
Chapter 39's
“Shahilla”. Restu flinched from his sleep calling out Shahilla's name. Sweat on his face. He tried to catch his breath and get out of bed.
“Mas why?”. Shahilla was shocked by Restu's screams. Shahilla held onto Restu's shoulder trying to calm him down.
“Mas is just a nightmare”. Restu rubbed his face.
Shahilla rubbed Restu's back gently.
“Already Mas, now Mas go abis abus we pray tahajud, and ask the same GOD that we are always protected with ALLAH Subhanahu Wataalaa”.
Restu nodded slowly and hugged Shahilla. Restu and Shahilla immediately perform tahajud prayer and do not forget to say the best prayer for them.
“Oweeek . . . oweeek . . . “. There was the sound of crying baby girl, as fast as lightning Shahilla approached the baby who was lying in the baby box. Shahilla lifted her up and carried her, trying to calm their baby girl who is now almost two months old.
“Ssst . . . sst . , This is Ummi son, you thirsty ya”. Shahilla sat on the bed and gave her ASI. Restu smiled at the sight of his two loved ones.
“Uluh . . . reed . . . . Abi child thirsty yes . .?”. Restu approached them and sat down beside Shahilla. Restu stroking – smooth cheeks the baby gently.
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Flash . . .
“Pak . . Because there was a blood clot around Bu Shahilla's uterus, it resulted in her damaged reproductive tissue in Bu Shahilla's uterus. Ms. Shahilla can still get pregnant again, but that does not guarantee the safety of Ms. Shahilla and the baby because the risk is very large, so I advise Ms. Shahilla to KB only, so that nothing happens that threatens the safety of Bu Shahilla”. Linda doctor explained the results of Shahilla's condition after she handled Shahilla.
Restu took his breath listening to Doctor Linda carefully.
“I want the Doctor to do his best for my wife's safety. I do not care if we can still have offspring again or not, which is important my wife is not why – why Dok”.
Doctor Linda/ “Good Sir, I strongly agree with the decision of Mr. so wise. In Sya ALLAH I will do my best for my wife. For now we wait until Bu Shahilla is conscious and free from her critical period, after which we will do her”.
Restu/ “Iya Doc, thank you very much Dok”.
Doctor Linda/ “Oh yes Sir, I suggest that if you can Bu Shahilla do not tell you in advance about this, because if we tell Bu Shahilla after she realized she was afraid that it would worsen the condition of Bu Shahilla, so we better keep it a secret until Bu Shahilla is right – completely healed.
Restu/ “Good Dok”.
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Restu returned to Vvip's room where Shahilla lay helpless after the operation to deliver the baby. Restu kissed the wife's forehead, whose face was as pale as a corpse while rubbing Shahilla's head.
“Sayang . . Quick wake up yes, our son misses his Ummi a lot. Later when you wake up, we will make a big event to pronounce the name of our child. Name that we have chosen at that time Zahira Ghania Restu he he he he”.
Arrived – arrived a nurse entered the room and surprised Restu. Restu turned to the nurse who was holding their tiny baby.
“Excuse me sir, I was asked by Doctor Linda to bring the baby to her Mother, in order to simulate the baby, and our efforts so that Bu Shahilla can respond”. The nurse scanned the baby on Restu.
“I excuse me Sir, later I will pick up his baby back”.
“Thanks yes Sust”. Restu welcomes the baby. The sisters came out of the room and they died.
“Assalamualaikum son Abi”. Whisper and kiss the baby's face. The baby squirms.
“Honey..., this is our son here, he wants to meet his Ummi, Assalamualaikum Ummi”. Restu brought his son closer to Shahilla's face. Unintentionally the baby's tiny hands covered with gloves stroking – shahilla's face and his tongue was blown – melted like thirst.
“Oweeek . . . oweeek . .”. Suddenly the baby cried because it could not withstand the thirst.
“Sstt . . . Ssttt . . . dear, abi” child. Restu kwertamannya quiet the baby, he was busy cradling his – nimang to immediately stop crying.
