Death of Love: Sweet But Killer

Chapter 90: Forgive me for falling in love with you

“Elyne! You cruel woman!” Speak some black shadows that kept yelling at Evelyne while showing her index finger to Him. Evelyne closed her eyes, She did not want to hear an insult that after she got the nickname as “Si ferociously, comfort woman”.

Evelyne shook her head while covering both her ears with both of her hands. He closed it tightly because all the insults that were thrown from the mouth of the black shadow continued to cover his mind, until he felt a strange feeling appear in his heart. “No, No!...I am not a cruel woman! I only killed those of you who were already bothering me, I am not a cruel woman!!”

“If you are not a cruel woman, then why did you kill us all without the slightest compassion?! Don't you have a family? Until it makes you think that the family of someone you killed will not wait for him at home?!”

Evelyne denied “Then..then what about me?!! You already know that my life and my family are in danger in there, but why are you guys even silent?!!”

“...” the shadow fell silent.

While Evelyne again opened her voice with a hand that continued to hold tightly to the sharp knife which was now covered with a lot of blood. “You are angry with me, because I killed all of you. You're mad at me, because I separated you from your family. Then...then what about me?!!” Evelyne pointed to herself with a knife-wielding hand. “You molested me, my mother, and my brother..You made our cries and shouts as your comfort song! You think of our tears as an enhancer of your passion when doing a relationship ****. So what's wrong, if I take all that back?!”

Sick, Evelyne's heart ached so much that he felt the tightness of his breath. Evelyne had no right to speak to them, but they were the ones who made it this way. So, don't blame themselves if they can die anytime, and anywhere..

“Evelyne?” A call so soft at heart made, Evelyne suddenly turned her head sideways to follow the direction of the sound.

The circle of light that illuminated a part of Evelyne's consciousness world was so dark, he could see it so clearly 2 women who were standing near the light were like they were calling him to go there.

Evelyne who was like hypnotized by the call also made himself immediately ran up to the 2 women. And just as Evelyne stopped in front of the two women, her bead instantly grew smaller in surprise at what she saw in front of her. “I-mom? K-sister A-adriella?”

It was unbelievable, Evelyne who was now imagining her consciousness filled with suffering in her past problems made the feeling of hatred continue to appear in her heart. But when he saw the presence of his mother and brother right in front of him, making a longing that cannot be explained, Evelyne immediately embraced the two with a tight hug.

Tears were now dripping down Evelyne's cheeks and her body was trembling as she was crying in the warm embrace. He never thought that he could still feel this hug even if only briefly or unreal. Because after all, this hug felt so soothing Evelyne's heart that continued to fall apart since she was in this dark world.

“Honey, are you crying?” One of the women gently stroked Evelyne's head with her own hands. “Why are you crying? What are you crying about? The world? Are you crying over the world you've created?”

Evelyne shook her head “No mother, I don't win..” The words stopped, making a shock to Evelyne who saw the figure of the mother and Adriella now filled with blood and appearance so terrible.

There, Evelyne reluctantly let go of the embrace and stepped back to see her hand now filled with a lot of blood. And the knife that was previously in his hand, has now been set in the chest to the left of his mother or more precisely in the position of the heart.

Evelyne shook her head strongly, “T-no! N-no way! W-how can that..p-knife be there?!”

“Hahaha... Of course, you can. This knife will assume with your selfish attitude that has killed us all. Have you forgotten that, Elyne? Do you want, sister help remind him back?” Said one of the women with a terrible laugh.

Evelyne shuddered in horror “No! I never killed you!! But..they're the ones who made you like this! It's not my fault!”

Right, this is purely not his fault. Because here, she only acts as a rebellious woman and is forced to kill just to protect herself and her loved ones. He never had the intention to kill for no reason, but it was this miserable state that forced him to do such a cruel thing.

“Y-yoona?”

Evelyne was again startled when she saw the figure of a man standing not far from her looking at her with a warm smile on his face, and the outstretched hand like accepting it wholeheartedly for her returned to her embrace. Evelyne endured her cries, as this realization continued to remind her of the sad past. His heart slowly showed the figure of the man who was waiting for him patiently.

Someone he once hated and someone he once targeted as his prey because he once thought that someone had the same resemblance to Dion. “Y-yoona, what are you doing there? Come back! I'm here waiting for you. I accept whoever you are, come back to me!”

Evelyne was silent, holding back all the tears that were now lying in her eyes instantly dripping one by one on her smooth cheeks. His heart ached, even it felt very sick because he had completely fallen on the figure of the man in front of him. “L-liam!!” Evelyne ran with all her might to grab William's increasingly disappearing shadow. Even Evelyne had a feeling, if he could not grab it here then he would lose this man forever.

Just trying to reach the man, Evelyne immediately realized in the condition of the body lying on the mattress and his hand that was lifted into the air like he wanted to take something in front of him. “Eughh.” Evelyne lowered her hand to hold her head that felt so painful.

