
The bachelor's degree was eventually awarded to Bisma. He graduated with the best grades of the year.
He was so happy to hear this news.
No need to wait long, thanks to the achievements that Bisma achieved he was offered a job with a pretty good position in several well-known companies in this city.
The slightly confused bisma should take an offer which, all positions are so promising.
Finally, after thinking long and asking for advice from Morgan Bismpapun decided to meet the call of one of them.
***
As usual, the atmosphere of the canteen is very crowded when the rest hours like this.
Billa walked in the middle of the crowd. He tried to break through the crowd of employees who passed by just to get a box of rice.
Suddenly, he accidentally grabbed someone.
"Aww." Billa cried while holding his shoulder that felt pained.
"Ehh, sorry sorry!" The man's voice is reflex.
The man also felt shocked because he had accidentally nudged someone.
The man felt very guilty.
Billa turned a little towards the man.
Suddenly his eyes were round knowing that the person before him was Bhishma.
People in his past who had been trying to forget.
Billa did not expect, how could Bhishma get there?
"Bill?" Bhishma's speech hangs.
Even though Bismu looked very shocked, he did not blink when he looked at Billa who was currently in front of him.
Is this a dream? For years he searched for Billa but never met.
But now and accidentally she is reunited with the woman.
I want to feel Bisma hugging Billa, to let go of all the longing she had been feeling.
He thinks if the soul mate is not going anywhere. The bisma smiled before she finally said.
"Where are you going? I've been looking for you all this time." Speak Bisma then.
Billa was silent, she was still a little shocked.
He saw a bisma who was dressed very neatly. Distinct from himself.
As soon as Billa was embarrassed, she looked so shabby with her white shirt. As for Bhishma, he looks handsome with the batik shirt he wears.
Billa felt very inferior and insecure. He felt it was inappropriate to just talk to the man.
He immediately stepped out of his legs and left Bhishma without giving him an answer.
"Bill wait!" Bisma cried, but Billa was no longer seen, he was lost in the middle of people passing by.
Bisma tried to find Billa in the crowd of employees, but the woman was no longer seen.
He wanted to ask for a clear explanation for Billa's disappearance all along.
What was my fault until he tried to get away from me?
Bisma was very sorry about that, why she only found out if Billa also worked in the same company with her.
He thought about finding out all about Billa through his data at the company.
***
After work, Bisma waited for Billa to be raided by the company, but the figure he was looking for did not come.
He just wanted to talk to her and go home together. He wanted to get back close to the girl.
It is very difficult to find one person among hundreds of employees.
It's like looking for a needle in a haystack.
Bhishma kept waiting, she did not feel bored at all, she was really impatient to meet the woman again.
She missed the figure of the woman so much, longing for the sweet smile from her lips that made the heart of Bhishma shake.
His feelings never change even though they have not been met for years, it is just that his feelings are getting bigger.
The day has begun to evening.
No more employees coming out of there.
Bismuth decided to just go home, thinking of seeing her tomorrow.
***
The afternoon sky was getting reddened, the birds began to fly towards his throne.
He walked straight to his contract.
Billa was stunned to see a man leaning against the wall in front of the alley towards his contract.
As his eyes rounded, his legs trembled, his chest was so tight, his brain regained the memory he had painstakingly thrown away.
That guy is Dicky, how did he get here?
Dicky turned towards Billa who was standing not far from his place.
He immediately approached Billa
"Hi, we haven't seen each other in a long time." Dicky.
Billa did not budge, she still believed in disbelief with the man in front of her at this time.
"How are you?" Ask Dicky then.
Billa let out a long sigh, she tried to remain calm and behave accordingly.
"Would you like to come here?" Billa asked back, she slightly peed.
"I just want to apologize to you. After I had been self-infected for a long time, I finally realized I was wrong. All this time I've been living in a state of unease, all that stuff just keeps haunting my mind." Dicky said, lowering his head, he felt ashamed of himself.
"Udahlah Ky, don't talk about it anymore. I'm sorry about you. I've been trying to escape all this time. I managed to move on with my life. And I beg you, do not disturb my life! Don't show up in front of me again. I'm happy." Said Billa firmly.
Billa repeated the words Dicky had said to Billa.
"But Bill, I'm really, really messy. For years I tried to make everything go unnoticed, but until now my life was still overshadowed by guilt." Dicky.
Billa was silent, she completely threw away her face, trying not to stare at Dicky.
He does not want the love he once felt back incarnated.
He couldn't help but deny that a speck of feeling was still left in his heart.
"I beg you, we correct the mistakes of the past, we begin a new life. Accept me back." Dicky.
Billa rounded her eyes at Dicky's words.
"What's? That easy you say? You never know how many tears I wasted just making you cry." Billa said in a high tone.
"Now you can easily talk rich? Sorry I can't!" Billa.
A second later he stepped out to get away from Dicky.
"But, Bill, I'm really happy!" Shouted Dicky, but Billa was already away.
Dicky stared at Billa's departure with grief.
He thinks he deserves this kind of treatment for what he did.
'I'll try to make you believe me again. I'll fix all the mistakes I made.' Dicky said in his heart.
Dicky has changed a lot, life experiences have taught him to be an adult and better.
He really wanted to make up for all his mistakes in the past.
He doesn't want to waste the people he loves anymore.
Dickypun decided to go home and see the woman next time.
***
Billa slammed her body into the original mattress, she felt very tired.
He was very unexpected that today two people in the past reappeared.
With great difficulty he forgot all that had happened but why were they so easily present in his life?
She remembers how Dicky treated her harshly during Felly's death even after.
And why did Dicky say he wanted to fix everything so easily?
Her tears began to fall on her cheeks.
Why did one by one people in the past come back to my life?
Why did he come and go as he pleased?
Has Dicky really changed?
What did he say just now really his heart said?
It is undeniable to God, my mouth may say if I can forget it, but deep down in my heart still stored love for him.
O Allah, strengthen this heart, strengthen my position so that I do not want to get caught up in the mistakes of the past.
***