
Chapter 40's
“Darling, I can't we like this just keep going. You have to take the right decision, please do not make me in a position like this continuously –, you do not know that in my position it is not good at all”. In a caffe that again hits in the Capital there is a male – strong-bodied men in front of a hijab woman who is none other than Aina.
“Joe . . . Please you have to understand what my position is. I know and understand your position. Our position is the same – equally unpleasant, the same in the shade, but at least we have to survive until the time comes. You know how Fatih, Fatih is not stupid, he must have hidden all the evidence – proof of his mistake. So I beg you to be patient, a little more we will definitely find evidence of Fatih's guilt, so that I win in court later”. Aina tried to calm down her lover Joe who was getting tired of their relationship who did not know where she was going.
“If we hadn't been found out with Fatih about finding evidence - proof of that, maybe we were married two weeks ago”. Joe clenched his hand, he felt furious.
“We are patient yes dear, if not for your support, I do not know what else to do, can - can I collapse and be destroyed, he said, so I ask for help just as you do not make me more collapsed, please I really need you”. Aina held Joe's hand.
Joe nodded his head.
“Sorry baby, I promise, I will keep waiting for you, whatever it is I will try for us, to fight for the happiness of the three of us with”.
Aina smiled and her eyes also glazed – glass.
“Listened yes babe”.
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Back Flash.
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There was the sound of a door being opened by someone and shocked Aina who fell asleep on the sofa living room of her house. With faint Aina looking towards the door, she saw the figure of Fatih who was staggering.
“Mas . . . Just home?”. Aina approached Fatih and she made her way to their room.
“Yes yes, if I have not returned I will not be here to meet you useless wife”. Her snapping with the heavy voice of the ma*uk and occasionally clasping Aina's hand. Even so Aina still embraced her to walk towards their room.
Aina crumpled Fatih's body on the bed, gently opening her shoes and replacing Fatih's clothes with clean clothes. Aina smelled the pungent aroma of alk**ol on Fatih's shirt.
Every night Aina always found Fatih who was half conscious and always smelled the same scent on her shirt.
“Mas, you why the end - the end of this home this late even you often do not go home”. Aina tried asking when Fatih was fresh in the morning. Fatih was just speechless with her annoyed face and scuffed Aina.
“Mas . .?”. Aina pulled Fatih's hand to hold her out of the room.
Spontaneous Fatih grasped graham Aina roughly. Her eyes reddened looking at Aina who was in pain.
“You don't have to interfere It's all because of – because you”. Fatih pushed Aina's body to the floor.
“What's wrong with me mas?”. Aina began to shed her tears.
“Is it you?, you've made my life so unlucky and messy". Jerk her.
Aina/ “Mas, you are right – has changed since you lost your job and business. You are not as I know, you are right – really not the figure that used to be”.he shed his tears.
“Mama . .”. Arrived – Reynan entered their room and surprised them.
Aina stood up and approached Reynan. He wiped away the tears that were on his cheeks and threw away his grim face of being cheerful.
“Eh . . . Honey, you're up”.
“Mama same Papa again angry - marahan yes?”. Her question while rubbing – rubbed his eyes.
“No love, Mama and Papa are no longer angry – marahan really, is not Pa?”. Aina glanced at Fatih who was trying to ease her anger.
“Iya darling, not really, we are no longer angry – marahan".
"But why was Mom sitting on the floor?".
"So your mama didn't accidentally slip because the floor was slippery, did she?. (she glanced at Aina). Yes already Reynan now shower yes abis breakfast continues to leave for school”. Fatih also prays mouth.
“Ya already yuk darling let's take a shower, let you not be late to school”. Aina invites Reynan to take a bath and she complies.
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As usual after dropping off Reynan to his school, Aina went straight to his office to work. Since getting married with Fatih and having to join Fatih to Yogyakarta, Aina had to ask for a mutation letter in her office which happened to be X Magazine has a branch in Yogya.
Aina kept her thoughts with Fatih's words and her behavior this late –. Aina rubbed her face because she did not focus on her work.
