
Chapter 42's
Flash . . .
Haikal/ “You why never reply to my letter when we were still nyantri?”.
Shahilla scrunched her forehead.
“Surat?”.
Haikal/ “Iya, a letter that I often put on your class table”.
Shahilla/ “The letter that her envelope scented parfume is yes?”.
Haikal/ “Iya, you remember right?”.
Shahilla/ “Remember, but not her letter – the letter was to Aina huh?”.
Haikal/ “No, the letter was not for you Aina, indeed I did not put my name and your name on the letter because I was afraid if it was discovered, I did not, can – you can in law. So I always give a sign to the letter let you realize that the letter is from me to you”.
Shahilla/ “I think the letter is for Aina, because what you wrote all about Aina, I think, plus gossip – gossip children santri say that you like Aina because of your good treatment with Aina”.
Haikal/ “No La, the letter is not for you Aina, I don't like Aina at all, I'm good with Aina because Aina is your best friend, I'm trying to find out about you through Aina, I like her the same you .. .”.
Flash back in santri . . .
Shahilla, Aina and Ayu enter their class before the other students enter. Ayu saw a letter on Shahilla and Aina's table.
“There's surat”. Ayu took her.
“Hmmm scented once his letter, scented gum, kira – kira this letter from whom ya?, his problem no sender nya”. . Maybe he opened the envelope.
The letter #
Assalamualaikum says.
Hi, you must be surprised by the arrival of this letter.
I didn't mean to bother you.
I just want to get to know you closer as far as I've known you.
I want to be honest with you.
Ever since that time, when my last day was a mistake, I realized that I was mistaken in knowing you, at that time only you defended me and did not blame me for what I did. I'm ashamed of you.
Every day I always see yourself more luminous than other students so that the light ignores my view on others. I don't understand that either. After I thought – thought its end I realized that I love you.
I didn't expect an answer from you because I didn't ask you, I just wanted to be honest about how I felt about you.
Like this letter, I got here.
Thank you for reading my letter.
Wassalamualaikum it.
By : H
“By H . . ?, who is H ?”. Ayu raises her eyebrows. While Shahilla and Aina still think who the figure of H.
Ayu/ “Ehh . . . But wait a minute, who is this letter for?”. Ayu glanced at Shahilla and Aina.
Shahilla/ “Where do we know who this letter is for?”.
“Nothing, like this guy play guess – guess deh”. Ayu rejected – reverse the letter because looking for clues.
Shahilla/ “Hmm but we can not bring the feeling first, it could be this letter is not for one of us, or it could be this letter a trap for us, we must heart – hearts, he said, don't let anyone else know other than the three of us, just wait, if you think – think this sender is printing another letter in the same place means this letter to one of us”.
Ayu/ “Ehhh kayaknya I do not follow, his letter is on the table you two”.
“Try see his letter”. Aina picked up the letter and noticed her writing.
Shahilla/ “You know her writing Na?”.
“Bentar”. Aina took her book from inside the bag, and opened it on the page of the book which was already filled with hand graffiti that her writing was the same as the letter.
Shahilla and Ayu also participated in researching both writings.
“Sama . .”. Call them simultaneously.
Shahilla/ “This is whose writing is Na?”. Shahilla pointed to the writing in Aina's book,
Aina/ “Writing her Haikal that time she never minjam this book”.
Ayu/ “Do not – do this letter from Haikal for you Na”.
Aina/ “What?, not possible lah”.
Shahilla/ “Ehh could be Na, I just remembered the time of the incident he knew I was the abis he was going to come to you Na and on that day also he apologized the same I kept it the last day of his time he was in law in this pesantren. So chances are she likes you Na about her she changed because you're Na”.
Ayu/ “Iya yes I am also new reason, meaning all this time he approached you because he likes you. Waaah so sweet really you guys make me jealous just”.