“Sssst babe . . ., babe . . . Salamullah Prayer, Alaa Toha Rasulillah . .”. Restu is nursing in the ears of his baby. The baby was silent hearing Restu but came back crying.
“Kids we thirst Mas”. The sound of Shahilla's slightly heavy voice shocked Restu. Sentak Restu looked over where Shahilla was lying. Her tears glazed – the glass saw Shahilla was conscious and as fast as lightning she approached Shahilla.
“Alhamdulillah Yes ALLAH . . .”. Restu hugged Shahilla and occasionally kissed her face.
“Sini Mas, let adek love ASI, she thirsty it”. Shahilla held her hand. Restu offered the baby Shahilla.
Still a weak condition, Shahilla attempted to give breast milk to their babies. With his greedy baby eating ASI the Ummi in his longing.
“Haus really yes son of Ummi?, sorry Ummi yes dear”. Shahilla stroking – rubbing the baby's soft cheeks.
Restu who was still moved to embrace Shahilla then kissed Shahilla's forehead.
“Listened yes babe”. Shahilla just smiled leaning her head against the chest of the field belonging to Restu.
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Flash On . . .
Restu sat pensively on the balcony of his room while staring at the sky so dark but sprinkled with stars – stars that blink – twinkles added again with cool air piercing to the bone.
“Mas . .??”. Shahilla approached Restu with a warm blanket for Restu.
Restu flinched from his daydream, he turned to Shahilla who was now sitting next to him while wearing his warm blanket.
“Cold you know Mas here, ntar Mas chilled”.
“If there is you Mas never feel cold he he he he”. Restu clasped Shahilla's hand. So cold was Restu's hand clasping Shahilla's hand.
“Basic gombal”. Shahilla swallows – ngulum her smile as it blushes.
Restu/ “He he he, Zahira is asleep?”.
Shahilla/ “Already. Mas more many thoughts yes?, about his end of – this end Mas adek noticed more silence, moreover Mas always delirious every night”.
Restu smiled looking at Shahilla. He embraces Shahilla, putting Shahilla's head to her chest.
“Mas, not what – is dear, maybe because of the same tiredness factor the shooting schedule is getting denser”.
“Truly nothing happens something that is not in want right?”. Shahilla was still curious.
Restu/ “Really darling, you do not think of anything else strange - strange, you are quite focused on Zahira and your health is still not stable”.
Shahilla/ “Means adek not allowed to think Mas?”.
Restu/ “Lho who said?”.
Shahilla/ “Lah was Mas himself who said, can not think of another, just focus the same Zahira and Adek health, means adek can not think Mas lah”.
Restu/ “He he he. If it does not need to be asked, because you have to think about Mas every second he he he he”.
Shahilla/ “Wuuu . . not consistent with her, it was enough Zahira and Adek, this instead said it must be every second thought Mas”.
Restu/ “Ha ha ha . . . Emang ya Bu Lecturer must be heart – heart talk so not wrong ngomong”.
Shahilla/ “It is, because we have to speak a good language and correct”.
“Good Bu Lecturer ku”. Restu lowered his head like a Korean or Japanese saluting others.
“He he he he, so miss hufft”.
“Yang patient yes dear, there will be a time you can stand up again like before”. Restu stroked Shahilla's cheek which was already cold due to the weather.
“Iya Mas”.
Restu/ “Oh yes . . Preparation for Zahira's wedding event next week is almost 100%, Mas has also asked for help with Aan spreading invitations to colleagues – colleagues Mas, Mas, if the family or relatives in Surabaya have been Ummi and Abah who handle and family in Medan are also in the same handle Papa and Mama. Just waiting for their arrival again”.
Shahilla/ “Hemm, Alhamdulillah if that's Mas. Adek has also invited friends – adek friends, most friends – friends who are in Jakarta only, if those in Medan adek already do not know their whereabouts, most friends <TAG1> friends are in Jakarta, understand Mas has long lost contact”.
Restu/ “Iya, which can be contacted only invited”.
