Destiny Brings Love

Destiny Brings Love
Billa feels drugged



"laughter, ngeselin." Billa was singing her lips.


"yes sorry sorry, ehh how about the same Bhishma? Are you starting to like him?" asked Rafael who continued to provoke Billa's annoyance.


"what the hell is Coco, don't talk about it." Billa got up from her seat and walked towards the kitchen.


"yes Coco just want to know, Coco is curious about the story of your romance with Bhishma" said Rafael who can be heard by Billa.


Billa removed the bean porridge from the refrigerator and reheated it using the microwave.


He thought a little bit what might he feel towards Bhishma these days is a feeling of love? He himself is still confused.


***


"so this is aunty, actually when my wife diisoscope saw aunty from a distance, since that time she continues to say she really wants to meet aunty" said Bisma.


"what? so you have a wife?" ask mama Dinar.


"yeah, she's pregnant now. I'm afraid that if I don't grant her request, something will happen that my child will not want" said Bhishma.


Mama Dinar looks serious listening to the words of Bisma.


"even if aunty has free time, my wife will certainly be very fond. But I'm sure if aunty is willing, aunty is also a woman who has been pregnant, surely tantepun understand what my wife feels" said Bisma who tried to convince mama Dinar.


Mama Dinar looked at Bisma with a hard-to-understand look.


"you're right, it hurts so much when our desires can't be fulfilled especially when we're pregnant." replied mama Dinar, suddenly the words Bhishma reminded him of the past.


Where she spent time in agony, in solitude during her first pregnancy, there was nothing more sad than that, the father of her child did not want to take responsibility.


For many years he passed his days accompanied by tears, disowned by family, expelled and humiliated, dumped and trampled, he said, she struggled alone to give birth and raise her child without anyone knowing about her suffering.


Without feeling mama Dinar's eyes began to glaze remembering that, Bisma who saw him was a little confused.


"sorry aunt, so is my aunt willing to meet my wife? I really hope for aunty." said Bisma.


Mama Dinar shrunk her eyes that were slightly wet in origin.


"yes, why not? I am very willing to meet your wife. You must love your wife so much that you came here to fulfill her wish." replied mama Dinar.


Bisma smiled at her words, she was so happy that her goal would finally come to fruition, Billa would meet her real mother.


"yes aunt, I love her so much, there is nothing more important than her happiness." - Bhishma.


"yes, when will he meet me?" mama Dinar asked looking enthusiastic.


"quite soon aunt." Reply Bhishma.


***


Rafael and Billa were enjoying the heated bean porridge Billa had been talking lightly, Rafael looked greedy eating the bean porridge.


"feel you have always been the champion of the past." praises Rafael.


"regular Co., it doesn't have to be that." replied Billa.


"oh yeah Co, papa? I miss being a lot of papa." said Billa later.


"yes, papa is healthy, you don't have to worry. All thanks to you, you are wise to make a decision, you want to get married for the sake of healing papa, and it proved successful." said Rafael.


Billa was silent, Rafael was right, if his decision to marry Bhishma was solely for his papa's recovery, he hated Bhishma for what he did and caused his papa pain.


Why does it feel different now? It felt like Billa was very worried about Bhishma when the man was nowhere near her.


"Bisma must have treated you really well huh? To the extent that you forget to go home and tengokin papa, papa also misses out on you" said Rafael later.


"that's not Co, I'm just lazy if I have to see my mom. Coco know sendiriririrkan mama how the same I." reply Billa.


"yes, Coco tau. Coco apologizes on behalf of mom, Coco also did not think the same mom why she could never change." replied Rafael.


"yes because mama is not a powerangers so can not change" said Billa who was immediately greeted with laughter by Rafael.


They laugh together.



***


From behind the wall, Veni and Liona are eavesdropping on the talk of Bisma and her mother, a distance that is quite far away making their words sound vague.


Plus Liona who was in front of Veni slightly blocked Veni's vision, Liona's hair that decomposed slightly on Veni's face, it made Veni even more upset.


Liona looked more curious than Veni.


"loe why the hell follow me all?" veni asked while removing Liona's hair from her face.


"well, loe himself, what do you think of that guy?" Liona asked back.


"little kids don't want to be, it's my business. You're gone, just bother me!" exciting Veni.


"go don't want to, I want to know who the hell is that guy? How did you know him? Keep him no matter what business mama, will be temen loe but why the need for the same mama?" asked Liona who revealed all the contents in her brain.


"loe it's really cute anyway, I'm gedeg tau denger loe ngoceh rich that." reply Veni more furious.


"yes, I brought it because I followed you. So salahin aja loe yourself." reply Liona.


"loe that's real yeah, watch out! I'm aja loe" said Veni while shifting Liona's tiny body to get a little out of the way.


