Destiny Brings Love

Billa is desperate

One week passed, Billa's life became erratic, he was like a dazed man living his days.

Something was stirring up in his heart, Dicky and Felly's troubles were haunting his mind.

He hasn't solved his problem with Dicky. He needs to talk to Dicky as soon as possible.

Billa decided to meet Dicky today, he didn't care what men would do to him.

He wanted to ask for a clear explanation.

Billa ventured to meet Dicky in his class.

When Dicky was sitting alone in his lap, he looked gloomy.

Billa approached him immediately.

"Ky, I need to talk to you." Said Billa later.

Dicky slightly turned his head towards her, he looked indifferent.

"I can't afford to be in a situation like this, I can't stand all the trouble that's going on between us. I need you to explain what our relationship is after Felly's departure." Billa said a little rough.

"I don't know, I'm confused." Answer Dicky.

"You can't be rich gini Ky, I want our relationship to be rich first again, I'm sorry for your mistakes. I'd like to take you again." Billa.

"I still can't escape Felly, I need myself to calm down. I beg you not to meet me for a while. To the time limit I can't set." Further.

Billa was silent, she didn't expect Dicky to hang himself like this.

"So now you can go, don't show up in front of me. I beg you." Dicky said later.

Billa was really disappointed with Dicky's decision, she did not expect the end of her love story to be so complicated.

I don't know, he's gonna fulfill Dicky's wish, he's gonna get away from Dicky's life.

Maybe with that Dicky will feel happy and calm, and only he who managed to hurt.

Bill decides to leave without expecting their relationship to be intact.

Dicky's statement was enough to make him understand if Dicky really hates him.

***

Billa walked out of Dicky's class, her steps uninspired, her gaze blank.

His heart felt hollow, he felt he had no purpose and reason to survive.

The people he loved left him one by one. Her real mother, Felly. Now Dicky, he hates himself so much.

Lord, why have You given me such trials.

Is this karma? What wrong? I can't handle all this alone. I'm tired, I give up.

Some of the disciples looked at him with hatred. They were talking about Billa with all her ugliness.

They looked at Billa cynically.

"Ehh, look I don't have any shame anyway he already wretched his own temen still dare to point his face here." Tapping one of the students.

"Yes, he said. But how can you do that his best friend is rich!" Excited the others.

Billa stopped his steps. He looked at them with a clueless look.

"What do you mean?" Billa asked with a voice that sounded limp.

"It's still her again, isn't that what caused Felly's death?" Accuse Lisa.

Billa could not budge, she was so shocked by their words. How can they talk like that when they don't know what's really going on.

"Udahlah, once a murderer. Ehh guys we don't whip with him, later we can be damaged again!" Excited the others.

Billa could not deny their words. He doesn't know what to defend himself.

Some disciples approached, swarmed them and bullied Billa.

The bisma who heard the commotion immediately approached, she wanted to know what was going on there.

"Yes, he's gonna quit Dicky, Felly's girlfriend." Dina.

"Hey! What's the matter?" Ask Bisma.

Bisma was shocked when she saw Billa who was being mobbed by several students.

He immediately approached her and blocked her from the anger of the disciples.

"Everyone knows he killed Felly. Because he took Dicky, Felly became an accident and eventually died." Said the original Princess.

"You know what? Were you there when it happened? If you don't know what a rich event really is, you don't have the right to judge him as you like." Bela Bisma's.

"All right, don't buy him a bus. Don't be whittling with him later you'll be cut again." Reza.

"Loe, what the hell is Za? I didn't expect you to be the same as everyone else." Bhishma.

Billa hid behind Bisma, she was very frightened to hear the accusations of her friends.

Billa covered her ears with both hands, she did not want to hear their blasphemy that was heartbreaking.

"Bis is actually rich, this is not a secret anymore, everyone knows that he is a KILLER!" Rena's exclaiming that suppresses the word killer.

"The basic food!" Lisa Excited.

"Susceptility!" Dina Seru.

"Cele doesn't know herself. My own girlfriend is being cheated." Princess seru.

"Loe's killer!" Qila.

"Not really heart!" Excited the others.

"Silently sweeps! He looked good, but his heart was ROTTEN!" Princess Exclamation.

"Fellykan's Cassian?" Say something else.

"Stop! No one dared to speak anymore. Everything you think about Billa is wrong!" Speak firmly.

"But that's the fact Bhishma, she's a KILLER." Lisa's words were rude.

Holy hooch! Is that so bad of me that they talk like that?

Billa did not expect her friends would have such evil thoughts about her.

Billa was really sick of hearing the abuse, she could not stand it anymore.

"Udah Enough! I'm not as bad as you think!" Billa said with her cry, she shouted incoherently.