Shahilla/ “Iya Mas. Uh, but Mas, adek can't call Aina, her mobile number is not active”.
Shahilla/ “Already Mas, but mother herself did not know the news of Aina even mother also did not know Aina now where, mother said it had been almost three weeks she did not hesitate to Medan, every mother where she is, she does not answer”.
Restu/ “Reynan still the same mother?”.
Shahilla/ “Masih Mas, then his mother is very anxious, even said the mother Fatih also so, she can not be contacted”.
Restu/ “Emm . . . Mas was the end of – this end has never again seen Aina in caffe near Mas shooting”.
Shahilla/ “Fuuht, easy – hopefully not happened what – what ya Mas same them”.
Restu/ “Aamiin, we pray is the best for them. Yes we have entered yuk, pity Zahira in her own”.
“Iya Mas”. Shahilla nodded softly to Restu with a smile and greeted Restu with a friendly kiss on Shahilla's forehead.
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“Assalamualaikum . .”. The soft voice of a middle-aged woman surprised Shahilla who was standing in her arms holding baby Zahira right in front of the mother and child hospital.
Shahilla also looked.
“Waalaikumussalam, Ma Sya ALLAH Mam Aisyah”. Shahilla snatched Mam Aisyah's body, hugging her warmly without making baby Zahira squashed.
Shahilla/ “How are you Mam?”.
Mam Aisyah/ “Alhamdulillah I am healthy, you yourself how are you?”. With the accent to bule’an his.
Shahilla/ “Alhamdulillah I am also healthy Mam. Mam when to come here?”.
Mam Aisyah/ “Oh I had two months ago to Jakarta because I had to come with my husband here, I wanted to tell you at that moment, but I could not contact you, I did not know, until the end I heard the news about the disaster that happened to you two months ago, so I was confused where to contact you, I want to come to you to the hospital but your husband has made security so tight in the hospital that you don't feel disturbed, I'm sorry for what happened to you at that time”.
Shahilla/ “Iya Mam, sorry to make you uncomfortable about security that Restu made”.
Mam Aisyah/ “No problem, Restu did it for your good”.
Shahilla/ “Iya Mam, oh yes talk – talk Mam to this hospital why, is there a family or relatives who are in care here?”.
Mam Aisyah/ “No, I went to this hospital because I want to check up my pregnancy”.
Shahilla/ “Ma Sya ALLAH, so Mam again pregnant?”.
Mam Aisyah/ “Iya, Alhamdulillah her end ALLAH gave me and my husband the confidence to have this gift and now my pregnancy has entered six weeks”.
Shahilla/ “Ma Sya ALLAH, I am happy to hear this happy news mam”.
Mam Aisyah/ “Looked Shahilla, oh yes, I forgot”. He patted his midwife slowly.
“I forgot acquaintance with your son he he he”. He slightly revealed the Shahilla sling to peek at the tiny baby in Shahilla's sling.
“Ma Sya ALLAH Mam he he he he, kira’in Mam forgot what’”. Shahilla is looking at baby Zahira.
“Ma Sya ALLAH, her beautiful, she is cute like her mom, Zahira is her name?”. Mam Aisyah gemes sees cute Zahira – cute while stroking – sniffing cheeks chuby Zahira.
“Ma Sya ALLAH, imbued grandma he he he, yes grandma Zahira his name”.
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Long enough to talk - talk with Mam Aisyah. Shahilla arrived at their apartment.
“Assalamualaikum”. Said her while closing the door and walking to the bathroom to wash her face while Zahira still remained a henchman in her sling.
Shahilla sleeps Zahira on top of sleep and occasionally pats – gently on Zahira's thigh to keep him awake.
#France . . .
Shahilla snatched the phone and saw the notiv coming into her phone.
#My Habibi / “Assalamualaikum dear, have you arrived at home?, how was the check-up dear?, sorry Mas can not call about his abis this Mas want to take the last scene so that Mas can go home quickly – fast, Mas miss he he he he”.