“Hei . .”. Arrived – arrived Joe surprised her with a cup of coffee.
Joe is actually the head of directors at the branch office. Joe has liked Aina for a long time even when Aina was in Jakarta alias when Aina was single and had the status of a veiled woman. She knew very well about Aina even her conflict between Restu and Shahilla as well she knew her, but did not shudder her feelings on Aina.
Aina smiled at Joe and welcomed a cup of coffee that Joe had on his desk.
“Thanks Joe”.
“Sama – equals. Oh yes your face is so tangled?, are you okay?, are you any more problems?”. Joe sat in the chair in front of Aina.
“Huuuffftt”. Aina breathed out her breath which felt heavy.
Joe/ “Why Na?, try you my story, how do you know I can help you”.
Aina again rubbed her face and eyes that had started to heat up.
“I don't know where Joe should start?”.
Joe/ “Pelan – just slow Na, no need to rush –. If you can't tell me now, later – later you can also tell me. I am ready to hear your attention whenever you want and also ready to help you he he he he”.
“Makasi many yes Joe, you are indeed a very good friend". Aina grabbed Joe's hand.
“You do not need to listen, because it is my obligation as your friend to always be there for you and help you when you need help he he he he he he”. Joe smilingly looked at Aina's slightly shabby face.
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Every day Aina always gets bad treatment from Fatih even often Fatih hit Aina to battered and fell ill. Until now Aina was run by her neighbors to the hospital and had to be hospitalized. The hospital is not far from his home.
“Aina . . .”. Joe immediately rushed – gesa to the hospital after he found bad news to Aina.
Aina smiled at Joe who clearly saw anxiety on her face.
“Why are you like this?, who made you like this?, which husband?”.
“I did not what – really, I did not accidentally fall because I did not know that the bathroom floor is slippery, I did not know, keep me on running the same neighbor I came here because Fatih mas is a lot of work in his office he he he he”. Aina tried to get up.
“Lying, you think I'm a little kid you can lie to, I know you didn't fall, I know you were lying”. Joe knew very well because of the bruise that Aina found and it was clear that the wound was due to someone being abused.
Aina swallowed her saliva and tried to hold back her tears.
“Aina please, story to me, what happened to you?, I often see you like this”. Joe insisted that Aina open her voice.
Now Aina is unable to hold back her tears, without shame Aina cried as much as – so her in front of Joe. Joe swiftly approached Aina and hugged her warmly while caressing Aina's head. Since then Aina has braved herself to suffer all of that to Joe. And Joe also helped Aina to spy – eyes’in Fatih.
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Aina's tears trickled down when she found Fatih's figure making out with another woman at the nightclub. Aina who is not alone aka with Joe follows Fatih with the woman entering the hotel not far from the nightclub.
Joe held onto Aina's shoulder to strengthen Aina who was about to collapse. With Aina's own eyes and clearly Aina saw Fatih kissing*and with the woman at the door of the hotel room they were about to enter. With a quick motion Joe flipped Aina's body and hugged her to take her eyes off.
Joe drove Aina home. The incident always overshadowed – Aina's view. Aina's tears never stopped flowing down her cheeks. Joe is still accompanying Aina in her house. Joe felt anxious and paced – barren in front of Aina's room, he was worried about Aina's condition.
“Om Joe why is it in front of Papa Mama's room?”. Reynan who arrived – arrived appeared from the room startling Joe.
“Eh . . . Rey, you're awake ?”. Joe approached Reynan and knelt down.
“Reynan want to go to the bathroom, Reynan kebelet peed”. Answer her while holding her pants.
Joe/ “Oh . . . Reynan dare to be alone to his bathroom?, do you want Om temenin?”.
“No need Om, Reynan dare to go alone to the toilet, Reynan is a boy – boys, and Reynan has also been big”. Reynan refused.
“He he he good boy, yes already if so, there gih to his bathroom”. Joe rubbed Reynan's head gently. Reynan also died Joe.
A few minutes later.
“Om Joe want to stay here huh?”. He surprised Joe to come back.
