Destiny Love

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How could I fall in love with you?

How can it be so painful like this?

I never wanted someone this bad

Can I touch you if I say I love you a thousand times?

Can you know my heart if I cry and beg for nothing?

Should I try to hate that name a thousand times?

I need to calculate how much pain I feel

My love has grown too deep

Because you're not me, you won't feel the same way I do

Yeah, I'm the one who likes you better

Even if my heart gets hurt 9 times it's okay if I can smile even once

Being with you is my happiness

Even though you look like you don't think I've ever taken it seriously

I did everything you told me, whatever it was

Even if I wait for a thousand years it doesn't matter as long as I can see you

One day, one month, one year

Even though I knew you wouldn't come I wouldn't turn my back on you

Until I fall asleep waiting for you.

°Song by_Younha.

A month has passed, Vanya continues to live her life in peace. While every second, minute, hour, passed making himself think more about Wil. The feeling grew so heightened, the girl loved the man even more. It hurts so much when he loves another man but he is also aware of his present circumstances.

Vanya still does not know if Wiliem has taken his crown. All he knows is that he's not holy anymore. Until his love for Wil was like a very big sin.

"Why, why is this feeling getting sicker in the longer. Why do you think it's coming too late? When he first expressed his feelings, I foolishly refused. And now, everything turns to me, I love him so much" Vanya muttered.

Vanya's life keeps moving because it removes her tracks. Really, Vanya doesn't want to meet anyone. He just wants to live quietly by himself. But, he also could not lie to his heart that missed Wil so much.

Vanya kept crying when she remembered, Wil. It was very curious, he hugged the sturdy body felt his warm embrace.

"No, An. You have to be aware of all that. He might have been with Erika. Don't wish on anything pseudo, remember now you're no longer alone, "inner Vanya.

No, Vanya is no longer alone. He was friends with someone who loved him very much. His college friend money cares so much about him. And only he knows what the true state of Vanya is.

"Well!!" roy shouted from a distance.

Vanya just looked and smiled, her blonde hair had now faded and turned completely black. The wind that hit him made the long black hair dance there.

"Don't stay near the beach too long! You're going to get sick" Roy said.

"In a moment, I want to see the sunset," replied Vanya.

Roy took off his jacket and put it on Vanya. There was no rejection from Vanya, only a smile on her pretty face.

"This is the real you, with all the authenticity of your being so asian," said Roy.

His hair and eyes are black and brown. Just because Vanya was always in the bully made her dye her hair and always cussed at blue contact lenses.

The afternoon twilight was so beautiful, especially accompanied by the waves that were very liked by Vanya. The smile on his face made Roy so calm.

The man had liked Vanya a long time ago, but always responded with a no answer by Vanya. When he returns from vacation, Roy is shocked when Vanya tells him everything that has happened to him. But, it still could not cover her feelings for Vanya.

"It's been a month, don't you want to know?" ask Roy.

"Roy, you know. Every morning I open my eyes there as if my death had come. With sweat and a racing heart. I always check it, and the results remain the same. And when I see the results, I will breathe a sigh of relief" replied Vanya.

"If you don't want to back off, let me be next to you. Accompanying all your fears" said Roy with a serious look.

"I'll keep rejecting him, don't make you as dirty as I am. I'm not going back backwards nor am I going to keep going. Because one day there will be a little angel who will stop me" Vanya replied.

In the hustle of the city, Wil continued to search for his soul mate. After returning from Zee's house. Wil goes straight to Paris looking for Vanya and is hopeful that Vanya will conceive her child.

"Where are you going? Where else should I look for you? Is this how you kill me slowly. Disappear without a trace?" inner Wil.

Wil's handsome face is now decorated with a thick sideburn, as well as a mustache that grows there. Makes her look so mature.

"Lord, please meet me with her. Let me atone for all my sins against him" Wil said, rubbing his face rough.

Yes, the mistake Wil has made is an ignorance of himself and Vanya. Because before, Wil left. Alex and Zee meet the manager of the mansion, where they get all the evidence and witnesses that night. And it really made Sam and Abigail so angry at Diago's daughter.