#My Habibah / “Waalaikumussalam, Alhamdulillah we're home kok Mas, this Zahira again beautiful bobo. About the results of the check-up later on his story Pas Mas already at home, so that Mas increasingly miss hi hi hi hi :-p ”.
#My Habibi / “Ouh so yaaah, beware later if Mas already at home he he he he. Yes, it's already time for the scene Mas, wait for Mas at home. Mas love you”.
#My Habibah/ "Yes mas 😘".
Shahilla chuckles after replying to the husband aka Restu. She occasionally stroked Zahira's back whenever she squirmed her body.
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“Sadakallahhul A’dzim”. Restu chanting the holy verse Al – Qur’an on Zahira's ear.
“Hopefully you will become the child of the Shalihah and will bring Abi and Ummi to heaven”.
Shahilla/ “Aamiin”. Her exclaim while smiling looked at the two lovers of her heart was on the bed.
“Oh yes Mas, it was fitting to go home nunggu’ in taxi online adek meet Mam Aisyah lho”.
Restu/ “Oh yes?, so Mam Aisyah again here?”.
Shahilla/ “Iya mas, her husband can duty here, and kept her late Mam Aisyah pregnant as well after a long wait”.
Restu/Ma Sya ALLAH we never know the plan of ALLAH, ALLAH has a plan so beautiful”.
“Iya Mas, so happy to hear such happy news”,
Restu/ “Iya, Mas is also happy. Oh yes deck, how was the result of the check-up earlier?, said he wanted to tell me that mas already at home”.
“He he he yes, Alhamdulillah mas all is normal just ..”. Shahilla's speech was interrupted remembering when she checked up.
“What's the deck?”. Restu's forehead shriveled curiously.
Shahilla.
“Sayang?”. Restu grabbed Shahilla's chin to see her face.
“Lho how do you cry baby?”. Restu saw Shahilla's eyes were already watering. Shahilla's touch embraced Restu's body and was unable to hold back her tears. Shahilla was crying like – so she suffered all of it.
Flash . . .
After being examined by Linda's doctor, Shahilla soon followed Linda to her room.
Shahilla's hand that wanted to knock on the door came to a halt when she heard Linda and her assistant talk.
Assistant Doc Linda/“Hemm . . . Kasian ya Mas Restu because – because Mbak Shahilla has a disease in his uterus, so his Mas Restu can not have offspring again, no one who became his successor Mas Restu, so he could not have children again, because it is usual that such a boy must be his – boy who must be his successor is their newborn child this daughter”.
Doc Linda/ “Wuuuussh, you are saying what the hell, you are talking about not having God, you cannot be like that, it is the will of GOD, it is already the will of GOD, besides, anyone who wants to get such a cannibal, if it is GOD who wills we can not dodge it. We must pray for them, especially Bu Shahilla, so that he will recover and recover completely, not even pity them. I tell you yes, you do not tell – this story again to – people, what else until you gossip. Do you want me to fire?”.
Asst Dok Linda/ “Ehh . . . not doc, time because – because I was fired”.
Doc Linda/ “Then your mouth must be guarded, do not just say”.
Asst Dok Linda/ “Iya doc, sorry, I promise I won't repeat her again”.
Flash on . . .
Restu/ “Mas sorry because mas has not told you about this because mas still wait’ in condition you have healed completely new mas will tell you, because, mas sorry if you found out in this way”. She stroked Shahilla's hair.
Shahilla/ “No mas, Mas absolutely not wrong, which is wrong because adek will not be able to give mas offspring again, adek wife who is not useful for mas”.
“Ssttt Sssst . . . You can't talk like that dear”. Restu covered Shahilla's mouth with his index finger.
“Whatever it is will not change you for the mas, you remain Shahilla mas wife who is in love, mas love you because ALLAH is not for anything. This is a test for us to go to a higher level, we have to be Ridho. Even though we can no longer get offspring, but I am very grateful because I have you, Adek and Zahira. Having you guys is more than enough for you. You and Zahira mean a lot to mas”. Restu hugged Shahilla's body tightly with their sobs.