dark is not always dark

I erased this taste

I woke up lazy to face today. The time you missed out on college today is just one course. Went where? home sitto. Beres shower breakfast I say goodbye to my mother leaving well rather than to the campus is better to the business office district Indri, Deni, and Amat. skip ....

I've been there there are some Indri men packing things. I went into the computer room and drew some designs. 

"mang dede, the boss has been on the dateng yet.": I said.

"so the same boss dani indri boss has come to keep going again" said mang Dede who was packing goods.

Still pictured Irene holding hands with the man. Anger and jealousy mixed in the chest. I wondered if I should be angry when I met Irene. Ah I think this is the best of God's destiny I have to live well. Some designs have made me see the clock has been at 4 pm does not feel a few hours I am here. I walked out of the room in front of the office smoking a kretek. Mang Dede came up to me and gave me a warm cup of coffee.

"how to sell goods this week": I said.

"lumayan den rame now many orders from outside the region": said Mang Dede.

"now become busier mang": I said

"yes, who knows if our salary goes up" said Mang Dede.

Deni's car entered the office. I saw Deni, Indri, Viona get off the car and lastly Irene got off the car.

"bro's been here a long time" said Deni

"From the morning again males college, this koq can be together": I said.

"out of the cafe. hp kaka is difficult to contact at bbm ceklis wa also sms on the phone can not": said Viona.

"again males use hp": I said.

"gue goes in first": said Deni.

"don't marahan mulu" said Indri.

They're in the office except Irene she's coming for me. I just keep quiet.

"then I want to talk to you" said Irene

"this is speaking again" I said

"koq wasn't in college" Irene said

"are you angry with me?" said Irene

I just shook my head.

"I'm sorry I lied to you I tried to explain the pas clay dp bbm you but hp you are not active on campus no I bbm Indri and invited here who knows you are here": said Irene

"Irene I'm disappointed you lied to me you said you're in a boarding house but you're in the same mall guy if I don't see you're not going to tell me": I said.

"sorry that's my ex he met there need to turn out not to eat, it's all that": said Irene.

"Ren you're lying again I know you're not just eating": I said

"Yes, I'm back again" said Irene.

"Ren inget ga said you when in your dream villa is with someone who accepts you as you are... maybe you wish someone could accept you for who you are even if you lie, but I also hope someone who honestly accepts me for who I am. be loyal to me as I am loyal to him.": I said.

"i have not agreed to accept my ex's invitation" Irene said

"your hands show your true feelings, maybe you'd better rethink between us" I said.

"but I love you" said Irene.

"think first of what you say whether your words are the same as how you feel": say I.

"you don't love me anymore" said Irene.

"you don't need to ask anymore you can know for yourself how I feel about you": I said.

Irene was silent. 

"I'm not angry that you chose to return to your former camp, I do what I do.": I said.

Irene began to rub her eyes and slowly cried..

"Don't hurt the feelings of your loved ones": I said that while stepping into the office.

Honestly I can't stand Iren crying but I can let him choose the best for him even if I'm going to be disappointed..