Joe/ “He he he, is it okay Om to stay here?”.
Reynan/ “If Reynan can be – it's okay if Om nginap here so that there are friends Reynan sleep again about his Papa has rarely nemeni Reynan sleep, even papa rarely come home”.
Joe smiled at Reynan's innocence and felt that Reynan was lonely.
“Ya already tonight Om nginap here yes, Om would nemani Reynan sleep”.
“Truly Om?”.
“Iya”.
“Yeaaaay . . . Asiiiiiik, Reynan there is his bedmate”.
Joe/ “Ya already yuk, now let's sleep because it's night, aar afraid of his Reynan late to school tomorrow”.
“Iya Om . .”. Reynan invites Joe into his room to sleep together.
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Aina opened her puffy eyes while looking around her faintly. He realized that he had fallen asleep sitting leaning against the wall in a mess and without changing his clothes first. Aina stretched her waist that felt sore because of her sleeping position. He glanced at the clock on the wall of his room, whose clockwork pointed at 04:40.
He tried to stand up and walk in – goopoh to the bathroom.
Before long Aina came out of her room with her appearance that was more fresh than before. As usual, he prepared breakfast and the needs of Reynan and Fatih in the morning. As if nothing had ever happened, even though the memory still looms then it does not make him forget his obligations in the morning.
Age makes breakfast and others, Aina walked to Reynan's room to build her only child puppet. Slowly Aina opened the door to Reynan's unlocked room. Her eyes widened when she saw Joe sleeping next to Reynan. Like Father and Son. Aina swallowed her saliva, involuntarily her tears dripping down her cheeks.
Aina wiped her tears and approached them. Gently Aina built Reynan.
“Rey . . . Wake up son, it's morning, let's be ready - ready to go to school”. Aina rubbed – rubbed Reynan's head, and in response by Reynan with a lazy motion.
“Rey . .”. Repeated it.
“Hmp . .?”. Reynan also rose with his eyes still closed aka half conscious. Without building Joe, Aina immediately took Reynan to the bathroom and prepared all her virginity to school.
“Kok Om Joe not in wakein anyway?”. Joe surprised Aina and Reynan who were already sitting at the dining table.
“Sorry Om Joe, Reynan wanted to wake up Om but the mama who did not digasi, said mama justin Om Joe sleep first, do not wake up about his Om Joe again exhausted, he said, so Reynan did not build Om Joe, right ma?”. Reynan glanced at Aina.
“Eh . . . Yes babe”. Aina smiled clumsily.
“Oh yes Joe, we have breakfast, I'm ready for breakfast.”.
“Iya Na, terimakasi”. Joe pulled the chair next to Reynan while glancing at Aina who was busy with her dishes. Without speaking a word, Joe looked at Aina who was so good at treating Reynan with her mother.
Reynan/ “Ma . . . Papa why rarely come home?, Reynan miss you Papa".
Reynan's question made Aina speechless petrified while Joe glanced at Aina who also glanced at him. Aina tried not to point her grief at Reynan.
“Honey, Papa has a lot of work. Reynan just pray Papa healthy – healthy yes son and as soon as he met Reynan”.
Reynan nodded slowly.
"Aamiineni".
Aina/ “Ya already, Reynan fast breakfast because soon his invitation arrived, it is not good if you are late to go to school”.
“Reynan lazy ma if on his shuttle ride the school bus, Reynan want her on the shuttle same mom papa kayak first”. Reynan blabbed his lips.
Aina took her breath.
“Reynan dear, you will know that papa with your mama is doing a lot of work. Papa Sama you are not her do not want to send you to school again but emang again can not be dear. But later if papa and mama you have not much more work they will surely send you again kayak first. Isn't it Ma?”. Joe went to persuade Reynan.
Aina/ “I .. . Yes baby, mama promise, later Mama will pick you up again”.
Reynan/ “Promise yes ma?”.
“Janji”.
Joe/ “Yes how about today, Om Joe and mama who sent Reynan?”.
Reynan/ “Really Om, ma?”.
