
"Now answer my question honestly. Do you love Felly?" Tanya Billa later.
Although he already knew what the answer was, he wanted to hear it straight from Dicky's mouth.
"I'm sorry Bill, I don't know why this feeling is in my heart. I can't lie to you, to myself. I fell in love with Felly. That love came because I'm used to being with Felly." Dicky answered honestly.
As Billa's tears fell down her cab cheeks, the love she had held all this time had now completely slipped away.
She couldn't hold back her tears anymore, she was crying in front of Dicky.
Dicky did not help her wipe away her tears, because her love for Billa was dead.
"You're evil Ky! I don't think you're sick of me being so rich, I'm really sorry to ask you to be Felly." Billa said in her tears.
***
Felly walked over to Dicky's house with a smile on his lips.
He brought Dicky a birthday cake. He was so excited, he could not wait to see his girlfriend soon.
He could imagine how happy Dicky was when he came to bring the surprise.
Dicky would kiss and hug himself affectionately. That's hope.
From a distance, he saw Billa and Dicky talking, he came a little closer.
She faintly heard what they were talking about, but not too clearly, Fellypun kept coming closer.
"What are they talking about?" Ask Felly. He immediately put on a fine ear.
"Yes don't mistake me dong if I end up being rich gini, when I love you again, you even tell me to be with Felly. I don't like him at all." Dicky said a little rough.
Felly gaped at Dicky's words. He's a little incredulous.
"Yes, but you promise to always take care of your heart. I believe in you." Billa.
"Keep what do you want now? You want to tell Felly that we're actually dating behind her? If we've cheated him all this time?" Dicky said in a high tone.
Brak!
Suddenly the cake Felly was holding fell down, as the cake shattered to the ground, as ruined as his current feelings.
Felly was so shocked to hear their conversation.
He couldn't stem his tears from pushing out.
Billa and Dicky turned to the voice.
Felly who was standing pegged not far from where they were talking.
"Felly?" Dicky and Billa said.
Felly could not help but endure the pain of her heart, without saying a word she ran away from Billa and Dicky.
Stay away from this harsh reality. He dragged his feet to keep running somewhere.
"Ky, let's go after Felly now!" Billa.
Dicky quickly chases after Felly who has drifted away. Bill followed him immediately.
Felly kept running, he really did not expect two people who were very close to him so much to betray him.
'Why would Dicky and Billa lie to me? It turned out that they had been in a relationship behind me all along. It turns out Dicky's only loved me by pretending.' Felly said in his heart.
His mind was completely muddled, he kept running through the existing streets. I don't know where his feet will take his body away.
"Awas Fell...!" Dicky cried when he saw Felly about to cross and from the opposite direction seen a car that drove at high speed.
"Aaaaaaaa....." Shouted Felly.
Collision was inevitable, Felly bounced a few meters back.
As blood splattered everywhere, a fishy smell began to sting. Looks Felly's body that has been stretched stiff on the asphalt.
The car that crashed into Felly continued to drive without caring what had happened.
"Felly?" Shouted Billa.
She didn't think Felly had an accident.
Dicky and Billa quickly approach Felly, who is half conscious.
"Ky!" Said Felly in a weakened voice.
"Fell, you're strong! I'm here, I love you. Let's go to the hospital now!" Dicky.
Someone helped out by lending her car to take Felly to the hospital.
Billa did not know what to do, his body felt weak, his legs were trembling when he saw fresh blood flowing from Felly's head.
He seemed unconsciously to witness the fateful event.
Billa felt so guilty, he cursed himself.
Felly was immediately rushed to the ER, the situation was so alarming.
Billa immediately contacted Felly's family and anyone she contacted.
Billa and Dicky were feeling very anxious, beyond the anxiety Felly had treated yesterday.
Unexpectedly, she came to the hospital to see Felly.
"Why are you here?" Billa asked as she saw the arrival of Bhishma.
"So I got a text message from you and happened to hire me to deket this hospital. I'd like to see Felly." Answer Bhishma.
Not long after both parents Felly arrived in the ER room. They soon approached Billa, Bisma and Dicky.
"Where is Felly? God, Felly just got home this morning from the hospital, now he's in the hospital again." Said Aunt Vallen while crying.
"Felly in om, aunt. We also do not know how it is going. He's still being treated by a doctor. We pray that he'll be all right." Reply Billa.
