Death of Love: Sweet But Killer

Chapter 39: I'm here with you!

“Mother, tonight we will eat with what?” Shouted evelyne from the living room.

Liliana, who heard the scream, replied in a soft voice but sounded loud. “Mom forgot to buy groceries at home, baby. So later we will eat out of course”

“ Don't need ma'am, I'll be out foraging. The air tonight is quite cold, so we will have dinner at home only.” Evelyne from the outside.

Liliana nodded “Alright dear. Don't forget to wear your jacket! It doesn't want you to be sick anymore”

“Good commander!” ledek evelyne with her little laugh ending.

Evelyne ran to her room to pick up a jacket on a hanger. The jacket is thick, so it will not make itself cold when buying food outside. Evelyne exited the house wearing a black jacket and hoodie that covered her.

Not to forget, he also wears a mask so that no one recognizes him.

On the way, evelyne walked cheerfully. Because the distance of the food store with his home is not too far away, so he prefers to walk rather than have to use an online taxi. And again, evelyne also wanted to get to know the place more deeply.

Evelyne hummed happily, her head also moving to the left right while following the song. Some people who were on the street immediately turned to when they heard the jest evelyne put out of their mouths. Everyone was almost cold in the air, but she sang in the crowd without knowing that she was the center of attention.

After arriving at the store, evelyne immediately bought some food that was liked by herself and Liliana. He also bought some warm drinks for his sad at home. After everything was done, evelyne directly walked out with the parcel in her hand. The package was indeed large, but it was not heavy and did not bother Evelyne either.

Because he was bored with the usual road, evelyne also intended to take a detour that was a bit far away. Just half of her journey, Evelyne is struck by something that makes her enthusiastically hide herself from behind a wall. “What is it?”

Before long upon seeing that, evelyne felt something that felt so painful in her heart. The calm mind now became a mess upon seeing that. Evelyne could not resist the feeling, so he stayed for a moment while leaning his body against the wall. After already feeling calm, evelyne directly came out from her hiding place to walk past the 2 people with her dark face.

Even Evelyne's sudden arrival, made the 2 people look at her in astonishment. After passing them, Evelyne quickly walked away with a dark face and a loyal right hand holding her chest in pain.

After walking quite far from the place, Evelyne paused for a moment on a large bridge that connects between the city and the villagers there. Evelyne dropped the food she was holding, her tired body now resting back on the bridge pole with her hands covering her mouth.

“Damn it!”

Evelyne wept, the tears she endured during the journey now dripping with her smooth cheeks continuously. Even it made a sobbing sound heard on a quiet night. Sick.yes it hurts. This heart cries because it is hurt. This thought instantly fell apart upon seeing everything.

At first he thought, by having feelings then he would be better than his old self. But who would have thought that it would just make him weak. What did he see? Why make him cry so much like that.

Dessy once said that Mr. William for a week could not visit him because there were some things he had to do in his office. Even Dessy said that William would see her later. But the truth now?...

He saw everything right in front of him. Even he had to hide so as not to be caught by them. If you think logically, Evelyne is standing in what position? Why does it feel like being a destructive figure in their relationship.

“I don't love him! I didn't expect him to be someone who's always been in my life, but..Why does it all feel so painful? W-do I have to accept this pain?”

Brak!!!

Evelyne hit the bridge post hard. Even because the surface of the pole was rough, making evelyne accidentally to injure his hand until it bled. Seeing the hand hurt, instead of feeling sick. Evelyne even smiled slantingly, the feeling of satisfaction in her heart was fulfilled.

“better, my physical being hurt than my crying heart. Because until whenever the heart is what will determine how next. I hate you, sir!!!”

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On the other hand, Liliana who just came out of the room saw the front door open and showed a woman who was walking into the living room making Liliana quickly run towards him. Holding the two arms of the woman with an anxious look on her face.

“Darling, where have you been? Why just came home?” ask Liliana.

Evelyne shook her head “I'm sorry mom, there was so crowded. So I was the one who made me late. Is mom waiting for me?”

“Yes, baby! I'm so worried about you!” liliana replied as she hugged evelyne tightly.

Evelyne fell silent, thinking that the old residence, William or the jiang family was not where he came home. But the real place she came home from was Liliana. The second mother of her birth mother. It is difficult to accept this harsh reality, but the reinforcement of a stubborn child is the embrace and concern of his mother.

“I'm sorry mom” Evelyne returned the hug.

Liliana who heard evelyne's voice felt different making her quickly let go of the embrace. Until making evelyne bow his head when he saw Liliana looking at him suspiciously.

“Darling, you why? You've been crying, huh?”

Liliana found Evelyne's eyes were very red and swollen like someone who had been crying for 3 days. Evelyne who was found out just shook her head while saying “Not really mom, I was in the street just a flick of dust and I cleaned it a little rough too. So like this deh”

Liliana was surprised, “Yes, dear, you changed your clothes first there. I will prepare the same food medicine box for your eyes”

“Good bu” nod evelyne.

