
Cam was standing on the porch of his room. His gaze glared towards the bright starry sky. la pondered. For a few days his heart was not calm. His brain was so scared that he could not focus his mind. Cam hates his circumstances. He does not like to feel depressed for any reason, because he will not be able to work quietly.
All of this is sourced from Fanny Blair! The girl and her shocking confession managed to ravage her heart.
A Com*fort Wo*men? Ck, what a forced lie. Of course, Fanny said honestly if she did not want to know him. She was upset because she did not recognize his signs from the beginning. Fanny's reluctance to accept replacement money until her departure is clear if she avoids it.
Why is Cam upset? If he can already accept, why doesn't Cam forget about Fanny right away? What a strange situation.
"What am I really worried about? I'd go crazy if I kept going like this!" Cam cut him off and went to sleep. He won't be as long as he muses.
However, Cam's attempt to sleep was also unsuccessful because Fanny again disturbed his mind. His eyes could not be closed, instead staring at the ceiling of the room. Cam recalls having experienced this kind of situation, which was when he had just lost Fiona, he could not sleep at all because he could not accept the fact that his wife was dead.
So, I'm in the same situation now? Cam smiled smirkily. Why did he fall back in that shitty condition? In the past, the condition arose because he loved Fiona very much. His subconscious refused to accept reality, making his psyche unstable. Cam has done various therapies to relieve stress and get results even though sometimes still having nightmares.
Could it be because he actually harbored feelings for Fanny so that he could not accept that he was rejected by the girl? No way!
Cam stared at the spot on his empty side. There was no more warmth that could be embraced since Fiona left. Cam is sure he doesn't need her if it's not the warmth that comes from Fiona's body. However, tonight, Cam suddenly wants her. Suddenly, Cam needs someone he can reach and feel his warmth.
For the first time after five years of living alone, Cam felt lonely. Perhaps, Aunt Bell was right, it was time she sought someone who could be her place of sharing her hardships as well as happiness.
Cam turned to the side, right towards the figura containing a photo of his late wife perched sweetly on the nightstand. he deliberately put her there so that the sight of Fiona's smiling face becomes the first thing he sees every morning.
"Fiona, I'm sorry. Like her you will no longer be the only woman who fills my heart."
Next to Cam's hand picked up the phone he had placed on the side of the figura. While still staring at Fiona's portrait, he contacted. "I want you to accompany me somewhere tomorrow, Austin."
"Tomorrow to come to my office. Don't be late and don't take your lover," Cam said, not wanting to return a joke from Austin.
"I wondered where you were going to take me," said Austin, turning serious.
"I don't know that place, but I'm sure you do" Cam replied.
"Okay, now you're making my sleepiness go away. What's that place?" ask Austin.
"A place I've never been to, but you've offended her a few times in the past while we were drinking."
"Don't play guessing with me now. Just say it straight," Austin replied, a little upset that Cam wasn't talking directly to his core.
"I want you to help me find a lover I can hire" Cam replied suddenly.
"Ah, that lover..wait!" austin shouted in shock.
Cam immediately disconnected his connection before Austin could bomb him with questions. He doesn't want to hear the commotion tonight. Now, the only thing he needs is sleep.
Connect .....
Cam is that? Want to ask for help, not polite?