A second later Billa ran away leaving those who did not stop showering him with abuse.

He thought he should leave so that he would no longer hear harsh words from them.

Billa dragged her feet away, somewhere she was going, which she obviously didn't want to be there any longer.

Bhishma was completely inexhaustible with her friends, she felt the sadness that Billa felt.

"That's totally outrageous!" Excite Bisma with high tone.

Bisma went to catch up with Billa.

She would not let the woman cry alone, she had promised she would always be there for him in the most difficult situations.

The students smiled sinisterly because they had managed to make Billa cry.

They are very satisfied.

***

Billa doesn't know how else to deal with all the problems she's faced.

He can't bring Felly back to life, he can't silence the mouths of those who blame him.

This fact was too bitter for him to swallow himself.

All the insults and insults that they threw just kept inking him.

He was standing on the roof of the school building.

He felt that there was nothing he could defend in his life anymore.

He's very desperate.

He walked up to the roof slowly.

He hoped that if God took his life right now so that he would no longer get sadistic treatment from the people around him.

***

Whispering herself looking for Billa, she was very worried about the woman's condition.

Bisma saw a crowd of panicked people, Bisma immediately approached her.

"Ham what's wrong with the rame-rame?" Ask Bisma to Inspiration.

"That's Billa, she's suicidal! Look at it yourself!" Answer Ilham while pointing up at the building.

"What?" Ask Bhishma a little in disbelief.

Bhishma followed the direction of Ilham.

"Astagfirulloh!" Spontaneous bisma.

He looked at Billa who was up there while standing at the end.

Without thinking for a long time Bhishma immediately ran, he was afraid if something bad happened to Billa.

'Hopefully it's not too late.' Inner Bisma.

He kept running.he was very hopeful anxious, the stairs like endless he pijaki.

From a distance Bisma saw Billa who was at the end there.

Billa lost her balance, she was resigned to whatever would happen to her.

He closed both his eyes. He hopes death will feel as painful as he has been all this time.

Hap!

Bisma hugged Billa from behind. Instantly they fell backwards.

He was a second late, I don't know what would happen to Billa. Bisma looks very panicked.

Bhishma hugged Billa even tighter, her legs trembling.

Billa felt someone embrace her, she opened her eyes quickly.

It turns out he's not dead! Why didn't God take his life?

"What are you doing? Are you not sane?" Bhishma said a little.

Billa was crying, crying out in the arms of Bhishma. He's so fucked up.

"You don't be stupid! All problems have a way out!" Seru Bisma .

"What did you save me for? Let me die, I'll go after Felly!" Said Billa while thrashing incoherently.

Bisma further tightened her embrace.

"You don't talk rich. Everything that happened wasn't your fault, it was destiny." Bhishma.

"What am I living for? Everyone went to leave me. Everyone's fucking on me." Shouted Billa not out of breath. She cried so much in the arms of Bhishma.

"I love you. You mean so much to me. I am sad to see you are rich. I beg you not to think about ending your life!" Bisma's speech was right in Billa's ear.

"I love you." Further.

Bhishma was so powerless, she could not feel her tears starting to drip about Billa.

Bhishma was completely carried away with her feelings towards the woman.

Billa was speechless, she felt her shoulders wet. He looked towards Bisma who had hugged him earlier.

"You crying?" Ask Billa. Bisma released her embrace, she immediately shrank her original eyes.

"You must hear my words." Bhishma began to touch Billa's cheek, causing her to stare at him.

"I love you. You don't think you're alone, I'll try to always be there by your side." Bhishma.

Billa looked at Bisma, those reddened eyes radiating sincerity.

Billa can't deny that.

"You're a good person, you're willing to sacrifice your feelings for Felly. Those who are blind cannot see the sincerity of your heart." Speak Bisma then.

"But I'm not as good as you think. I'm evil. What they're saying is, I'm a killer!" Billa.

"You don't talk rich. You are a strong woman, the proof is that you can survive this far. And I'm sure you can definitely pass this ordeal. Don't cry anymore." Bisma said, her hands began to wipe the remaining tears that wet Billa's cheeks.

Billa was silent, she didn't know what to do. When his mouth cannot speak, his tears speak.

"Now gini. What do you really want to do, which has not been accomplished so far?" Ask Bisma.

Billa scrunched her forehead, she thought a little.

"Me with mom." Reply Billa later.

"Well, that's the purpose of your life right now. Meet your mama, you have to make it a motive to survive." Bhishma.

What Bisma said was true, Billa wiped her eyes as long as she looked at Bhishma with a smile.

"Thank you, yeah." Said Billa later.

Bhishma happily returned Billa's smile.

