dark is not always dark
winding road part2
Life is a life journey full of twists and turns. That morning I was getting ready to go to Viona's house. Not yet gone, Viona called to take my mother to her house. I'll tell mom right away. Mother who is not ready so a little nagging to me, why don't you say from last night said Mother. After a long wait, my mother was ready and we left. Long story short we arrived at Om Hadi's house. Viona opened the door and then kissed my mother's hand. My mother was invited into the room om Hadi and I was told to wait in the guest room.
Old Mom and Om Hadi talk. According to Viona the state of om Hadi is not so good since night.
Mom finally came out too. I talked to Viona for a while, and then I took her home. I went to Om Hadi's room and Om Hadi told me to talk to Mom. After saying goodbye to Hadi, I said goodbye to Viona. Mom and I went home.
I drove the car with a bad feeling what's wrong with Om Hadi. What to talk about with Mom.
"Mother, what was that talk about with Om Hadi?": I said.
"Om Hadi wants you to marry Viona within a week" said Mother.
"it's not wrong ma'am how to prepare and all sorts of answers Mom": I said
"mother answered yes mother agreed at first mother thought Viona pregnant first but finally Om Hadi honestly she again hurt hard": said Mother.
"Om Hadi is very sick? what do you mean?" I said.
"Mommy also does not know what pain, which is clear about Hadi wants you to get married immediately and I understand the reason om Hadi. You get married first let the recipe last.": said Mother.
"I understand mom" I said
"If you are 21 years old, I hope you are mature because marriage is not playing many challenges in the future. Sample your house immediately take care of the marriage certificate. I want to call your sister first yes I think it's better this way before I move to another city live near your sister you're married first": said Mother.
"yes mother, pray mother that this child will be a useful person for the family": I said.
"yes mother always prays for you, don't tell Viona her papa is very sick and you shouldn't be able to say this to her" said the mother.
At home I started taking care of NA's mail
3 Days later, I went to Viona's house to give Viona an NA letter. There's Aunt Shinta and Tania. Long time I talked to Aunt Shinta as much as I did Aunt Shinta advising me and I was called om Hadi in her room. Om Hadi advised me at length I saw that Hadi was pale like the day before. After a long time I talked to Hadi. I went out and sat in the garden and Viona came up to me.
"ka, what are you thinking seems like you are fretting": said Viona
"the destiny of this life sometimes I do not understand that suddenly we will get married": I said.
"do you want to marry me?" asked Viona
"it's not like it's just that I don't have anything to be happy about you yet": I said.
"your presence here is enough for me to be happy": said Viona.
My mind drifted as to what the future destiny would be. I don't know if people are just running God's scenario, don't know what will happen tomorrow.
Well tomorrow is my wedding day. Even though it's simple, it still makes me tick. Even if it's just me, it's still a historic day for me. Tonight I was again given advice by Mother, uncle, Ida tea, mas Indra because I believe they are like that because they love me. That night I found it hard to sleep when I fell asleep in the middle of the night. And I dreamt again this time I dreamt that Viona and I were sitting on the beach staring at the sun drowning and Viona crying.
I woke up my mother. I shower and dress well and have breakfast with my family. Before long came Ustad and Pa Rt my neighbor who I took part in the witness. Then came Deni and Indri they wear batik clothes that pair up they are very harmonious.
“lu already followed me first your great marriage bro”: said Deni.
“When did you follow Den?”: I said
“beres lecture me directly lamar Indri”: said Deni
“May your wish come true”: I said.
We headed to Viona's house. Long story short we arrived at Viona's house and greeted by Warman relatives om Hadi. We entered the house and there was already a resident of Aunt Shinta, Tania and om Jaya lawyer om Hadi. Hadi and Viona have not been seen. Aunty shinra and om warman kindly invited a group chat from my family.
Shortly thereafter came the om Hadi whose path was paved Viona. Viona is very beautiful with bridal makeup. Finally the event began after the reception from Ustad continued with the ijab qabul event. I see that Hadi is hard-pressed to speak but still forced. After the completion of the event Ijab qabul me and viona alternately rest in front of my mother and om Hadi who is now officially my in-law. Om Hadi somehow then hugged me tightly and long while saying take good care of Viona. I know that Hadi cried because his tears washed me too.
Then we took a family photo. A happy day. Then we continued eating. After the family meal, the mother's family group returned followed by om warman and om Jaya. I asked Aunt Shinta to stay the night but Aunt Shinta refused on the grounds of not bothering us.
I stared at Viona's face. The face that has always excited me is now officially my life companion. A thousand things to say but it's hard for me to get out. I sat next to Viona we uploaded a photo of us to instagram and appeared funny funny comments from friends even Joko finally admitted my love was photographed. Even many friends are envious.
Suddenly aunty's screams sounded I immediately approached him. Jeez I saw Hadi fainted and said auntie om Hadi fell when she was going to the bathroom. I panicked and called Viona. Viona was just as panicked as I was. I asked auntie to call pa yayat to prepare the car. I told Viona to change clothes. After the car was ready to take Hadi to the car and Viona followed by the car we left for the hospital along the way Viona cried. I could only pray all along . when I reached the hospital straight to the IGD room. Some nurses helped bring om with her push-bed. Viona was crying in my arms. We waited anxiously. Long time running arrived a doctor came and said he had tried as much as possible but everything God determines then invite us to the place om Hadi . I saw that Hadi was stinged, I read the talqin in the ear of Hadi. Not long
om Hadi's breath is like a stop and the heart rate reader tool shows a straight line.. I panicked I called the doctor.. The doctor examined and shook Viona's head shouting papah and then fainted.. I had Viona sit Viona in the doctor's seat and a nurse help me hold Viona. At that time I could not say if only tears that came out of my eyes splashed my cheeks. My legs are limp my brain can't think. After a while I thought I should call who I was first trying to call Aunt Shinta. My phone hasn't been picked up in a long time.
