowly dripping.

Hanna turned her face to the other side when she felt tears had drenched her cheeks. Randy who sees Hanna crying is getting confused.

"Han. Please forgive me! I've hurt your heart a lot." Again just an apology came out of that man's mouth.

It is like a glass that has been broken. It will not be repaired as before, it will still leave a mark there. Although Hanna was also guilty of having abandoned her, it was circumstances that forced her to leave.

"Han. Please! give me a chance to fix everything."

"I'm sorry I was rude to you. The ego has taken hold of me, I have blinded the feeling for revenge. Honestly, this remains the same." Randy spoke at length but Hanna remained silent even more sobbing. Evidently with her shoulders that shook even though the woman turned her head in the other direction.

"Han. I want to hear why you left me? at least give me one reason to convince me that you don't love me."

Randy's question was just enough to make Hanna turn her face on Randy. Staring at the man's black bead that he missed so much.

"Something forced me to go. I don't deserve to be next to you, I'm too dirty."

Hanna's answer made Randy's heart look as if it were sliced, so much as it was slashed.

"So it's all true? you never loved me one bit. Am I not worthy of you, Han? What sharif is more appropriate?"

Hanna shook her head strongly. "No. That's not all true."

"That's why I don't know." replied Hanna as if.

"Han! Pleas gave me an answer that could convince me that you bear this is my son and not that son of a bitch."

"Mas. I can't give you any answers to convince you. I don't know, either, I don't remember anything that happened that night. I was at school doing a delayed job after two days off but after that I don't remember anything. I woke up and found Sharif also sleeping beside me. We are both wearing nothing. Since then I've chosen to leave you, I feel unworthy, I feel dirty." Hanna told me all about it with tears. Hanna seemed to go back five months, the time that hurt her.

Hearing Hanna's explanation makes Randy seem to get one bright spot from all his problems. There's a chance Hanna was trapped. There's a chance that Hanna didn't cheat on her.

"Han help you answer just one of my questions. Do you love me."

Hanna raised her head at Randy's question.

The woman nodded "Lantas for what I accepted your proposal and would marry you if I didn't love you? Is it with me to give up the honor I've been guarding all this time to you that doesn't prove enough to me that I love you?"

Hanna asked him a question. But it sounded like the answer he expected.

"Does that mean this kid is my son Han?" the question came back out of Randy's mouth.

"Entah mas. I don't know, I can't remember anything from the night I was with Sharif."

Hearing Hanna's reply made Randy clench his hand. Randy was more convinced that when Syarif had trapped him, and who sent a picture of Hanna who was sleeping with him it must also be Sharif.

I'm gonna teach that ba**ngan.inner Randy.

"Han please I'm sure there's a misunderstanding between us. Please forgive me! sorry for all my mistakes with you. This love remains the same even though as hard as I try to shut it down, I still can't."

"You said you loved me mas? Who was the woman you were with yesterday. I don't even seem to recognize you, you're too evil mas." Hanna came back to tears as her memory turned on yesterday morning.

"Han. He's a nobody, I just hired him to avenge me on you. I always thought you had an affair with Sharif. I found your picture sleeping with Sharif that morning. The morning after you disappeared without news, I spent the night touring Jakarta until I didn't sleep a bit for looking for you."

"Trust Han. Give me a chance to wipe your wounds."

"Back to me! you're still my wife Han. I've never divorced you, I don't care who's the biological father of the child you're currently carrying, because I'm your husband and so is my son. Let's both forget what happened that night! We start over from the beginning of Han."