Wiliem who heard it felt more guilty because it turned out that night only he who enjoyed it. And Wil hated himself even more when he thought about how Vanya felt when he saw her and Wil that morning.

"I'm sorry, An. I'm sorry for making you stained. Makes you feel harassed by me. But, An. Please, come back to me" Wil asked in tears.

The valiant man was instantly weak as he recalled his mistake that had hurt the figure of the girl he loved so much.

Vanya lives with Roy in his house which is located far from the hustle of the city. The simple house is located near the beach, which of course Wil will be difficult to find.

"Rest! Tomorrow I have to go back to town for a few days, are you okay here alone?" ask Roy.

"I'm used to living alone. What are you worried about?" ask Vanya back.

Roy just smiled as he gently filled Vanya's head. Vanya is so comfortable with Roy because of his kindness, Vanya feels a little detached from all his burdens.

"Thank you, you've been with me all this time" Vanya said.

"You know, you should have paid for it. Because, ever since you first set foot in Paris. I'm your helper" Roy replied.

"paying you? Like, I never could. But, also can not give something that you really want," said Vanya lirih.

Roy lifted his chin, then smiled at Vanya. Kissing Vanya's forehead for so long.

"It's okay if my race is unrequited, as long as I can keep seeing you is enough for me" Roy said.

"Liking yourself is a joy unto myself, seeing your smile is a very effective remedy for me" Roy continued.

Vanya cried at Roy's words, making her feel so cruel to the man she had always been with. Vanya hugged Roy's body so tightly.

"Don't love me anymore! You deserve to be happy, you deserve to be happy without me, Roy. Your sincere love and affection are like a poison that slowly makes my heart die" said Vanya.

Roy's heart was broken in two, it hurt so much when someone you love and care about said that your feelings made him hurt. Tears, Roy flowed just like that signify the pain he could not bear anymore.

"An, I'm sorry I hurt you. But, forgive me for not letting go of my feelings for you. My feelings are mine, it's my right to love you or not" Roy said, letting go of his arms and turning away.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for always making you sick. Only then can you forget about me and make you hate me, Roy" Vanya said sobbing.

Roy, who was hiding behind the door, heard Vanya's words. Roy was so sad to hear all that.

"Am I so pathetic? Until you pretend like that, you want to make me hate you, it won't be easy, An. Because loving you was my destiny from the first moment I saw you," said Roy, then left.

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Somewhere in the hustle of the city, Wil keeps walking and rides back in his car just to find Vanya. Alex's men have already spread out to find Vanya. But the result remains nil.

At a cafe, Wil sat there alone and his face was so tired. Plus, the weather is hot. Once he wanted to eat the ice cream flavor stobery made his saliva full in his mouth.

"Why with me? Just thinking about stobery-flavored ice cream makes my saliva almost come out" Wil said.

But he finally squeezed two large cups of ice cream with a stobery flavor with lots of fruit and sauce stoberynya. And another favorite flavor is vanilla without topping.

When the order came, Wil was so happy and sparkling when he saw the pink ice cream and ate it up. While the vanilla ice cream he let melt just like that.

"It turns out it tastes good too, why do I just like the taste of stobery now? If it tastes so good I'll like it a long time ago" Wil murmured.

Wiliem is very fond of stobery because he feels disgusted with the seeds contained in the stobery. But today there is something different because he was so greedy to eat the fruit.

Roy says goodbye to Vanya, and asks her to be careful. Vanya nodded her head and also ordered some food that she really wanted. With pleasure, Roy agreed with the wishes of Vanya.

"Hurry back, and don't forget all my orders. Moreover, all food made from noodles and meat" said Vanya.

"Alright, Miss. I remember all that, take good care of yourself. Remember, I was only gone for three days" Roy replied.

"Yes, I know," said Vanya.

Roy got into his car and sped so fast that he could not be seen behind the corner.

Vanya who was sitting on the terrace looking at the waves also felt that something was going to come out of her mouth, and it's true that Vanya spewed out all the contents in his stomach until last only yellow liquid came out.

"Gosh, my body is so limp. What's wrong with me? Why should when I was alone, my head was so dizzy" said Vanya lirih.

While trying to stand up, everything seemed to spin and suddenly darkened. After that there was only the sound of objects falling on the floor.