"Yoona, are you aware?” a person who was asleep beside her was immediately awakened when she felt a gentle movement and voice from Evelyne.

Hearing the hoarse voice that so shocked her, Evelyne also reluctantly turned her head to the side. And sure enough, he saw the face of a handsome man with both eyes open slightly because there was still a sense of drowsiness in the man made Evelyne immediately feel his body drawn into his embrace.

Even the coldness felt by Evelyne, now changed into a warm feeling that made Evelyne just speechless while leaning his head near the chest of the man's field which was blocked by the cloth of his nightshirt. “Day is still so dark. Go back to sleep and promise me to wake up in the morning!” said the man by putting his hands behind Evelyne's head.

Evelyne was aware that her actions were extremely impudent if William saw her doing this while he was asleep, so it made Evelyne reluctantly turn her hand away from William's face. Then he slowly lowered it and placed it on the man's chest. ‘Hey, why...The person I first saw when I woke up was you? Why are you here? Beside me? Why do you look like you're waiting for my arrival?’ Evelyne.

‘I...can't fall in love again! I can't be around you constantly, or I'll like you and give you my dead heart. I don't want to, I don't want to get hurt anymore...but why?.your attitude and concern...as-is, telling me to stay with you.....do you want me, just like my heart started loving you?’

Evelyne frowned, she was crying in William's arms. ‘T-but.I am not Yoona...I am not the woman you married.I am...only a surrogate woman in this body.and I am also...trapped in a love I shouldn't have felt in this marriage... I'm sorry.sorry me... I'm sorry I fell in love with a man like you'

The world is so unfair! Why is it that when he wants to avenge himself when he is reborn in someone's body, there is always a heart, there is always a feeling towards someone that makes him unable to do that perfectly. This feeling appeared all of a sudden, even this feeling felt so pure when it came in his heart.

But it also felt cruel, because William was not his. She belonged to Yoona, the woman she was now following. Even though she had placed Yoona's body perfectly, did she still deserve to take over William's feelings for her? Does he deserve all that?

-Hey, Liam..Can you tell me, who made you like this? Me or Yoona?-

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At a 5 star restaurant.

A man in his tidy clothes was sitting in the waiting room together with a man in his very covered clothes. Even the face of the man was not visible at all, because it was blocked by sunglasses, hats, and masks. The two of them seemed to know each other, yet who was he? Why does it look like an artist who is avoiding chasing fans?

“You're back when? Why tell me so suddenly?” asked the sun by staring flat at the man dressed in a covered dress.

He turned his head, then slowly he opened his sunglasses and followed by removing the mask and hat to display a handsome face that has a tattoo on the upper cheek. Or just below his right eye. “Give you a surprise? Wh why? You look like you don't like surprises like this? Don't you miss me?”

“Thanks? Aren't we in contact a long time ago when you were overseas?” Surya reminded this man in front of him. “After all, you called me at this hour as well as the right time for me to rest for a moment.”

The guy laughed “You're still busy at your job? Don't you have time for a vacation lately? Look at! Your face alone almost looks old, because you stay up too often”

“Yes, that's it. I have lately always been surprised by patients who I think are like crazy” he said in a soft voice.

That certainly made an interest from inside the man's heart appear. “Oh yes? Who'sis that? Isn't he an amazing person, because it has made people as great as you overwhelmed with that crazy attitude?”

“Cckk... He's not an amazing person! But only strong women toying with death!” he said with a sniffle.

The man was surprised and even he could not guess who this woman was meant by surya. “women? Who's the woman you mean? Isn't a woman in general always guarding herself from something that can hurt her, then who is a woman who thinks outside of women's thinking?”

“Ahh...maybe because you went abroad too much, so you don't know what happened in this country a few days ago” he said by shrugging his shoulders.

The man frowned “What happened? Isn't everything that happens in this country always going to explode all over the world? But why not now?”

“Yes possible, it's her job first brother who wants to protect sister-in-law from social media” solar responded to the man with no serious.

Hearing those words thrown in Surya's mouth made the man stunned right while freezing in a place like being struck by lightning at night. “A-what did you say? K-sister-in-law?” and Surya nodded as a justification of the man's question. “How is it possible? Didn't the first brother hate the sister-in-law so much? Then why is he protecting her? Did sister-in-law make a mistake that dragged first brother in the matter?”

“No! You look at him too lightly, Leon!” he said with a shaken head.

The man named Leon was immediately upset because Surya seemed to be making it difficult for him so he had to guess like that. “Damn it! Can you tell me directly what happened to them?! Why do you seem to be making things difficult for me?”

“Hahaha..leon, calm yourself! Are you going to beat up sister-in-law if you know she's dragging the first brother into trouble you never imagined?” she nodded with a strange smile on her face.