Dear Captains
18. Logic and Feelings
...Yesterday's incident still made me think hard. I still can't believe everything that's happened. I'm still lying on my bed that's a little not soft anyway. Still contemplating all. It all just happened, so I couldn't think straight....
...Drrrttt...
...The sound of my phone. I don't know where my phone is, I looked it up here and there. He shook but I didn't see the shape. I tore through my bag, it was here. I hurriedly answered....
..."Hallo."...
..."Hi, Sil." his voice was a little slow....
..."What's up, Dam?"...
..."I'm Andika."...
...I'm speechless. I checked the phone number coming in. Shit, new number. I didn't get to see him just now because I hurriedly picked up. ...
..."Andika?!"...
..."Yes, Andika. Are you busy today?"...
..."I'm..."...
..."... I want to talk to you. We'll see yuk."...
..."Sorry..."...
..."Just sec. Promise is not long. Just briefly. I'll send you the address in a message."...
..."Dika's..."...
..."... It was just the first." Closing phone....
..."Aaarrggghhh." ...
...My phone rings again....
..."What else?" Reply annoyed....
..."Hi... why?"...
...I looked at my phone screen. Uh, it was Damian. Oh my....
..."Sil, Sesil." Call yes over and over again....
..."Ah, yes. Damians."...
..."Wh why? What's up?!"...
..."Um... Nothing, nothing else with my friend. Early in the morning, bother looking for a task." There was the sound of Damian's crisp laughter like crepes. ...
..."Have you taken a shower yet?"...
..."Haven't. Just woke up."...
..."What?!! Girls at this hour haven't had a shower yet. Duh.. buruan deh there shower."...
...Suddenly the phone call changed with the vidio call. Oath of the child yes, the original ngeselin. But because he's handsome, I can't refuse....
..."What?!" Answer me ketus while turning on vidio mode....
..."Beautiful." ...
..."You are yes...." ...
..."Why is that even a pillow covered?" damian's temptations embarrassed me even more....
..."Where is there anything beautiful?!"...
..."That's what's behind the pillow."...
..."Damians."...
..."Yes Honey."...
..."Damian, don't make me a baper ah." Damian laughed at my behavior....
..."What is?! What's up?"...
..."Andika called me."...
..."Andika's? What did he say!" The look on Damian's face turned upset....
..."Just nyapa. He's..."...
..."Please permission Captain. Report.." suddenly there was a voice slipping in the middle of our vidio call....
..."Just a minute, honey. I have a moment's interest. I'll call again." Damian shut down our vidio call. I haven't been able to tell you that Andika invited me to meet. But do I have to tell you? It doesn't seem necessary either. Damian and I... Yeah I don't know if he's really with all his words or if I'm the only one who's too baper....
...Andika sent me the location where we were to meet. I don't know, I have to come or not. My logic, I don't want to repeat that stupid past. Andika already has a fiancee. On the other hand I want to see him. Solving problems that we have not been able to solve well. Finally my logic is defeated by my feelings....
..."You've come, Sil?! Not jammed?" Welcome Andika when I arrive at a cafe that is quite aesthetic and quiet in the middle of this bustling city. I'm welcome to sit down. Andika has ordered food, because at the table has been neatly arranged several types of food. ...
..."I've ordered food for you. You still like this food, right?!"...
...Andika still remembers all that. I was full and carried away, but I quickly woke up. I'm not the old Sesil....
..."What do you want to talk about?"...
..."Eat first. After we eat we talk."...
...His habits have not changed. He's still being sweet. I sometimes look at him. Saw it. She's still the Andika I know, only she's changed her classy appearance....
..."Wh why? The food's not good, I'm just playing?"...
..."Ah, no. I just..."...
..."Missed me. yes." Saut Andika while looking softly at my direction....
