
"You eat it! I'm cooking." Bisma looked at Billa with a strange look.
'why doesn't she want to confess her feelings?' Think Bisma.
He exhaled his original breath before finally answering.
"Yes, I will eat. Now I want to be satisfied to see you. You're more beautiful I'm staying." Speak Bhishma while blinking one eye.
"What the hell are you bisma?" Reply Billa, he looks blushed, immediately his cheeks met red received such praise.
Bisma laughed again at Billa's expression that was difficult to express, Bhishma felt very anxious to his wife.
Especially after a long time he did not face directly like this.
***
Bisma looks to have cleaned herself, she approached Billa who was cleaning up the items that were brought by Bisma yesterday back into the closet.
He started to approach Billa and hugged her from behind. Billa felt shocked to get a hug from Bisma.
"Bisma what the hell." Billa said spontaneously. But he did not reject it, deep down he felt very happy to get such treatment.
Bisma gave a chocolate to Billa.
"Cute chocolate for my sweet wife." Bhishma.
Billa smiled in the embrace of Bhishma, gladly she immediately picked up the chocolate.
Billa really likes chocolate, Bhishma knows that.
"I miss you so much, baby. I want to hug you rich gini keep." Bisma's speech was right in Billa's ear.
Billa deeply felt the sincerity of Bhishma, she closed her eyes to enjoy every breath of Bhishma that penetrated deep into her ears.
My mom treated him special.
"Every second I spend there doesn't escape your shadow, and it makes me even more sure that I can't live without you. Sometimes I think I give up on this challenge. I have to go home and see you, but I'm powerless to do all that." Speak slowly to the bisma.
"Sometimes I also think why there should be such a distance separating us. And I understand now that there is no distance, maybe there will be no longing embedded in our hearts. And that further strengthens my feelings of love for you." Further.
Billa was really impressed by all the love words of Bhishma, she smiled back.
"I've loved you since we first met. And so with now, every time I see you, I feel in love again and again, and I fall in love every day with you." Say Bisma again.
Billa was increasingly speechless, Bisma's speech heard so melodious in her ears.
"You have to promise, you don't even think about staying with me! What else tell me to get out of your life. I'm not gonna make it, Bill." Bhishma.
"You're at Semarang working or learning something?" Billa asked with a smile that expands.
Bisma laughed at his wife's question.
"I really work, baby. Just our farewell yesterday made me realize that I can't live without you." Answer Bhishma.
"No, start again." Reply Billa.
"It's okay with my wife." Speak Bisma then.
Billa did not answer.
Bisma let go of her embrace, a second later she turned to face Billa.
He began to touch Billa's soft and soulful unraveling hair.
The deg!
Billa felt groggy when Bhishma did so, especially when there was no distance between her face and Bhishma's face.
Billa's heart immediately beat irregularly, he could also feel the breath of Bisma.
"I love you Bill." Bisma lirih.
Billa began to close her eyes, she was like being swept away in the beautiful cradle of Bhishma's love.
***
Next day.
Bisma got off from the office for two days because of the policy after successfully cleaning up his duties in Semarang yesterday.
Bisma was seen enjoying a cup of coffee on the front.
As for Billa, she had not yet awakened from her long slumber.
Bhishma let him and did not intend to wake him.
Maybe the girl was so exhausted.
Bhishma smiled to herself when she recalled the incident last night, she gave absolutely no resistance when Bhishma touched her.
With that, Bhishma becomes convinced that Billa has truly fallen in love with her.
Bhishma thought to provoke him a little so that Billa would confess her feelings.
The bisma reached into her pants pocket to carry the cell phone, but a piece of paper was carried from inside, the paper fell on the floor, and Bisma picked it up.
Holy hooch!
Bhishma had forgotten about it all along.
Yep! The paper reads the address of the car owner that Billa saw at the time in the Cinema.
"Why did I forget this?" Mumbles Bisma slowly.
He also thought to immediately visit the address to make sure it is true if Billa's biological mother lives there?
Bismuth went inside to wear his jacket and carry the keys.
***
Billa had just woken up, she was sitting on the edge of the bed, her eyes still heavy.
He remembered the events last night.
Holy hooch! This is all not true.
As soon as her eyes rounded, Billa felt extremely ashamed of herself.
Why would she let Bhishma do that to her?
And surprisingly Billa felt very happy to get such treatment from Bhishma.
What's with his feelings?
Why is he like a man who has no standing.
Bhishma is a man she hates so much, she shouldn't have such feelings.
He must immediately erase all the feelings he felt towards Bhishma, before those feelings spill over everywhere.
***
Bhishma opened the door of his room, seeing his wife who was daydreaming.
Bismuth approached him immediately.
"Bill, are you awake?" Bisma Tegur.
Sontak Billa looked at him.
Billa felt so shocked, she was so embarrassed when she saw Bhishma after what they did last night.
"Yes." Yeah." Reply Billa while bowed.
"I want to go for a minute, you wait at home!" Bhishma.
Billa frowned.
"Where?" Billa asked a little confused.
Bhishma thought of not telling Billa about her birth mother, at least until she actually discovered her whereabouts.
Bisma does not want Billa to be disappointed if it turns out her real mother is not there.
Bisma snatched her hanging jacket.
"There's a little business. I'll go first, yeah! Assalamualaikum." Speak of the bisma who then passed away leaving the room.