"what the hell loe!" exclamation Liona.


Seen by Bhishma who moved from her seat, she said goodbye and immediately stepped towards the door followed by mama Dinar behind her.


"that's right, 'cause you know he's coming home. Where I didn't catch up on their conversation." Veni grumbled more and more annoyed.


Liona looked at her brother with a frowned.


Not long after his mother returned from the outside, Veni immediately approached him, Lionapun followed him from behind.


"do you know about him Ven?" mama Dinar asked.


"yes ma, why are you wasting your time just for unimportant things. Mama does not know him, if it turns out he wants to cheat mama how?" ask Veni.


"that's it, Ven. Mama thought there was no harm in fulfilling the wishes of a woman who was pregnant. Mama does not know them, but the instinct of a mother who was pregnant said that mama should do this." reply mama Dinar while smiling at Veni.


"but, ma.." said Veni who immediately cut mama Dinar.


"already Ven, let's have dinner!" mama Dinar exclaimed, she immediately left Veni and Liona for the kitchen.


"ish, really bummer." grumbled Veni.


"loe that's the bummer, I forbid all mama. Yes, it's up to you that he wants to make the cake is not your business." said Liona who made Veni more upset.


"you, aahh!" Veni who was already upset to leave Liona without arguing again with his sister, Liona just shook her head to see her brother whose work was only angry.


***


"assalamualaikum" said Bisma as she opened the door of her house that was not locked.


He saw Rafael's motorbike parked in the yard of his house, he thought if Rafael would stay as usual if tomorrow was a holiday.


Rafael and Billa, who were sitting down, turned to the source of the invisible voice.


"his wealth has come home" said Rafael.


"yes." reply Billa briefly.


"wait what else, let's look ahead!" raphael returned from his seat.


"wrongly, Co. is just aja." reply Billa.


"you're a husband to come home instead of being welcomed." replied Rafael.


It was not that Billa did not want to welcome the return of Bhishma, she was just upset that Bhishma had come home this late without contacting her at all.


Billa felt sad when Bhishma seemed to forget her like this.


"hi Raf, are you here?" bisma asked who saw Rafael's whereabouts.


"yes, I wanted to maen ps, but loe cape seems to run out overtime." replied Rafael.


"ahh, no. If it is horrified ps I immediately get excited again." replied Bhishma while showing her row of teeth.


Billa looked at Bisma with a sharp gaze, she did not care about Billa at all, she was busy with Rafael instead.


Billa felt very disappointed, why has Bhishma changed lately? Is his love for Billa starting to fade?


A second later he turned his eyes to the television.


"yeah, you wait a minute, I want to change clothes." exclaimed Bisma.


"gue has been waiting a long time since" replied Rafael.


"haha, yes sorry sorry, you did not know me first." replied Bhishma.


Bisma turned to Billa who was focused on watching, Bhishma thought that Billa was still angry with him because of the restaurant time.


Bismu decided to tell about mama Dinar tomorrow only.


***


Billa felt very sad when Bhishma did not speak to her at all, only this time she saw the figure of Bhishma who was like a stranger.


Without feeling the clear liquid began to drip down on both of her cheeks, she tried to forget about Bhishma, but she could not do it, she tried to sleep in her sleep, but the shadow of Bhishma always appeared when she closed her eyes.


Billa was so fed up with this state of affairs, why should she feel this kind of feeling, wasn't her heart already dead?


While Bisma and Rafael look fun playing ps below, they are very fond of doing the activity, almost every weekend Rafael visit just to compete.


Bisma is happy to serve Rafael because she also likes him.


Bisma was completely unaware of the sadness Billa was feeling, she thought that Billa was still angry with her.


Though that was not what Billa felt towards Bhishma, Billa only wanted Bhishma to persuade her not to get angry anymore, but it seemed that the man was very insensitive.


***


Bend day.


On a clear Saturday, the sun seemed to smile warmly at every inhabitant of the earth, Rafael had just returned home after a night of staying up with Bhishma, they only left 3 hours to sleep.


Billa was seen watering plants in the house, she was still lazy to see the face of Bhishma.


He kept busy himself by doing all the housework.


Billa grew increasingly upset when Bhishma looked back to sleep after dawn prayers.


After finishing doing all the homework, Billa saw Bisma who was still sleeping, even though the sun was almost overhead.


Billa decided to stay in the middle room, watching tv while eating a snack that he always provided.


***


At exactly one o'clock in the afternoon, Bisma woke up from her sleep, she felt very sleepy because all night she spent time playing ps.


He got out of his sleep and walked to the bathroom to clean himself up.


Not long after, he came out of the bathroom and immediately gave prayers dzuhur.


After that, he felt his stomach was very hungry, he decided to go down and forage.


***