Aina/ “Iih apa’ an the hell you guys, do not want her to take the conclusion kayak gitu”.
Ayu/ “We'll pervert it like that based on facts you know Na. Oh yes how if you just reply to the letter, from there we know how the continuation is more clear, and prove also that our conclusion is both true”.
Shahilla/ “Ide nice too it, all we can tell him that love – love before his time was haram law his”.
Ayu/ “Thread it”.
“No want, it's good for you, if you want, you'll reply to the letter, if I'm ogah”. Aina crumpled the letter and threw it into the trash alias throw it away.
Flash On . . .
Shahila sat quietly on the balcony of her room after she slept with Zahira. He remembers his past when he was a santri. She still remembered the chapter of the letter that was always on her desk with Aina. Even though it was the past, how Shahilla was still thinking about the letter, she realized that it was true that the letter was intended for her not for Aina.
“Why did I not think that the letter was for me?, but also if it was digested the letter was intended for me not for Aina. Yes ALLAH . . . The misunderstanding that occurred a dozen years ago only now finds its truth. He . .”. Shahilla laughed remembering.
#Ting Nong . . . .
The sound of her apartment bell rang. Shahilla rushed out of the room. Before he opened the door Shahilla was ready – ready to wear her veil set because she was sure that the guest was not Restu.
Shahilla opened the door and saw a beautiful hijab-wearing woman.
“Aina . .?”. His exclaims and directly snatched the woman's body aka Aina.
“Ma Sya ALLAH Na, I miss you altogether”.
Aina/ “I also miss you La”.
Shahilla took off her hug. “Yuk we're in.”. Shahilla let Aina into her apartment. “Sit Na, I want to drink first for you”.
Aina sat down. “Not bother – bother La”.
“No, yes time you came far – far here I did not expect anything, bentar ya”. Shahilla died Aina. Aina glanced at the entire apartment of Shahilla and Restu.
“Oh yes, you how are you?, who are you here with?, Reynan why not invite?. Kan I so many nanya same you, his abis I miss so much you he he he he”. Shahilla appeared with a tray containing cold drinks and snacks.
Aina/ “He he he he la, news I Alhamdulillah well La, I alone La here, oh yeah I bring’ in something for your son, I'm happy, sorry about your son's show, I didn't come”. Aina thrust a parcel for Zahira.
Shahilla who had removed her veil also sat with Aina. He welcomed the parcel.
“Ma Sya ALLAH, so memgerepoti you Na, hearken to many yes Na. No matter what – Na, besides there will be your representative, Reynan participated equally mother to his show Zahira he he he”.
Aina/ “Oh yes . .?, I'm really sorry about you, I also just found out yesterday because I met her assistant Restu si Aan, it turns out he still remembers me, he kept saying that you and Restu tried to contact me but could not, so I asked for your address and came here to apologize to you guys”.
Shahilla/ “It's Na, I'm not asking that. I think you know it because the mother who was ngasi know to you”.
Aina/ “Gak La”.
Shahilla/ “Oh yes, Fatih how are you, healthy is he?”.
Aina/ “I don't know La, how” news.
Shahilla's forehead shriveling.
“Lho don't know?”.
“Iya La, I have not seen him for a long time, my relationship with Fatih is on the edge of”. Aina lowered her head.
“You mean?”.
Aina/ “My relationship with Fatih has been destroyed La, I want to divorce him”.
“Astaghfirullah Adzim, do you know that divorce is an act that is hated by ALLAH?”. Shahilla's eyes widened to hear him.
“I know La, but want how else, I can not defend it, I have not been able to face the treatment of him the same I La”. Aina's eyes began to look – glass and she suffered all of it to Shahilla.
Shahilla was shocked to hear all of Aina's stories. Shahilla approached Aina and hugged her.
Aina/ “Listened ya La”.
Shahilla/ “I doa’ in may ALLAH give you the ease to pass these trials and trials and give you the best way out, Aamiin”.
