dark is not always dark

dark is not always dark
karuhuns



The day has changed the night. Deni, Amat, Indri, Irene, Lia was chatting inside I was sitting outside myself looking at the dark night. Roko kretek and black coffee accompanied me.


Sayup sayup crickets sound still there is a shadow of Rini in my memory.


A voice called out to me in the front in the dark. No one looks or looks at anything. Ah this is probably just my imagination hearing voices calling me.


I closed my eyes feeling empty and I fell asleep.


Where'sme? I woke up in a village long ago. His clothes, the building I like invited a grandfather around to see around there are soldiers there are people and there are buildings like the Palace. I was invited to walk down the rice field in a forest and invited to sit a large stone.


the grandfather said:


"mistake kuring sahiji karuhun hideup"


(i am one of your ancestors)


"breathe of kudu can self-saw" 


(life must be able to examine itself)


"kudu daek meurih'


(must be concerned)


"the adiguna"


(not arrogant)


"kudu daek tutulung "


(must help)


"kudu sure bagja,pati, cilaka geus aya nu ngatur"


(must be sure happy, dead, wretched there is already a regular)


"mulih ka jati go back to the origin"


(everything will go back to God)


"i can contemplate myself"


(must be able to put yourself)


that grandpa rubbed my head.


"kudu naji self mun hideup geus can self-saw in the breath will be the ommat kudu nepi ka marifat".


(must teach yourself if you can pay yourself life will be right remember to reach marifat)


then the old man smiled and there was a tiger next to him. Not long after, Grandpa and the scene were gone.


like there was a bright light I opened my eyes. I was in my room and it was morning.


"you made us anxious last night": Deni spoke.


"what time is it" I said.


"at 9am" said Deni


"new feeling for a moment":my words.


"in any case, Irene saw you passed out last night outside kamj move you to the room and not consciously aware": said Deni.


"what happened aka?": said Amat


"i'll tell you I want to go to the bathroom first" I said.


After I left the bathroom, I was in the middle room.


"then eat first your face shoots that": said Indri.


I then ate the fitting I bit the fried egg tasted a little salty.


"who's cooking this?": I said


"tuh iren": said Lia


"salty pads are not strong enough to mate": I said.


Iren approached me and didn't use the stale base to pinch my stomach


"ih woke up even made a sprain of fainting again": said Irene.


"sick, very bad again pms yes": I said.


pletaaakkk.


"sebeeeel": said Iren.


I pura pura fainted.. 


"Iren is going to faint again" said Indri


They shook my body trying to wake me up.


Irene sounded panicked.


"Darrr hehehe": I woke up 


"akaaa jeleeek": said Iren


"huuuu I really think" said Deni


Iren pouted and suddenly arrived plok he stuck his artificial egg to my face.


And everyone laughs at me.


on kemna anyway?": my question


"we want to shop for by2" said Deni


"Yes we all want a mesh road" said Indri.


"had no money to shop" I said.


"somewhat you will, I actually have money you want to pay": said Deni.


"ga if you have money to pinjem hehehe": I said


"basis aka oon": said Indri while monyongin his lips.


"iren want to come?": said Lia


"ga ah nemenin aka aja": said Irene


" yes temenin aka, the power of abis konslet fainting tuh": said Indri.


"nyetrum dong me" I said.


I sat in front of the villa. Irene sat next to me while carrying 2 cups of coffee.


"This is the coffee" Irene said and sat next to me.


"canine cake?": I said.


"pake let's make it go out!": said Irene while nyubit.


"sickness" I said


"biarin": said Irene.


"why don't you come, don't you have any money? koq yes":kataku


"i have money" Irene said.


"gave pinjem means hoax" I said


"huuu wants it": said irene.


I sniffed coffee while smoking my kretek cigarette.


"let's tell the story of the moment you passed out": said Irene


then I told him about my grandfather's meeting and was invited around and his advice.


"so rich if I could do that" said Irene


"maybe I can but I don't know either, just that I'm surprised that there's something wrong with my ancestors" I said.


"what's wrong" Irene said.


"he said my ancestors were sailors but the journey was not deh" I said.


"hahahaha oon base if the sailor is only in the song" said Irene


uh how the coffee is just not sweet beware if you say to pickle": said Irene while showing her fist.


"ga salty but so sweet": I said.


"koq can be sweet" Irene said.


"the coffee is quite sweet but fitting your sweet face so sweetness deh":kataku.


"goooooombaaaal.": said Irene while blushing in embarrassment.


"the proof is that Joko has a crush on you" I said.


"it will begin, ah you have a crush on me the most" Irene said.


"ga ah ntar every day not dimasakin telor even my face was blocked by eggs": I said.


"hehehehehehe abis ye ngeselin": said irene.


"ngeselin koq at home the same way I actually like joko": I said.


"that's joko again joko again sebeeel": said Irene while issuing a pinch level 10 super sick.


"sickness": I said.


"biaaariiiin": says Irene.


I rubbed my scuffed hand Irene pinched.


"i'm ugly, what do you think about indigo" Irene said


"i can't give you my opinion I told najai himself first. Find yourself looking for your own shortcomings and faults fix yourself.": I said.


"in your opinion of how I am, I am also confused because sometimes I can see ghoib creatures": said Irene.


"my opinion of you is smart, beautiful but beautiful": I said


"yeeeee is not how it is" said Irene.


"this right if people say if men are same girl only two third is?": I said.


"demon dong": said Irene


"just look next to you" I said.


Irene looked to her side.....


"Haaaaaaaaaa, takuuuuut": shouted Irene while hiding her face on my shoulder.


"i am evil, you tell the creature" said Irene.


Indeed from earlier I felt a creature was present next to Irene.


"hehehehehe that's why I told you to see that I can't see it just feel its presence as faint as it looks": I said.


"aka fear iiiiiih": said Irene


"tan goes sono temen I'm terrified": I said


the figure went flying while saying:"the devil's bloated boy dinggo guyonan".


"well, go" I said.


Irene raised her face while crying.


"i'm evil": said Irene


"sorry I just want to teach you so you don't see that easily, though, try if there has been a little sign of the presence of such creatures you try to strengthen your determination not to see later you can control your ability ": I say


"really?" said Irene


I'm nodding. I wiped the tears on his cheeks.


"you have beautiful eyes like your mom":my words.


"let's say you..": said Irene.


"as your father said, he loves you very much." - I said.


Irene leaned her head against my shoulder and cried again.


"patience well I know the sense of losing someone we love so much": I said.


"do you know my father is dead?" said Irene.


"you know why I can sometimes see the journey of one's life" I said.


"the time": said Irene.


"when you confide or tell me about your problems, I am ready by your side" I said.


I accidentally saw Irene's journey and the sadness in her life.