Dear Captains
8. Just Anyways
...Actually, what I've been looking for all this time is with Arya. Everything is on him. But I chose a heart that could only give me pain. Even I was willing to let go of someone who gave me comfort. ...
..."She hurt you?" ask Arya softly....
...I just looked at her with a smile, but my eyes were swollen from crying. Brother Arya returned that thin smile of mine with her warm smile....
..."I can't say you're gonna be okay, but I just want to say sharing a story with me can only relieve you a little bit. I'll be a good listener."...
..."Arya can still be good with me. I have hurt you."...
..."Who hurt who. Nothing" he said, clasping my hand....
..."Already have. I don't want to take a dizzy sis. Maybe this is the karma that I got from my actions against Arya's brother at that time."...
..."Hey. It's the mouth why discuss it that way." Arya covered my mouth with her finger....
..."Today was a bad day, but a good day for me."...
..."How come?"...
..."I saw betrayal, but I met warmth." I looked at Brother Arya who was also looking at me....
...Honestly, I still have a taste for him. Maybe not great, but his always gentle attitude made me unable to forget. Brother Arya hugged me gently....
..."I miss you. Are you a little bit the same."...
...I just fell silent. My heart starts pumping until it beats faster. I don't know what to answer. But I miss him too. Actually was....
..."I'm happy to see and talk to Arya again."...
..."Just once you said you missed me. I'll try to take you back."...
...Deg. I didn't expect. Arya said that now....
..."What brother?"...
..."Don't ignore. I was just kidding. I've taken you back to the inn. You should come back in the morning."...
...Arya's sister took me to the inn. I actually still want to be with him. Actually I miss him too. But I was too embarrassed to say it....
..."Arrived already. Come in and rest."...
..."Thank you brother."...
..."Don't think too much. I'm sure I'll know what to do."...
..."Ready it."...
...Again, Arya hugged me gently. This time, he kissed my forehead. It felt like my entire body was expelling heat energy. But I have to stay conscious. Stay sane. He's not mine anymore....
..."Uh...I'm going in, brother. Thanks though. I hope to see you another chance."...
..."I wish it was like that."...
..."Be careful behind it, brother. Adios. Bye."...
...Arya then left and passed. I stepped foot while checking my phone which I had ignored earlier. It turned out that there were dozens of miss calls and dozens of massages. All from Andika. Yes all from Andika. I was lazy to open it....
..."Where have you been? I was waiting for you here!" A familiar voice....
..."You." I'm turning...
..."Where's your phone going?"...
..."Why not answer my phone. Ignoring my message?!."...
..."Need yes!"...
..."SESIL." The impact...
..."WHAT?!!" I snapped at him too....
..."Sorry." Hugged me but I tried to let go of his embrace....
..."What is. Sorry for what? YANK. SAYANK."...
..."Sil. Not what you see and hear."...
..."Keep it like what? I have to pretend I don't know."...
..."He's a college friend, a faculty friend, a department friend."...
..."Than. Why?"...
..."I don't have anything.same him."...
...I just smiled wryly. There is nothing he said. Just crazy. He was still looking for a justification like this....
..."She's beautiful, fashionable. I'm not nothing. I know myself too. Who am I as usual."...
..."Enough, sil."...
..."You are enough. I don't want to hear your justification. Thats enough. I didn't come here to see anything like this."...
..."Sil." Trying to grab my hand but I let go....
..."Don't hurt her." Arya's brother's voice. Turns right....
..."Sis." My surprise...
..."Your bag is missing in my car. I saw it was an important report, so I came back."...
..."You were with him?"...
..."Ja. Why?"...
..."Nothing to do with you, brother."...
..."Good yes, you ignored me all day because you were with him."...
..."Thats enough. Enough, Sister. Please, I don't want to see you right now. Go awayl."...
..."Sil."...
..."What did you not hear Sesil say?! Go awayl."...
..."No business with you."...
..."The business of Sesil. I can't stay still either."...
..."THATS ENOUGH. THATS ENOUGH. You're ENOUGH. Don't make me sicker and more embarrassed. Tolo g go."...
..."Come inside. I'll leave after you come in." Arya asked me softly...
...I walked in. I occasionally notice them. They were still facing each other in the front garden of the inn. May they do nothing strange just because I am nothing....