"hallo what's going on at this hour" said Aunt Shinta.
"there's what it's quick to say" said Aunt Shinta.
"sir, ..papah Hadi died": I said.
The screams of Aunt Shinta were heard across the phone.
"Hallo, hello this is kaka aka? what is it?: tania's voice replaces Aunt Shinta's.
"father Hadi died we were in the hospital" I said.
There was Tania's crying voice..
"we have Tania to calm down mama": said Tania and the phone was cut off.
Oh my God, it's so easy for you to turn my life around. I should have felt happy tonight but deep sadness..
Om Hadi's body is taken care of by the hospital. I'm waiting for Viona to faint. I bbm Ida tea because I can already say the word. I'm tea Ida my in-laws died and I'm in the hospital, I don't expect my bbm to be read because it's past midnight. Hpku quivered my bbm reply that Ida tea and Indra mas will soon go to the hospital.
I saw Viona muttering and Viona yelling "I want papah". I hugged Viona who was crying hard in my chest. My wedding dress should be full of happiness but it's full of tears of sadness Viona and me. O Allah strengthen me and give me patience to live my destiny..
In deep sadness I was unable to think clearly fortunately Mas Indra and Ida tea came. Ida tea calms Viona and Indra's mas invites me to take care of the administration and remove the body. I had Pa Yayat help prepare the house and help for the funeral. I called Om Warman to tell him about Hadi's death.
Long story short after being buried at home kamk all agreed that day also the body was buried. Accompanied by rain, the funeral was held at the family funeral. During the funeral procession, Viona and Aunt Shinta pass out and are forced to go home. I stood on the red ground of om Hadi's grave the best man who ever filled my life. My mind drifted to mind when I lost my beloved. The mourners have come home only me and Om Warman who accompany me and encourage me. From afar I saw a figure crying in a strange tomb from that distance I heard the figure crying because no one prayed for him. I also pray for that figure. Before long the figure disappeared along with a gust of wind. Om Warman took me home. And we went home.
I invited Shinta's mother and aunt to stay with us for a while. Mother accepts but Aunt Shinta refuses because she is not strong always remembered memories with Om Hadi.
The day I went through was still filled with sadness Viona still often cried and locked herself up not wanting to eat. Good thing my mother was patient in persuading and encouraging Viona. I saw that mom loved Viona as much as her own son.
Even the mother who takes care of tahlil events and every night tahlil aunt Shinta is present. On the seventh night I talked to Aunt Shinta I said I still think of Aunt Shinta as my mother too and consider Tania my sister too. I asked Aunt Shinta to love Viona like her son. Aunt Shinta hugged us in tears and said she would acknowledge us as her children even though she was not married to Hadi.
Today my mother asked for permission to go home to take care of the transfer of home goods to a new house outside the city and my mother told me to accompany Viona because the transfer of goods has been taken care of by Indra. And I do.
I plan to go orphaned institutions donate a little money I hope it can be a flowing practice for om Hadi. I took Viona. Viona.
At ten in the morning we arrived at the orphanage after giving the money I asked the permission of the caretaker to give us the food and clothes we brought and saw the children of the orphanage.
The caretaker allowed. Viona and I saw the orphan and Viona's attention was on one cute toddler. Even Viona asked permission to hold the baby. The first time after Hadi's death I saw Viona smiling. I chatted lightly with the caretaker and Viona seemed cool with the baby. Soon we decided to go home.
On the way home Viona clasped my hands tightly hopefully this early Viona can move on.
Long story short the next day I woke up with a soft caress on my cheek. Viona woke me up for the first time Viona woke me up. This time his face was beaming he told me to take a shower and wait at the dinner table. Taking a shower I ate with Viona. Having Viona eat took me to sit in the garden chair. In the garden seat, Viona rested her head on my shoulder.
"Thank you for taking me to the orphanage, I realized how lucky I was even though I was left behind I still got love from you, from my mother and from my mother Shinta": said Viona
"you must not be sad, and our path is still long ahead, there is still a winding road that we must take": I said.
"Yes when I was waiting I saw a baby pity still a child has no parents but fortunately there are still people who care": said Viona.
"that is life but God justly gives love to the baby even though it is not from parents but there are people around him": I said.
Looks like someone entered the courtyard turns out Tania came alone.
"Tania ga school": my question.
"it's Sunday today" said Tania then next to Viona.
"Healthy friend?": my question.
"healthy ka nitip salam for kaka sama ka Viona, uh on daydreaming what the hell follow dong nih I bring snack ngdamunnya while snacking for fun": said Tania with style rangilnya.
"Tumben bring food usually also ask for snacks": I said.
"kan bribe first and then ask Jajan": said Tania.
"just you": said Viona with a laugh. It's so happy my heart saw Viona laugh again