“Aamiin”. Aina tried to smile, her heart felt lighter after she told Shahilla all.
Shahilla/ “But Na, as soon as you tell Mother and Reynan. They must miss you, especially Reynan, you have no pity on Reynan?”.
Aina/ “I'm still not ready La, I feel guilty as Reynan. Every time I see Reynan, Fatih's face always shadows”.
Shahilla/ “Na you should not make Reynan feel disappointed as early as possible, pity he is still small, he still needs you, he still needs the affection of a mother”.
“Astaghfirullah, yes La, In Sha ALLAH, I will contact them as soon as nya”. Aina rubbed her face, frustrated.
Shahilla rubbed – rubbed Aina's back to calm her down.
#Oweek . . . . . . . Oweeek . . .
There was the sound of Zahira crying in the room.
“Bentare Yes Na”. As fast as lightning Shahilla ran into the room. Aina wiped her tears and threw away her sad face.
Shahilla also appears with Zahira. Aina got up from her seat approaching them when she saw Shahilla carrying Zahira carrying her out.
“Ma Sya ALLAH is beautiful you son, ngegemesiiiiiin”. Aina stroked Zahira's chubby cheeks.
“Thank you very much Lovely charity”. Shahilla moves – moves Zahira's tiny hands.
Aina/ “Sini Amah gendong”.
Shahilla tells Zahira to turn to Aina.
Aina was holding her.
“Uluuuh . . . Uluuhhhh, iiih gems really La, how many months has La?”.
Shahilla/ “In Sya ALLAH this 15th pas three months Na”.
Aina/ “Emm . . . ASI La?”.
Shahilla/ “Alhamdulillah ASI Na, her rezeky Zahira ASI I lot”.
Aina/ “Enak really you yes, Reynan was only a month only get ASI me after that formula milk, about her ASI I dry, I dry, already on the fishing line eating and drinking this was still no result as well, so yes it was Reynan in milk formula deh”.
Shahilla/ “Got what – what Na, which is important healthy. Now Reynan has gone to school?”.
Aina/ “Already La, she has Kindergarten, just because I live in her mother's place so forced to drop out of her school, want me to go to school in Medan, Reynan does not want. So I can't be too pushy for him”.
Shahilla/ “Pelan – just slow Na, maybe later Reynan himself who will ask”.
Aina/ “Iya La”.
Without feeling the time has started late afternoon. Aina was soon to return home.
“I say yes La, thank you very much for today”. Aina hugged Shahilla.
Shahilla/ “You don't have to thank Na. Next time you have to tell me, if you need help coming to us, In Shay's ALLAH I and Mas Restu will help you as much as we can. You do not hesitate – sungkan”.
Aina nodded her head.
“Iya La, Thank you, yes I already said yes. Assalamualaikum”.
“Waalaikumussalam”. Shahilla sees Aina's virginity, then she re-enters her apartment.
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“So anyone came huh babe?”. Restu saw a parcel on the dresser when he put his watch in the drawer.
“Em . .?”. Shahilla turned her head and she saw that Restu was already holding the parcel.
“Oh . . . Yes mas, this afternoon Aina came here, keep it gift from him to Zahira”.
“Hmmp . . . How can Aina know our apartment?, right he has never been here and also did not have time to ngasi alamt us to him yesterday met”. Restu put the parcel back where it was, he approached Shahilla and sat down beside her.
Shahilla/ “Iya mas, Aina said that if she knew our address from Aan, yesterday they did not accidentally meet and kept Aan ngasi know to Aina if we were looking for her, so he asked for our address to keep coming here. He apologizes to us because he did not come during the Zahira” event.
Restu/ “Oh that is, good lah”.
“Oh yes Mas. Emm . . .”. Shahilla hesitated to tell a story.
“Why dear?”.
“Not so deh Mas he he he”. Shahilla was confused as to what the story was.
Restu clasped Shahilla's hand.