"What's really going on? Last morning after coming home from the hospital Felly immediately made a cake for a surprise love on your birthday Dicky." Aunt Vallen.
Dicky who heard that was very surprised, he was very sorry, it turned out that the woman's love was very big to him.
'So he wanted to give me a surprise?' Dicky said in his heart.
Dicky shed his tears. Just this time of his life he shed tears for a woman.
He was so sorry, he felt angry, angry towards whom?
"It's all because of loe!" Sent Dicky while pointing at Billa.
Billa was stunned, she was so shocked to hear Dicky's snaps. He felt scared.
"If you hadn't gone through the trouble, Felly wouldn't have been in a gini-rich accident!" Dicky's voice was getting louder.
Billa did not expect Dicky to blame him like that, as soon as he turned out to be very scary for Billa.
Billa shook her head quickly, unable to answer Dicky's accusation.
His heart was too tight to see the fateful incident happened to Felly, plus Dicky blamed himself.
Complete already the suffering he felt, he was really afraid of Dicky's anger.
Her tears reflected the sadness of her heart.
"God! You mean what loe? You can't blame him!" Bhishma defended Billa.
Bisma hid Billa behind her.
"Loe don't interfere, it's my business with her!" Dicky was very emotional.
"His business is my business, too." Reply Bisma is no less rude.
"If something bad happens to Felly, Loe is the first person I'm looking for." Dicky snapped while pointing back at Billa.
Billa could no longer hold back her tears, her tears breaking at once to hear every word that came out of Dicky's mouth.
"Loe dare touch him! Abis loe equals me!" At the touch of Bhishma, she brushed Dicky's hand away violently.
"Hey! Been already. Don't fuss here. We have to respect. Don't you feel sorry for Felly who's fighting in there?" Lerai Om Ferdi's.
All silent, Dicky fell on the floor lamenting everything that happened.
He's very sorry about the situation, he couldn't afford to lose Felly.
He hasn't been able to make Felly happy.
Bisma approached Billa who did not stop crying on one of the chairs there.
He was very sorry if the woman he loved was wasted like this.
"You don't cry anymore! You're not wrong in this incident, it's just an accident." Bhishma tried to calm Billa down.
Bisma hugged Billa, she could feel what the woman felt.
She understood perfectly well, she wouldn't let Billa cry alone.
Billa did not mind the embrace of Bhishma, she shed her tears in the arms of Bhishma.
"Everything will be fine. You don't be afraid. I'm right here." Bisma whisper right in Billa's ear.
Billa did not reply, she was so late in her grief.
***
In the ER room, the doctor and his team kept trying as best they could to save Felly. Some of the equipment they've used to help Felly's heart rate remain stable.
Looks cold sweat coming out of the doctor's temple who handles Felly.
They have taken out all their abilities. But God willed another, Felly died at a young age.
The doctor informed the sad news to Felly's family.
"I regret to say, if Felly is not helped. He died. Due to a hard impact and a leak in his brain." Doctor's talk.
Everyone was dumbfounded by the doctor's words, as if the world had stopped spinning that very second.
Dicky breaks into the doctor and forces his way into the ER room.
A white cloth covered Felly's entire body which was stretched stiff on the bed.
Dicky hoped that if the person behind it wasn't Felly, he hoped that what the doctor said was wrong.
He opened the covering slowly, looking at Felly's smiling pale face.
It turned out that it was her lover's right, her body felt limp, her legs were shaking violently.
Her tears came back until she hit Felly's body.
"Why are you staying with me so soon?" Dicky said in his tears.
"I haven't had time to repay your sincere love for me." Further.
"You must be kidding me, right? Get up now!" Dicky was half screaming.
"Let's wake up baby, WAKE UP!" Dicky yells like an insane man.
He's so sorry, isn't there another chance for him to make Felly happy?
Why does the end of her love story end with regret? Why Felly left him with a million unresolved misunderstandings.
Both Felly's parents Billa and Bhishma entered the ER room, they were devastated by Felly's departure.
Om Ferdi approached Dicky who was crying while hugging his daughter's body. He took Dicky to sit down for the man to calm down a bit.
"That's it, we have to be sincere." Say Om Ferdi.
Billa immediately hugged Felly's lifeless body while crying.
He really can't believe that Felly's gone, nothing like this.
