
"Yes, GOD knows you're tired.
ALLAH knows it's difficult for you.
ALLAH knows you're squeezing your last drop of energy.
But you must also know that ALLAH will never place you in a situation that you can't handle."
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Several years Later . . . .
A woman in a black set was standing on the edge of Westminster Bridge, located in one of the cities in continental Europe right in London.
Arvins . . .?. Yes she is the woman, the woman who is enjoying her beautiful Thames and feel the touch of the wind that I say I am spoiled.
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Flash Back in pesantren . . .
"B . . . How do you still want to be friends with Aina, not her you know that all this time who always hurt you was her?". A beautiful little girl who is none other than Shahilla's roommate named Tiwi who is full of questions while looking at Shahilla who is still busy with her stationery.
Shahilla smiled, looking up at her roommate.
Tiwi/ "Br . . . How come you're just a doank smile anyway ?".
Shahilla/ "The Fantasy ?". Raise his eye brows.
Tiwi/ "Yes . . . I'm just curious, that caused you in the law at that time he, obviously you know he who has mengjakjakan you, obviously, but you're still also friends with her and cover up her evil deeds ".
Shahilla smiled knots/ "So what should I do?, replying to her is it? He he he, it's not that GOD forbids us to take revenge, you know that right?".
Tiwi/ "Yes I know".
Shahilla/ "Certainly, why are you still being questioned?".
Tiwi/ "Hufft I mean that yes, let her Aina get a lesson from her actions, if you think that he is even relaxed - just relax like there is no incident whatsoever and do not feel guilty".
Shahilla/ "My dear friend . . . If there is someone who does evil to us, do not repay him by doing evil as well but repay him by doing good and praying that later GOD will open the door of guidance for him, he said, ALLAH is All-Knowing and All-Seeing, and all the deeds we do in the world, Allah will surely repay in the Hereafter, we pray that GOD will open the door of guidance for Aina and Aina to change for the better, Aamiin".
Tiwi/ "Aamiin, Ma Sya ALLAH, you are too good . . . Wonder how the heart of the Aina that does this kind of thing with you, what try your wrong, when you are a good person and friends with him from small, if you try to be good, ma Sya ALLAH is indeed you ".
"I'm not who you think Wi is, you're still better than me ".
Shahilla smiled at Tiwi, her roommate.
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Flash Back 5 years ago 2 days before the wedding of Restu and Aina . .
My mom and dad looked over.
Shahilla/ "Pa . . . .m . . . After Shahilla prayed istikharah and thought - thoughtfully his final ALLAH gave Shahilla a clue as to which decision was right for Shahilla, and the final thought - God gave Shahilla a clue as to which decision was right for her, Shahilla decided to meet the invitation of Mam Aisyah to participate as a substitute lecturer in London and sorry Shahilla could not accept his proposal Akbar ".
Mama/ "What . .?, so you want to leave Papa and Mama again ?".
Shahilla/ "Sorry Ma . . . Shahilla did not mean it that way, this decision was hard for Shahilla Ma Pa, only Shahilla thought maybe this was the way of life Shahilla, Pa Ma permission of Shahilla once again ".
The look on the face of the Mama clearly did not accept Shahilla's decision was the Papa who had been just silently staring at Shahilla's face with a tense look, but, and he moved from his seat to approach Shahilla.
"Go, Papa permission will you live your decision, Papa sure this is the best for you ". Gently the Papa gave her permission while stroking Shahilla's shoulder and smiling.
Mama/ "But Mas . . .".
Papa/ "It's the Deck, let our children live it, let our children's insights be more extensive, 10 to 1 a lucky child like our child, our child has grown up let him, he also knows which is good for himself". Her smile.
"Makasi ya Pa ". Shahilla snatched the body of the embracing Papa and unknowingly her tears flowed down her cheeks.
Papa/ "But the Promise, after this there is no more - again, you have to obey what Mama and Papa say, and also after completion you have to marry".
Mama/ "Yes if that's Mama agrees, anyway you have to marry the man of choice Papa and Mama and you have to keep that promise".
Shahilla/ "Iya In Sya ALLAH Pa Ma ".
Shahilla stared at the two invitations located on her study table in the room. The invitations are colored Gold wedding invitations belonging to Aina and Restu, the, The white invitation is more precise, the white envelope containing an invitation letter and an executive plane ticket to London from Mam Aisyah, a substitute lecturer when she met at her campus in Jakarta .
Both invitations had the same exact day the day after tomorrow.
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Flash On . . .
After stabbing the River Thames from Westminster Bridge, Shahilla walks through Parliament Square. That's what Shahilla did in the city when she had free time.
Enjoy the view and the cool atmosphere. No wonder so many tourists - tourists from various countries are willing to spend their savings to vacation in the city.
Shahilla who has been in the city for almost 5 years never tired of enjoying the beautiful city of London.
A 3-year-old boy ran towards Shahilla and suddenly hugged her legs. Shahilla was surprised, for sure. He bent his body so that he could align with the little boy.
"Hello . . . What's your name ?". Gently Shahilla asked, but the boy did not answer her and got tighter in his embrace.
This time Shahilla knelt down and looked at the adorable face of the little boy.
Shahilla/ "Are you lost?, Where is your Mom ?".
"Relie . . . ". Shouts of a hijab-wearing woman who paraded ayu ran towards those who were none other than the mother of the child.
"I'm so sorry Mam, he is my son". Say it and hold her child and smile at Shahilla.
Shahilla stared at the woman and occasionally glanced at her boys.