Evelyne put the package on the table, then walked into her room and closed it until the meeting. Inside, evelyne did not directly change her clothes. He sat behind the door, hugging his knees tightly. He also drowned his entire face between those knees, soaking up all the remaining cries.

-hey! Eline...why did you become like this?-

-Eline..lift your head! You shouldn't be like this. You can be disappointed, please don't cry. I don't want to see you cry! Please don't cry in front of me! Or I'll feel like I failed to protect you

“I'm sorry, Eve. This is hurting. Even very sick..so I can't hold it”.

I know, I know how you feel. Cry out! Cry if it makes you calm

- Calm your mind, before I turn off your heart after this!-

Evelyne shook her head, “No Eve, this is not mine. If this is mine, then you can destroy it as it used to be, but this is the heart that the owner of the body has left for me. So I have to keep it even though I myself object to it”

but by heart, you cry!-

“Yes I know, Eve...I'm sorry! Forgive me who can't help myself”

- St... Stop talking like that! You are a human being with a heart and a mind, so it would be natural for you to cry, laugh and be angry. It's already! Now you don't have to cry anymore, I'm here! I accompany you-I accompany you

After a few minutes of evelyne crying, he took his phone out of his jacket pocket. Press a button to contact someone. There is still Eve sitting next to the evelyne by providing a sturdy shoulder to make it a backrest on the evelyne.

- Who did you call?-

Hearing Eve's question, evelyne simply placed her index finger on her pale lips. Because the phone was connected from there.

“Hallo madam, what's up? Why haven't you come home yet? It's so late at night”

“Sorry Dessy, for a few days.I did not go home.”.

“Lho why madam? Why so suddenly? What happened?”

“Nothing, it's just that my business here is still unfinished. So can't go home”

“T-but mistress, what if master will be angry later?”

“Let it be, it will be my business later. Aunt please help me tell mister ya”

“Eum..good mistress. Madam please be careful there”

After hearing that, Evelyne hung up. Then put the phone back in his jacket pocket. Eve who was still faithful waiting for evelyne also stroked her head with her big hands and sharp nails. Eve is actually a creepy creature, but in evelyne's eyes, Eve is a demonic figure who has accompanied her since long ago.

- Calmly?-

Evelyne nodded, “Slightly, thanks Eve”

Hearing that, Eve nodded then with a blink of an eye. The shadow had disappeared somewhere, while evelyne was waking up from her fragile seat. Take off his jacket and change his clothes because of crying earlier.

After that, Evelyne came out of the room and walked to the kitchen to meet Liliana there. Arriving in the kitchen, evelyne saw Liliana was preparing some food there. Even then Liliana was about to shout to call out to him, but all came to a halt when Liliana saw evelyne standing in front of the kitchen door with a slightly better face than before.

“Darling, you why so long? I was waiting for the” said Liliana as she pulled the dining chair and sat on it.

Evelyne chuckles, “I'm sorry mom, I no need. So have to call someone” first

“Ohh...honey, have you told the big master that you are here?” liliana asked as evelyne sat on the empty dining chair.

Evelyne nodded, “After mom, I told her earlier. And I also asked permission with him to stay here for a few days”

“Lho why darling?” Liliana frowned when she heard that.

Evelyne shook her head “No ma'am, just bored there. Besides I allowed it, because you yourself are outside the city”

“But you as a wife should be at home to welcome home from your husband” mother's advice that makes a clumsy smile.

“Iya mother, I'll be home before master gets home. So can welcome it briefly”

Liliana nodded, then fell silent and did not resume the topic they were talking about. Because evelyne herself was still in a bad mood, so could not think of which topic Liliana was good to talk about with her.

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“Where was William, why wasn't my phone picked up at all with that boy? “ a grandfather with his reddened face was walking into the main hall in annoyance. Even all the servants who were there stood their heads when they saw the grandfather coming in a rage.

Dessy who had just arrived at the main residence, immediately saw the grandfather was playing in the main room by calling William's name for several times. “You are old like this, can still be angry huh?” Ejek Dessy walked over to the grandfather.

Hearing the mockery, the gramps were immediately stunned when they saw a woman walking up to him with a smile on her wrinkled face. “Daisy?” the grandfather muttered in silence.

“Why? Surprised to see me here?” tanya dessy who made the grandfather make his face lazily. “You!? What are you doing here? Didn't you hear me, I was calling that rancid boy?!”

Dessy nodded, “I heard. But it'll be useless if you keep calling him, while he's in the office to take care of the trouble there”

“office? Then..where's Yoona? I want to meet him!?” the grandfather turned to look for Yoona who made Dessy shake her head because of dizziness. “The girl is also not home, because she takes care of some important things outside. So can't go home for a few days” replied Dessy who made the man dumbfounded.

Bruk!!

The grandfather dropped himself on the floor with a pitiful posture. He also lowered his head and said “Yoona, my favorite grandson. Why do you have to go? Don't you know that I came home to see you here?”

Dessy narrowed her eyes, looking at the old man like a fool who was playing a pathetic role. “You're so gross!”