He felt the struggle he had put in to make Felly happy was not achieved.
And in the end Felly left with deep disappointment.
"Fell why did you leave before I gave you an explanation? Why are you leaving with this misunderstanding?" Billa said in her tears.
Dicky turned his head towards Billa, he looked at the woman with a sharp gaze, as if he wanted to prey on her.
Dicky keeps Billa away from Felly, he pushes her violently.
"It wasn't the disease that killed Felly, it was LOE!" Suck Dicky rough.
"Loe loe saw Felly die? Is this what you want? Now your will has been realized. Loe seneng? Loe's satisfied?" Dicky's words are getting louder.
Billa fell down on the floor, he really did not expect Dicky so much against him, his heart was so sick.
Her crying is getting worse. He doesn't know what demon just possessed Dicky until Dicky violently treats him.
The bisma encourages Dicky, he doesn't accept that the woman he loves is treated as such.
"Loe dare touch him!" Bhishma was so emotional, she clenched her hands and floated them on Dicky's handsome face.
Buk up!
The bisma hit Dicky so hard that his hand hurt.
Dicky shrunk the slightly bloody tip of his lips.
Dicky did not stay silent, a second later he was about to avenge Bhishma's blow, but Om Ferdi immediately stopped him.
Billa was terrified at Dicky's anger. He didn't know what to do in such a situation.
His heart was completely broken, was there no longer any hope of fixing all this?
"Hey! You guys don't fight here! We have to respect." Lerai Om Ferdi, he immediately distanced Dicky from the equally emotional Bhishma.
"Once again you snapped what else to hurt him, I do not hesitate to do more determined than this. Do you think here is just the real loe? Loe the saddest to lose him? We are all sad too. But this is all fate. Loe has to accept this reality." Speak with wisdom.
"Bis, he's a real bus. I caused Felly to die, I was wrong. I'm such a fool!" Billa cursed himself.
"Good if you realize! Now you get out of here!" Dicky yelled incoherently.
"It's Ky, what this Bhishma boy said is true. Felly must be sad to see you guys like this!" Aunty Vallen has broken up.
All were silent, only the sobs of Billa's cry sounded.
"Semenjak Felly suffered from the disease, Om the same aunt had guessed if one day this would happen. And sure enough, that moment has come. Felly's gone to God's lap." Said Om Ferdi while staring at his daughter's body.
"Maybe God loves Felly more than us as his parents. She didn't want Felly to feel any longer pain." Aunt Vallen.
"We are sincere about Felly's departure, we are sure that Felly will invite us later to come with him in heaven." Say Om Ferdi.
***
In this world there is not a single thing that is eternal, all will disappear in time.
Treasures, thrones, lives all belong to the almighty.
Maybe the pain of losing something will always be in the heart.
But the world will not stop here, the earth will continue to spin along its axis.
Felly's funeral atmosphere was so heartwarming. Some relatives come to just say condolences.
One by one the men who sent Felly to his final resting place began to leave the cemetery.
Dicky looks sadder than Felly's parents.
She hugged Felly's tombstone while crying.
She was so very sorry, she still could not accept the fact that her lover was gone. Nothing like this.
He has not been able to make Felly happy completely, he has not been able to return Felly's sincere love.
Billa was devastated by Felly's departure, she felt very guilty, a very deep sense of regret.
What Dicky said was true, it wasn't Felly's disease that killed him, but he was the cause of Felly's death.
If only he didn't attach importance to her feelings maybe Felly would have survived even longer.
His selfishness made all this happen.
From last night she didn't stop crying, she felt so lost the best friend of her life.
His eyes look swollen.
Bhishma was always by her side, she tried to comfort Billa, but Billa remained dissolved in her grief.
Billa did not dare to approach, she was afraid that Dicky would get angry again like last night and would make the atmosphere more chaotic.
Suppose you understand my feelings Ky, I'm sad to see you're rich gini. I'm sad about everything that happened and you're guilty of me.
I'm sorry Fell, I haven't made you happy, even at the end of your life I let you down.
But trust me, Fell, I love you, you're the best friend I've ever had.
I don't know in the future what my days would be like without you Fell.
If only time could I turn back, I would make you completely happy, without expecting Dicky's love back.
Forgive my selfishness, I'm sorry Fell. The screams of Billa's heart.
***