
That day had come where Aina and Restu's wedding day was.
Although able or not Shahilla tried to attend the wedding of her best friend.
Shahilla looked at and noticed every corner of the building that was so lively and luxurious, relatives and invited guests began to arrive with their charming appearance.
Not to forget Aina who is so beautiful by wearing a set of white kebaya dresses that sit on the lapel waiting for the arrival of Restu.
Everyone gathered to welcome the bridegroom and his family who were present for his wedding.
Shahilla's eyes were glued to the figure of Restu who was so handsome and charming with his white suit that was in the middle of a group of his family.
This time Shahilla's eyes were unable to hold back the tears that were about to flow. Shahilla moved out of her seat to get out of the building and away from the crowd.
Shahilla was glued to sit in the garden of the building and occasionally wiped her tears.
"Astaghfirullah, Astaghfirullah, Astaghfirullah . . ". Say it many times.
"Waaah lucky yes Ma'am Aina can find Mas Restu, like Cinderella ". Not far from the park bench that Shahilla was sitting in, there was the sound of a woman who was boasting along with her friends.
"Hmm is not like anymore but emang like cinderella, did mbak Aina ever tell that Mas Restu was in love with mbak Aina because of her shoes next to the mast Restu who met ". Connect her.
"Owalah pantesan aja the theme of the reception was Cinderella, it turned out to be really the same as the Cinderella story ".
"Yes. . . So sweet, right ?".
"Yes very, yes we have entered his kayak before his qabul ijab began ".
"yes yuk ".
Shahilla was surprised to hear all the talk of the 2 women and realized . . .
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"What is Cinderella and Na's theme ?". Shahilla noticed a draft from WO that helped design her wedding.
Aina/ "Yes . . . About Restu and I the same - just like the story of Cinderella, continue because - because the shoes that make Restu love me". Ceplos.
Shahilla/ "What do you mean?".
"hhm . . I mean . . 'cause Restu likes the same shoes so much then his theme Cinderella trus there's a little theme of his shoes ". Aina was troubling her speech
Shahilla/ "Ouh that, cool cool ".
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Aina's eyes widened quickly Aina approached Shahilla and took the shoe back from Shahilla's hand and entered it into the box.
Aina/ "Not, these are my shoes, I also bought your kayak shoes, but because it's a bit small so the shoes I never wear".
Shahilla/ "Ouh, I guess that's my shoe huuftt ". Endus was disappointed.
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Shahilla remembered and realized one thing. Shahilla hurriedly ran into the building to ascertain whether her allegations were right or wrong.
But by the time he arrived inside, it was all too late . . .
"Bissmillahirrohmanirrohim I accept his marriage . . . . ". The sound of Restu's voice so softly began to say ijab qabul.
Slowly but surely Shahilla stepped back, Shahilla's tears broke and ran out of the building again. This time instead of sitting in the park, instead she passed by with her car carrying her feelings that were so ill.
Shahilla's heart was completely broken and had to keep her curiosity as deep as possible. And he also had to bury his feelings as deeply as possible.
"I STOPPED PRAYING FOR YOU !
I rearrange the inexhaustible heart story of you, you that I always keep in hope and prayer, but like it was yesterday and now I stop praying for you.
It's not without reason, though,
Except a sense of hopelessness.
Once I put your name on Him, who never tired of me surviving in obstacles, all this so as not to hit the limits.
Not about defeat, but I chose to retreat in anticipation.
You're the one I dreamed of, the feeling is so hard to make.
Until when I hold back the tightness continues, when my eyes bear witness and my heart aches when I see you will be with the others.
I believe, I do,
Perhaps this is a rebuke to me from God who is so dear to me to immediately fix myself into a more careful person not to love someone who is not the source of his love GOD.
I stopped praying for you to be my soul mate, but you remain a part of my life history that I have fought for.
I stopped praying for you"