Destiny Brings Love

The miss is heavy

Tomorrow.

Billa saw yesterday's food scraps that were not exhausted, smelled from the smell of the food was stale.

Usually there is never any food left especially until stale.

Bisma always finished all Billa's cooking while praising her.

Billa breathed out her original breath, why are these few days she always thinking about that man?

Lately the house feels different, it feels there is less when living there.

Billa thinks why hasn't Bhishma contacted her since she left?

Is Bisma okay there? Did he arrive safely to his destination?

Billa pulled out her phone and saw it, not a single chat came in from Bhishma.

He thought about contacting Bhishma first.

But then he thought again, why would he worry about a man who didn't think about him at all.

Bill also undoes his intention to call Bisma.

***

The night felt so quiet, no noise of Bhishma was heard, no ignorance of Bhishma made Billa feel upset.

There was only the sound of crickets like laughing at the anxiety of Billa's heart, as if the animal was mocking him.

Billa was sitting relaxed while daydreaming. He thought of Bisma who had not contacted him until now.

Billa turned on the radio to simply relieve her loneliness and boredom, and a song began to play.

I saw clouds forming your face yesterday

The wind blows your name

My body is riveted

Last night the crescent moon curled your smile

The stars are like the shine of your aura

I also realized I was running immediately

Quickly go home quickly and don't go again

I have a feeling I want you to come home quickly and don't go again

Her tears did not come to hear that song.

The flow is like a river that drains the ocean

I know exactly where I'm going to boil

I hope there is time, my dear

I believe that nature speaks

There is meaning behind all signs

This feeling is a sense of longing or a sign of danger

I don't care if I keep running

Quickly go home quickly and don't go again

I have a feeling I want you to come home quickly and don't go again

And behold, the rain falls down as if there were tears

Quickly go home quickly and don't go again

I have a feeling I want you to come home quickly and don't go again

I also realized you're not coming back

Bill was swept away in turmoil on this lonely night while thinking about the faraway Bhishma.

The more Billa tried not to think of Bhishma, the more Bhishma's shadow danced upon her.

Billa thought why her feelings became like this, at first she thought that if the departure of Bhishma would make her able to live peacefully in that house.

But it turns out, the departure of Bisma actually makes him more agitated to live there alone.

When night came like this, he felt very lonely because there was no one to accompany him.

***

The next night, it rained heavily accompanied by lightning that continuously boomed.

The glint felt snatched deep into Billa's heart, this situation was very hated, he felt very scared, especially in this house there was only himself.

Billa looks so agitated on her own, to just be forgiven it doesn't taste good.

Billa was sitting on the corner of the mattress hugging her weed, she thought it was not as comfortable as when she hugged Bhishma that time.

He hoped that tonight the Bhishma would come to calm him down and embrace him at a time like this.

Daar!

The sound of lightning was like the sound of a monster raising according to Billa.

He had never thought of such a bad thing in his life, such an overwhelming fear.

Blips! Daar!

Suddenly the electricity went out along with the lightning that struck. It was perfect the fear he felt.

Unknowingly she wept in the darkness all by herself, she kept calling out the name of Bhishma, hoping that a miracle would come and that Bhishma would come to hold her.

But life is not that easy, you have to feel lost before you finally really have so you will never think to leave when you feel bored.

Billa continued sobbing until she could not feel her eyes begin to close, she fell asleep in the darkness while feeling a longing that she herself could not interpret.

***

The night passed very slowly, Billa who just woke up looked around, it turned out that the day had started early. Without feeling it he spent the night in grief.

He glanced aside, there was no one. Billa got out of bed, hoping that yesterday she would only dream of Bhishma leaving her, and when she woke up she would be there.

He started looking for bisma in every corner of the house. But Bisma did not exist, he also realized that Bhishma was not there.

Oh my God, what is this feeling?

Why do I feel uneasy when he's not here?

Do I deserve to have this feeling?

So what about him? Does he feel the same way as me?

