Dear Captains

Dear Captains
2. Lousy



..."Sil, you haven't changed, have you?Still like the Sesil I know."...


..."I think the power ranger can change." My misery....


..."Our relationship is still the same. Our relationship may change status."...


..."Meaning?"...


..."Change that status, Sil."...


..."Okay. No, Ntar did not change the status. Take a walk." My god....


..."Seriously lha, Sil. Even smarted."...


..."Dica... Looks like we're more cool like this." I grabbed onto Andika's broad shoulders and threw my sweet smile....


..."Whatever you say." Pouted Andika while letting go of my embrace....


...I don't know why after we talk like that. Andika is getting away and not as usual to me. Andika who is super chatty, suddenly silent a thousand languages. I didn't think much of it, because I was too busy with my college business. These few months can almost count our fingers sending messages and calling....


..."Ma'am, aren't you home?"...


...There's a message coming in from Tika. Tika is Andika's cousin. I'm pretty close to Tika. We used to go together when we were in High School. At first knew Tika yes because Andika too....


..."Yes, I'm home again. Why Tik?"...


..."Play to dong's house. I never played at home for a long time. Yuk road, mbak. Don't you think I'm?"...


..."Sorry, I've been busy lately, Tik. Okay, I'm sliding into your house."...


..."Ready, waiting for ya. Very good you mbak. Miss you's."...


...I rushed to Tika's house. Tika House is not far from my house only about 15 minutes. But obviously when I go to Tika's house, it will definitely pass Andika's house. I hope he's not home. I don't know why I don't want to meet him for now. It felt like this heart was still heavy to meet him....


..."Clem... Tika's..."...


..."Da... Just sec. I came."...


...There was a sound of Tika running towards the door of her house opening the door for me....


..."Mbak. I want to." While groping me in and asking me to sit in his soft chair in the living room....


..."Tumben your house is deserted, Tik."...


..."Mama's out again. That's why I'm looking for temen. Lonely at home."...


..."There will be your beautiful sister. Just make sure he plays."...


..."Where does he want to mbak. He's busy with his fans.Hhmm kangen yes same him." Tika Toda to me....


..."Lha... Who is missing too. I haven't seen him in a long time either. Now her boyfriend must be getting more and more of her."...


..."Banget, Ma'am. I get hit sometimes. I was told to find a reason to reject the girls."...


..."Why aren't you guys dating anyway, Ma'am?"...


..."I'm the same Andika!! Oh, can't. I can hang it every time. Lha Andika has a lot of girlfriends, classy girlfriends too. I'm just a crumb of rempeyek, Bestie."...


..."The Khan's.... Rempeyek if savory yes delicious mbak." Tika Toda....


..."Already, ah. Talk about Andika. Not that I was going down the road." I diverted the discussion....


..."Uh... Yes forgot. I change clothes first, Ma'am. Don't run away. Just a minute." Tika immediately left the living room and ran to her room....


...I lay down my back and leaned my head on the sofa I was sitting on. While I breathe occasionally. Feel the comfort of this sofa, until my eyes do not feel a little sleepy. Suddenly my shoulder felt heavy. How shocked I was, there was a tall, handsome man who was leaning his head on my shoulders. I was shocked and pushed him hard....


..."Uh... You..."...


..."Ouch. This is Dika, Sil. Andika" While stroking her eel that I pushed because I was so shocked earlier. But after that Andika even smiled sweetly at me....


..."Jesus, Dika. You..."...


..."... I'm karen with you."...


...Andika hugged me tightly until my bones felt crumpled and boneless. I want to fight, but I have no power to drain my strength and fight it. I let him hold me tight for a few minutes....


..."Hii... You guys yeah..." Shouted Tika surprised us who were being swept away in longing....


..."Brother Tika.... Disturb you anyway. Back there in." Andika groused with a slightly unsettled tone....


..."Just delicious. This is Sesil I invited. What are you doing here, huh!!."...


..."Oh, aye. Sis, you sought my mother. I was told to come here to call you. She said mom needs to be with you for a second. Go to my mama first. Ntar you are diomelin if you do not rush to find mama."...


..."Don't lie to you!"...


..."Why the hell am I lying, brother. What good is it that I lied to you. Go to my mama. Let Sesil I accompany you while waiting for you to return, yes Sil!" ...


..."Hmmm. Look for opportunities in your narrowness, sister. Sil, wait a minute. Just make it up if you mess around. I'll go to my aunt's house for a second."...


...Tika rushed out to meet her mother Dika. The atmosphere was a bit awkward between me and Dika. No one wants to start a conversation. We just keep quiet and sometimes look at each other....


..."You taking an old vacation or coming back tomorrow?" Dika tried to melt the atmosphere....


..."There's no long holiday yet, brother. Maybe tomorrow afternoon I'll come back."...


..."Tomorrow morning the road. I'll pick you up."...


..."Emm. how are you..."...


..."At 7:30 am going to your house. Ready yeah. Wes is. Can't refuse. THE POINT."...


...Without waiting for my answer. He stood up, approached me, then kissed my head. I just fell silent watching him walk away from me while waving his hand. I could only look at him and be flabbergasted by his behavior. Andika, she was still being sweet and warm like that. We have not met for a long time. We also almost lost contact during this time. But, how I don't like Andika. Her sweet and slightly spoiled attitude made me miss that there was no her. But I'm afraid to think about it let alone feel it more than like it. I'm just scared. Who I like him. Is it appropriate for an ordinary girl to like an extraordinary man with talent that exceeds expectations. Even if I liked it, I'm sure I wouldn't be able to take care of it. There will be many eyes, voices, and hearts that will scorn me. Therefore, I am afraid that one day I will lose you if I choose to be with you and love you....


...(.(.Serialize)...