Dear Captains
6. It Finally Happened
...The cold of the night wind made our atmosphere even colder. I froze and did not open my mouth. Moreover, Arya's brother, he bowed and just played his fingers. I don't know what to start this conversation with....
..."Deck. That guy I met at the diner, right?" Arya started to open the conversation....
..."Yes, Brother." My voice is slow....
..."Since when?"...
..."He's just a friend."...
..."That's not a friend, Dek."...
..."I don't have anything with him."...
..."But him?"...
...I'm speechless. Duck. I'm resigned. I don't know what happened, I resigned....
..."Maybe my fault too. I often nyuekin you, Dek."...
..."No, it's not."...
..."It seems like LDR is heavy." looked at me gently....
..."No, it's not that." I shed my tears....
..."You deserve more attention. It's not people like me who like your nyuekin." Removing my tears....
..."Sorry." I held the soft hand of Arya's sister still on my cheek....
..."Don't cry. You like her?"...
..."I'm..." Crying more....
...Brother Arya hugged me gently. I was crying in the arms of Arya. How not, I'm like a greedy person right now. On the other hand, I really like Andika. But on the other hand I'm afraid of losing Arya....
..."I don't want to hurt you. I'd better be with you, like brother and sister."...
..."Meanin?" take off Arya's arms....
..."Let's just end our relationship."...
..."Sis!!"...
...Tonight. It was a cold and cruel night. I have to make a choice. A choice that really doesn't make me happy in the least. A very heavy choice. I knew something like this would happen....
..."Sis. Excuse me."...
..."I love you so much. Even more than you know and see."...
..."Don't make me feel more guilty."...
..."Maybe our soul mate got here. I hope you'll be okay. Blissfully. Could be yourself. I knew all this time you were with me not being you. But trying to equalize with my wishes."...
..."Sister." ...
..."May I hug you just once. Just for a second."...
...Arya's sister hugged me. This time the embrace was so warm. I don't even want to let go. I don't want to let go. I hugged her tighter than she hugged me. She stroked my hair softly. Then kiss my forehead....
..."Thank you for being with me for a year. Always support me sincerely. Goodbye goodbye."...
..."Sis." I held his hand....
..."I'm doing fine. Don't worry." ...
...Arya let go of my hand slowly. I knew he was also very heavy to let go of my grasp. Arya walked out....
..."I Love you, Brother." I hugged him from behind....
..."I love you too."...
...I let go of my embrace. Trying to explain everything that happened. Although it must be this feeling, this incident will continue to imprint in my life. Because my first boyfriend, not my first love. Arya really left. I could not hold back my tears. Just a cry that could relieve me a little. My legs feel weak. Until I refused to stand up and move on. I just let go of a good man. But maybe this is the best, rather than me hurting him more deeply....
..."You're fine." Raised my hand towards me....
..."You?!" Look and take his hand....
..."I can't just leave. I saw everything." Andika hugged me....
..."I'm the same as him. Ends." ...
..."There's still me who loves you so much too."...
...I was crying in Andika's arms. Maddened. This is what is called crazy about love. Obviously there are good guys who always make me comfortable, but I let go and pick guys who often drive me crazy about their attitude. Andica. Yes Andika, the guy who is hugging me right now. ...