Billa felt very astonished by the attitude of Bhishma, it was like it was not the usual Bhishma.
"Getishalight." Reply Billa in a lethargic tone.
Why is Bhishma acting like that? After what he did last night, now he just left Billa without thinking about his feelings.
Billa was very sad to think about it.
Is it possible that Bisma has grown tired of dealing with Billa who has always been rude to him?
Or maybe Bhishma's love is dead because Billa isn't as attractive as she used to be? Especially now that his body looks very fat and shaped like nothing.
Surely all the men who saw it felt ilfil.
Ah, but never mind! Billa must not have such feelings.
Just let the man do what he wants, Billa does not care anymore about anything related to him.
***
Bisma parked his motorbike in the yard of a house that was quite luxurious after being given permission to enter by the security guard on duty.
It was quite difficult to find the address of the house, Bisma went around the complex and asked several people.
He thinks he didn't have the wrong house?
Instead of the bisma just guessing, he went straight down and began to step closer to the main door of the house.
Ting... Nong...
Bhishma pressed the bell button that was there, she did it until she was so impatient several times.
Suddenly the door opened.
A young woman came out from inside.
"What's up, huh?" Ask the girl.
"Sorry I'm disturbing. Is this really the address of this house?" Bisma asked while showing a piece of paper earlier.
The woman's name is Veni, the son of the owner of the house. She looks like she's the same age as Billa so Bhishma talks using my loe.
Veni took over the paper and looked at the writing there.
"Yes, really." Reply Veni later.
"Is this really Mommy Dinar's house?" Ask Bisma.
Veni frowned, he was a little suspicious of the stranger in front of him.
"Yes, who are you? Why are you looking for my mom?" Ask Veni.
Bhishma breathed his leg, soon what Billa aspired to be realized, met his birth mother.
"Gue there needs to be the same Mother Dinar, so loe her son?" Answer and ask Bhishma.
"Yes." Yeah." Reply Veni.
"Gue can see her?" Ask Bisma again.
Veni thought something was wrong with the man, why did he not convey his intention to meet his mother specifically?
"The mother's not there, she's gone out." Answer Veni.
"When will he come home?" Ask Bisma.
"Gue doesn't know either." Reply Original Veni.
The bisma scratched his non-itchy head.
"Well, can I wait for Dinar's mother here?" Ask Bisma.
Veni raised next to his eyebrows.
"Yes whatever." Reply Veni.
Bisma also sat on one of the steps of the terrace of the house to wait for the return of Mother Dinar.
Veni looked at her with a strange look, but Veni immediately dismissed his thoughts and stepped inside the house.
***
Billa is seen cooking in the kitchen, she felt uninspired because she kept thinking about different Bhishma.
His gaze looked empty, but his hand did not stop slicing the onions.
Suddenly the blade hit his finger because he was completely unfocused on what he was doing.
"Aww." He said reflexively as the knife hurt his hand.
A speck of fresh blood started to come out from his knife-sliced finger.
He immediately walked towards the wetafel and washed the wound.
***
Bhishma looks restless waiting for someone who does not come, he thinks how much longer he should wait there?
The day had begun to afternoon, without feeling Bhishma had been waiting for him for hours there.
But patiently Bhishma waited, for Billa's sake he had to endure.
He could imagine how happy Billa would be when he met his real mother later.
Bisma wants to be the one who can bring them together, hopefully with that Bhishma can make up for all the fatal mistakes he ever made to his wife.
From behind the window, Veni continued to pay attention to Bhishma who never left.
He wondered if the man had not kept silent for hours there?
Veni really did not run out of thought, what exactly did he want from his mother?
Actually Veni knew if his mother would not come home today, he also felt a little sorry for Bhishma.
His waiting will be in vain, Bhishma will not meet his mother today.
Venipun decided to approach him and rebuked him.
"Hey, you better go home! My mother won't be home today." Veni.
Bisma slightly turned towards Veni who was standing right beside her.
The bisma breathed out her breath as long as she heard the words Veni.
"Why didn't you say that?" Ask Bisma.
"So my mom just told me about it." Veni replied lying, but before leaving early this morning his mother had spoken that she would not go home for a few days.
"If so, may I ask you to contact Loe's mother? I want to talk to him, it's an important matter." Bhishma.
Veni is increasingly curious about Bhishma, what important issue so that the man willingly waited all this time.
"OK!" Reply Veni.
Venipun gave a contact number to Bhishma.
"Ok, thanks. I'll go first. Maybe tomorrow morning I'll come back here." Bisma said after getting the contact number of Ms. Dinar, then she immediately passed using her motorbike.
Veni smiled wryly after the departure of Bisma, he folded his hands in the chest, whereas what he gave earlier was the contact number of himself, not his mother.
Veni will not let the foreign man meet his mother easily.
Veni is afraid that he is a bad man and will hurt his mother.
He also stepped his feet into the house after the bike Bisma is not seen again.
***
It was late afternoon, but Bisma had not returned.
Billa was nervous, why when she began to realize how much Bhishma love for her, Bhishma turned out like this?
Could this be how Bisma avenged her heartache for what Billa had done to her?
Why is it God? It's always like this, when I'm getting close to that happiness, you keep that happiness back from me.
Do I not deserve to be happy? Happiness is only given to those who are lucky in life, whereas I am not.
***