O God do not put this feeling in my heart, I feel very unworthy to miss him after what I did to him.

You better just die this heart so I won't have any feelings for anyone.

***

Missing is heavy...

Billa wrote her Facebook account. He doesn't know who to pour out his heart to.

He hopes that doing so will reduce his burden a little.

***

On a clear morning, the sun seemed to smile warmly at anyone below.

Bhishma really did not mind this incident, when when he arrived in Semarang, he was hit by a snatch.

What the stranger took was his cell phone.

Bhishma could not contact Billa from his arrival there.

Dense work makes it impossible to just buy a cell phone.

Bisma deliberately did not borrow a cell phone belonging to her friends to contact Billa.

With this incident maybe Bhishma can think if he really can not live without the woman.

And sure enough, only a few days he was in Semarang he felt very missed his wife.

Bisma misses the adorable Billa when she is upset.

My mother smiled when she remembered that.

Fortunately, last night after work, Bisma took the time to go to the office to buy a cell phone, so this morning she intended to contact Billa who she missed so much.

***

Billa looks to have cleaned herself, she sat in front of a mirror while combing her hair that is slightly still wet.

Billa remembered Bhishma again, usually the man will continue to pay attention to himself who was dressing up until it was finished.

Billa seemed not eager to do the activity of combing it because the shadow of Bisma continued to fill the space of his mind.

But nevermind!

Feelings like this can not continue to be in his heart, he must immediately throw away the feeling.

Beeping... Beeping...

There was a chat coming in, Billa immediately grabbed her phone which she put on the dresser.

Billa frowned when the incoming chat turned out to be from a foreign number.

That person only sent P 3 times.

"Who is it?" Mumbled Billa slowly.

Not long after, the number made a video call to him.

Billa was a little curious about the man, Bill immediately answered his call.

Billa's chest felt tight when he saw people on his cellphone, while his eyes felt hot, as if boiling.

I don't know what she's feeling, it feels like she wants to cry because the evil bisma hasn't contacted her all this time.

"Assalamualaikum darling." Bhishma said, she showed her best smile to the woman she misses so much.

Holy hooch!

Why does it feel this sad? Isn't this what I want?

I should be happy, right?

But I feel angry with him too, why did he just call me now? Think Billa.

Where has he been all this time?

Bisma frowned looking at Billa's expression that could not be interpreted.

"Hey, why are you, baby?" Ask Bisma then.

"You evil Bisma." Reply Billa.

Bisma was further confused by Billa's words.

"I'm sorry Bill, I just called you now. You see, when I got here, I got snapped." Bisma Speech .

Billa was a little surprised by the words of Bhishma, her feeling if something bad happened to her husband was true.

Somehow she became very worried after hearing the statement from Bhishma.

"I miss Bill so much with you, I want to go home and hug you." Bhishma.

Billa was getting more and more unable to contain her feelings when Bisma said that, that was also what Billa felt and wanted, she wanted Bisma to hug her like that time.

But it was completely inappropriate for him, he thought that he was so disgusting.

Instantly a drop of water came out from her eyelids, she lowered her head so that Bhishma would not know if she was crying.

But Bisma could see his wife's tears, she felt very surprised why Billa could cry?

Questions began to arise in his mind, What is in the mind of the woman? Why doesn't he want to talk about what he's feeling?

Bismuth decided to ask Billa directly.

"Hey, why are you crying? Are you all right at home?" Ask Bisma then.

"I'm okay." Billa's reply was lying.

"Just like me, I want to hear your story." Bhishma.

"There's no bisma, you've worked there!" Billa's voice diverted the conversation.

Bisma smiled at his wife's words.

"Yes, I must be working my spirit now because I've seen this beautiful angel." Bhishma.

For some reason Billa smiled hearing that, she was a little embarrassed to be praised like that.

Usually he was always upset and resentful when Bhishma praised him like that, but why does it feel different now?

Billa really did not end up thinking about herself.

