dark is not always dark
finals
"Den did abah panca come to pa Jamil's house?": I asked.
"already last night why bro?" said Deni.
"in the near future the Panca abah will intervene": I said.
"Maybe you already know why you came": said Deni.
"Yes I already know": I said.
"Aka, Viona for a moment well I picked up Indri first": said Deni.
"Can nitip buyin ga food?": I said
"maybe, all of you eat together here for what pesen?" said Deni.
"What's the important thing is that there's a name, Viona what do you want?": I said.
"just be with you" said Viona.
"i'm walking first" said Deni.
"car rickshaw don't go cape": I said.
"hahaha aka oon road means also naek car": said Deni.
Deni went to his car. It's just me and Viona that some distro employees are delivering the goods. Viona shifted the chair she was sitting on towards me.
Looks like there's something he'll talk about.
"i want to talk" said Viona.
"what's the sweet lady" I said.
"this is serious don't be kidding me well": said Viona her cheeks look flushed.
"yes, what doesn't do for you" I said.
"gombal, ka if what dream you have, what can make you happy": said Viona.
What question is this. I looked at Viona's face and it seemed like it was a question from her heart. My dream? my happiness?
I never thought there. I feel good about my current situation. Indeed, I am not rich in money, but I think enough to pay for college there for my needs even though I cannot give money to my mother. Of love? this is all that bothers me. Irene I know she loves me otherwise I'm the same. But there seems to be a wall blocking the truth I love but not happy even though Irene is gracefully beautiful but sometimes so easy to hold the hands of others. Maybe I just feel sorry when Irene talks with glassy eyes I always want to be the one to erase her sadness. Unlike Viona who sometimes looks sexy but she always keeps her distance from men. He is cheerful sometimes spoiled but kind. Tajir but not arrogant never even once talk about his property or demeaning others. But does he want to be with me who's just an ordinary person, not to mention the words of someone who might say I'm just after his property. I realized I wasn't being honest with myself I was just considering other people's feelings. I kept feeling afraid of hurting Irene's feelings when I was around other people. I'm afraid said someone else who's after Viona's wealth. Being true to yourself is probably part of self-study. Being true to myself is achieving my dreams and being happy is what I'm going to do.
"enough, it's Viona" I said.
"you're angry at my words" said Viona, her eyes starting to water.
"ga viona, you're a pretty good girl" I said with a sigh. Viona looked at me carefully.
I held Viona's soft fingers.
"let me pursue you my bidadar, I am the man who must pursue you fighting hard to have you, I want you to see my struggle get you": I said.
"i have my heart" said Viona.
Viona hugged me and cried in my face. Yes cry happy because he smiled even though he did not forget while pinching crab style about my waist. I'm glad I'm being honest with myself. I don't care said the guy who thought I wanted to morotin Viona's estate. Let Viona Lover be heartbroken. The important thing today is that I feel happy not necessarily I am happy tomorrow not necessarily my age until tomorrow. Do we not always pray for the happiness of the world and the Hereafter. May my happiness in the world find the right person.
" um um sorry to bother": said Deni.
"oh ga what, Viona let go of her embrace embarrassed Deni and Indri": I said.
"ga ah can only hurt to be released": said Viona spoiled.
"ga papa Aka you'll be indifferent if I bend and peck Indri in front of you": said Deni.
"I know for sure you guys just soan hore finally aka ga jomlo again let's eat this food already I brought.": said Indri.
We ate together while occasionally chuckling because of our jokes.
I saw Viona's face flushed with the taste of eating sambel. Beautiful nian Viona if time can stop I want to feel this moment longer.
Viona's HP is ringing. Viona picked up the phone and immediately Viona's face turned pale.
"what is Viona?": I said.
"so the phone from bi surti he said earlier papah felt dizzy in the office and went home right at home papah yelled out in pain": said Viona.
"we must hurry our Viona to your house. Den please call abah panca":kataku.
"I picked up abah panca smsin full address of your house Viona": said Deni.
we rushed out of my office to the Viona car and went straight with Viona to the house.