Bhishma was a little relieved when she saw Billa's smile, if only she would open her heart to Bhishma a little, maybe she wouldn't feel this kind of heartache.

Bhishma will always keep her heart happy.

***

Days changed, weeks began to pass month after month left.

Bisma and Dicky have completed their High School education, Bisma became the best graduate this year.

The school is very proud of the achievements achieved by Bhishma.

He was accepted into one of the city's colleges on a scholarship. He lives his days away from the one he loves, Billa.

Since there was very little free time he had to meet the woman, he had to go to college to work as well.

While Dicky, he chose to continue his study in the city of Yogyakarta.

He was determined to forget all the bitter memories that happened in this city, he wanted to start a new life there.

Everything goes as it is, like running water. Life goes on without a friend.

Billa lived her days filled with grief, no one comforted her heart. His life felt empty, everything he did felt meaningless.

Only the words of Bhishma have been used as a reason to survive until now.

***

Billa walked towards the main road in a hurry, she was afraid that on the first day of this national exam she would come late.

Suddenly a motor approached him.

"Ojeg neng? Today is free, again promo!" Say someone from behind the helmet there.

Billa frowned, she felt strange with that person. Is he not going to be bad? Thought Billa

"Come neng! Don't think too late, the promos will run out again." Said the man later.

Billa immediately dismissed her negative thoughts.

"Yes, that's okay." Billa finally said.

He smiled behind his helmet. He gave one more helmet to Billa.

Bill immediately put on the helmet and immediately went up.

Bhishma felt very happy to meet again with her heart after a long time she was busy with her education and work.

Only this way could he do to get close to Billa.

Missing makes her love even more passionate.

Bisma occasionally glanced at her rearview mirror, clearly illustrated by the woman's sweet face.

Bisma smiles. He was grateful to still be given the opportunity to see the sight that sank his heart.

Billa is a little strange with this ojeg, his clothes look very neat, unlike the ojeg in general.

Even the smell was very fragrant, Billa could feel the smell of perfume that penetrated into the hollow of his nose.

Tiiitt...

Suddenly Bisma pressed the brake of the motor. With a reflex Billa hugged Bisma from behind.

"Be careful dong mang!" Billa cried with regret.

"Sorry, there was a cat passing by!" Reply Bisma.

He smiled looking at Billa's hand that was coiled around his stomach.

'This feeling never changed, it's still the same as the first time I met, it even feels much more beautiful than I used to.' Speak of bisma in the heart.

"Yes, let's go! It's late again." Said Billa who disperse the reverie of Bisma.

Instantly he realized, without saying he was back to gas his motorbike.

***

Billa got off the bike and returned the helmet he was wearing.

"Thank you, mang." Billa.

"Yes, we are both neng. Oh yes neng, you know me?" Ask Bisma then.

Billa frowned hearing the ojeg's words.

"Yes an ojeg, right?" Reply Billa.

Bisma smiled at that, she opened the helmet that was attached to her head earlier.

"Bisma? You?" Ask Billa. He could hardly believe that the person he called the carpenter was Bhishma.

"Yes, it's me. How are you doing? We haven't seen you in a long time." Answer and ask Bhishma.

Billa gulped his saliva roughly, he did not expect that the current Bhishma had changed much.

He looks very mature and handsome.

"I'm good." Reply Billa.

"Well, thank God, I miss school very much, I haven't been here in almost 2 years." Saying Bisma while watching the school building.

"Yes, thanks for the ride." Billa. Bisma smiled hearing that.

"Yes alike. I look at you now." Bhishma.

"Why art?" Ask Billa.

"You can rise from your slump and forget about the past. I salute you!" Bhishma.

"Haven't discussed that. Oh yeah, what are you busy with now?" Tanya Billa switched the conversation.

"College of course, work at Rangga cafe is also still. Now I am again interning at one of the companies in North Bandung area, Finished graduation I want to find a real job. Do'ain it!" Reply to Bhishma with a smile.

"Oh good that's it." Reply Billa.

"Where do you want to go to college?" Ask Bisma then.

"I want to find a job, cape keeps thinking." Reply Billa.

"Lho, what the hell? Education is important?" Ask Bisma.

"Yes, but I don't want to be parents anymore, I want to live independently." Reply Billa.

"That's good too. I always do'ain the best for you." Bhishma. He kept on spreading his smile.

"I go first! In a minute." Pamit Billa's.

"Ok, the spirit yes!" Bisma Seru.

Billa smiled at the words of Bhishma.

Bisma was happy to get a positive response from Billa, she was very sorry because for the last 2 years she spent her time without the woman.

Bhishma thought that from today on she would meet the woman more often, hopefully there is hope for her to have the woman.

***