"Oh, huh? What do you want me to bring you later?" Ask Bisma.

"I don't want any bisma." Reply Billa.

"Really?" Ask Bisma again.

"Yes." Yeah." Reply Billa.

"Yes, you're fine there. I work first, so I can squeeze home." Bhishma said, she did not stop smiling from now on.

"Yes." Yeah." Billa's reply was brief.

"You're matain, the call." Bhishma.

"You are the dead." Reply Billa.

Ooip

"I can't Bill, can you?" Pinta Bisma's.

Billa was speechless, actually she did not want to end the call, she wanted to continue to face-to-face with Bhishma.

The bisma who looked at his wife with such an expression felt perplexed.

What did the woman really think?

"If you don't die, I could be late for it.' Bhishma.

"I promise you'll vc as often as possible." Further.

"Yes already." Reply Billa.

Bisma waved her hand with a smile before Billa ended the video call.

Billa exhaled an original breath after the call ended.

His feelings became mixed after talking to Bhishma earlier.

She felt sad because her husband's return was still one week away, but she was happy because she also missed him.

Billa was so confused by what she felt for Bhishma.

Is it possible that I've started to accept Bhishma as a husband?

Do I deserve to have this feeling? Billa looked at her own smile and then swung her lips when she thought of all that.

He looks like a crazy person.

Ahh no! There must be something wrong with all of this, Billa shouldn't have such feelings.

And do not let his feelings of royal lela, Billa must immediately control his feelings to return to normal, there may be a little interference with his brain so that all he thinks is just Bhishma.

***

After the call ended, Bisma noticed that there was one notification coming in from her facebook account.

He immediately opened it.

He smiled when he saw Billa's post an hour ago.

He felt that he was floating in the air reading it, he was very sure if what Billa meant was him.

That woman must have missed her. Think Bisma.

Bisma was very happy.

Is it possible that Billa is starting to have feelings for her?

Is it possible that the woman can already accept the existence of Bhishma as her husband?

May it be like that God, I will definitely be the luckiest person if loved by such a sincere hearted woman.

***

Day changed, Bisma really kept her promise to video call Billa as often as possible.

Sometimes Bisma makes a voice note to just comfort Billa so that she does not feel lonely.

Bhishma always says that she misses Billa very much.

But the woman still remained with her stance, she did not want Bhishma to know about her feelings, she was always evasive if she did not have feelings towards Bhishma.

His feelings and thoughts are always the opposite.

Billa feels something is wrong with her feelings, it is impossible if she starts to like Bhishma.

As much as possible Billa tried not to think about Bhishma, she tried to control her feelings that were getting worse and worse.

Bismapun began to be suspicious because Billa's attitude is somewhat different than usual, Billa is seen often smiling when tempted by Bhishma, usually the woman will be angry and upset.

Bhishma hopes that everything she thinks is true, if she starts to love him.

He could not wait to go home to see the woman and hugged her all day, no matter whether Billa objected or not.

***

The days that Billa passed without Bhishma were lonely, but with Bhishma always contacting him made Billa a little calm.

Today is the day of Bhishma's return from Semarang, Billa can imagine when Bhishma was in front of him.

Surely Bhishma would hug her and say all the words of love for her, Billa wished that.

Stupidhead!

Why is that feeling still in his heart?

He immediately dismissed all the strange thoughts that kept dancing in his brain.

Billa is seen cooking, she wants to welcome the return of Bhishma by cooking the food that Bhishma likes.

Billa imagined when Bhishma ate her cooking voraciously while praising her.

Billa smiled thinking that.

Finally Billa finished with her cooking activities, then she thought about bathing and dressing up.

How does Bhishma react when he smells Billa's body after her? Surely the man will feel ilfil.

Bill immediately went to the bathroom.

Holy hooch!

Once again such a feeling arose, when would that feeling leave his heart?

Billa is so inexhaustible with himself, he looks like a fool who is planless to face the feelings he feels.

***