“If anyone wants you to tell’ in to mas, peris’ in only. Why do you hesitate?, Mas is always ready to hear you”.
Shahilla breathed her breath.
“Mmm . . . Mass . .”.
Restu/ “Iya darling, lah” story.
Shahilla/ “Mmm Adek confused about how to tell his story to Mas hu hu hu”. Whiney.
“Ha ha ha . . . You are yes, must be forced first Nih Nampaknya you just dare to tell mas”. Restu laughed and he was ready – ready to tickle Shahilla's waist.
“If you don't tell me also Mas gelitikin's”. With the spirit of Restu tickled Shahilla's body. Shahilla pounded her teeth and laughed.
“Ha ha ha, pardon pardon mas, Zahira already sleeping mas, entar Zahira kebangun ha ha ampuuuun, yes adek karyaaa, udah tickling her”. Shahilla was unable to avoid the tickle of Restu. How could Rang Restu so deftly sinking Shahilla's body into his body that is larger than Shahilla's body.
Restu stopped his tickle.
“Crrt right? Ha ha ha ha's. Yes already, let's go to mas”. Restu billed his promise.
“Huh . . . Huh. .”. Shahilla set her breath ngos – ngos’ an. Restu also poured a glass of water that was available on the table. White water surfed on Shahilla's throat in less than 5 seconds, they dissolved into her.
“Pelan darling, later you choke”. Restu saw his wife was so tired because of her self.
“Huh . . It turns out that in gelikin it drains a lot of energy and ions in the body huh”. Shahilla still ngos – ngos’ an.
“Then if you don't want to be in the same tickle mas, you should tell me. Try you story from the beginning do not need to be forced like this”. Restu smelled his smile.
“Hmmmp”. Shahilla was weaving her lips.
“Ya already story, mas nunggu’ in you, or want to mas tickling again nih?”. Hand Restu ready – ready to approach Shahilla's body.
“Negak – enggak mas, yes yes adek story but wait a minute still ngatur breath first, pengap”. Shahilla took a breath and then sighed.
Restu felt jubilant, he pinched Shahilla's cheek.
“Ummm . ..gegegemesin terribly you”.
It didn't take long, Shahilla was ready to tell Restu.
“Mas, adek want to tell you about Haikal”.
“Haikal?”. Restu's eye brows were wrinkled.
“Iya, actually mas, Haikal used to love the same when we were still nyantri. Adek also just knew it now time nunggu’ in mas in caffe, Haikal story about his feelings to adek first time. Haikal used to put a letter on the table adek and Aina, but he never put the name of the recipient. Continue because – because we all misunderstood, we thought the letter was for Aina and she liked Aina, it turns out we were wrong, the letter turned out to be for Adek. Adek also did not expect the time Haikal truth story yesterday. Even adek not to the thought that it will be a letter to adek”. Shahilla told Restu everything. Restu is just listening carefully.
Shahilla/ “Adek this story because adek do not want anyone closed – close between us, what else until mas misunderstand and lose confidence ma”.
Restu touched Shahilla's cheek while spreading her smile.
“Darling, I believe you, thank you because you want to be open to mas, actually mas already know about this, thanks to you, mas also heard all his time Haikal story to you in caffe and mas also know the continuation of Haikal speech that mas cut he he he, he, mas unable to hear the continuation of Haikal's speech then his mas immediately appeared and cut his he he he he. Which husband can hear another man – men say like his wife. But anyway Mas do not misunderstand me kok same you, mas always believe in the same you”.
Shahilla felt touched, she hugged Restu's body and was countered by Restu.
“Thanks mas”.
Restu stroked Shahilla's hair then kissed her sweet –.
#Trust is hard to find.
Once we get it, we get it,
Then we have a harder task than the harder one we got.
Only 2 to 10 have succeeded in this task.
The difficult task is nothing but . . .
DEFENDING HER.