Dear Captains
3. Big Lie
...He actually came to my house early in the morning, as he promised yesterday. Actually my little heart is very happy with our meeting back, but somehow there is a sense of obstruction in the heart....
..."Why aren't you ready yet, Sil?"...
..."You're really making sure I walk!" Polo answered....
..."Yeah eelah... Cooking is not!!! I've backpacks all my schedules for the sake of playing with you, Sil." Kesal Andika's....
..."Hmmmm... So busy... Ngartis... So you have a schedule." My God is smiling a little....
..."Just change clothes. I'm patient waiting. Sana cepet ah's. Don't piss me off."...
..."Since when... Since when can you be patient, huh!!"...
...".... Gee whiz... Just change clothes. Duh.. cepetan ah."...
..."Da... Yes.. really take it." I rushed in and changed my clothes....
...Andika hugged me with her favorite motor moge. The smell of his body is still the same, the perfume is still the same. Her fragrance soothed my body's soul. I love the same perfume that always calms me and makes me remember it....
..."I've been wanting to take you to this place for a long time, Sil. Just got through now. That's really good!"...
...I look around. The view of the mountains is beautiful and keeps the eyes fresh again with its greenery. I exhaled, indeed it has been a long time I did not spoil my eyes with this kind of atmosphere.I lay down my body on the rocking stage that is available in this place....
..."The sky is clear, but cool. It's cozy."...
...I closed my eyes. Enjoy the fresh air around me. It feels like all the burdens just disappear....
..."Sil."...
...I was surprised to hear a voice whispering in my ear....
..."Yep. I'm." I opened my eyes that were closed....
..."You're sleeping." Andika looked at me with a small smile towards me....
...Andika fell down next to me. We both looked up at the bright but cloudy sky....
..."Sil, why do you often ignore my messages and phone calls?"...
...Andika suddenly asked me in a serious tone. I immediately turned my face and looked at him. Then try to throw the sweetest smile I have at him. Actually the smile was to cover my heart that was a little racing because it was confused what to answer....
..."Um... My college work is a lot, brother. I'm sorry yes."...
..."Excuse me."...
..."No matter what, college and those tasks are much more important than me."...
...I just fell silent and took my eyes off. We were silent for a while without talking or looking at each other. Actually I miss her jokes a lot, her smile, and her powerful voice. But... I dare not reveal it. I want to hold her finger like I used to. But we can't be like before. Time has passed, everything is different. My phone shook and broke my daydream....
..."There's a phone, pick up there. You don't have to ignore it. Especially because I am with me. This time it was an important phone. It's not just Say Hai."...
..."Yeah, just a second."...
...I'm a little bit away from our seats. I took my phone out of my little bag. It turns out Arya's sister. She's my boyfriend....
...Dika fell silent and just looked at me from her seat. I tried to take my eyes off to avoid those shady, deadly glares of his eyes. It seems like it needs an explanation. His eyes filled with questions that seemed to want to know who was in my conversation on the phone. But he's holding it. I know he's holding her back and trying not to care. I actually know, but I also try to pretend I don't know....
..."Ye... Still the same him? That kid!" Andika suddenly opened a conversation that made my heart stop for a second...
..."Who?"...
..."Who else. That brother is, Sil."...
..."Brother Arya!"...
..."Ja. Her. Are you still the same as him?"...
..."Um..."...
..."Ah ... I know the answer. Forget it, let's go home. You'll be back tonight if we turn around the kesorean."...
...On the way home, Dika was silent a thousand languages. I actually know what she feels like. My chest feels tight too. But I chose to be quiet and try to be stupid. Everything's gonna be fine. It should be like that. Was fine. I just want to keep. Ah... I don't know what to look after! What is it that must be maintained, if it must hurt each other like this. Our story should not be like this. This is not what I want. The whole time has changed. Wrong plot what wrong plot. L'm... I don't know.as bad as it feels....
..."Be the girl I know. Don't try to be someone else in front of me."...
...Dika's words made my heart unable to beat. I held back the tears that were almost dripping in front of him....
..."I'm going home yes. Take good care of yourself."...
...I just fell silent to see Dika passing away and away until she disappeared. Cry broke. Broke so. I. I guess I'm sorry. I am so sorry that I lied to myself. Resist the feeling I should have expressed. Letting the sense that should be able to fly freely with him. But I. yes I am. I locked him up. It shut down all my cells not to choose them....
..."Excuse me. L'm... Actually I really like you. In fact, I've put you in my heart."...
...(.(.Serialize)...