“Iya”. Call them simultaneously.
“Asiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik”.
Aina and Joe chuckled at Reynan's behavior.
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“Daaaa Ma . . . Daaaa Om Joe . . .”. Reynan waved at Aina and Joe who were in the car.
Aina/ “Daaaa darling. Later mama can not pick up, baby, Reynan came home with the same school bus, son?”.
“He em yes ma ..”. Reynan nodded softly with his gloomy look.
Joe/ “Kok Reynan moody?, Reynan must spirit donk, ntar Om Joe no longer want to nih nemenin Reynan, if Reynan pouted so his face”.
Reynan smiled at her.
Joe/ “That donk, it's new name his cute son, ntar Om Joe promise will bring’ in Reynan road – way to the place that Reynan want”.
“Appointment Yes Om?”.
“Janji”.
Reynan's face seemed to be praying because of Joe's lure. Joe is smart to take the heart of a child and he also likes children very much.
“Asiiiik, yes Reynan entered first yes ma om?, daaaaaa”.
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Aina/ “You don't need to get to like Joe to Reynan?”.
Joe's face suddenly turned bitterly staring at Aina.
“Why?, you don't like it when I'm close to Reynan?”.
Aina/ “Not so Joe, I'm the only one who feels bad about you because it always sees you, and I also don't want Reynan continue – channel spoiled just like you like that”.
Joe breathed a sigh of relief and smiled knotfully.
“I have no problem kok Na, instead I am happy to be spoiled’ in Reynan like that. Honestly I am most happy with small children, what else is the same behavior of those who are so innocent he he he he”.
Aina began to sympathize with Joe who was so loving towards children even more so with his only child puppet..
Joe/ “Oh yes . . . You want me to take you home or we go straight to the office?”. Joe powered up his car engine and got out of Reynan's school district.
Aina/ “Emm . .?, just take Joe home, about her I want to be alone at home again. Anyway I already know to my secretary Risma that I did not enter” today.
“Ouh . . . Yes already”. Joe glanced at Aina whose face was slightly bowed.
Arriving at the compound area of Aina's house. They saw the figure of Fatih was sitting in front of the fence of his house with his condition very messy. Joe parked his car and stopped him. Aina got out of the car and walked towards the gate.
“Where are you?, it's been two hours I hot – panasan nunggu’ in here”. Fatih snapped Aina even pulled her hand violently.
Aina twirled her eyeballs.
“I abis ngantarin Reynan to school”.
“Same to her?”. Fatih pointed her index finger at Joe who was standing straight not far from them.
“Iya”.
Fatih/ “He . .h, have started to visit you yes, mentang – mentang husband not at home continue you dare to bring another male – men to the house haaa..?”. Fatih squeezed Aina's chin with all her might so that she died a mark on Aina's chin.
Joe's heart was boiling to see the woman he loved so much being treated that way. But Joe is helpless and has no right to interfere.
“This is your bag”. Fatih snatched the small bag that Aina was holding on her shoulder. Fatih out all the contents of Aina's wallet aka all cash and credit cards owned by Aina.
“I'm home because I need money”. Fatih threw the bag in Aina's face after she robbed all the contents of Aina's wallet.
“Don't try – try bringing another – male to my home, understand you?”. Fatih squeezed Aina's chin back and left them dead.
Aina's tears flowed infinitely. A helpless Joe came as fast as lightning to Aina and led her into the house. Joe did not know what to do against Aina who was fixated with her tears. He was almost frustrated and occasionally he ruffled his hair.
“Please Na stay with him, and come to me. I can not see you are always treated not well with Fatih”. Because it is not able to see the suffering of Aina the end of her Joe reveals all her careful contents and snatched Aina's body warmly while rubbing – rubbed Aina's head gently.
“Please Na, I'll make you and Reynan happy, I won't make you cry like this, please stayin she”. Aina was growing sobbing in her cries. Aina nodded her head at Joe's shoulder and returned Joe's embrace.
The story of Aina and Joe's forbidden love. Even though it was forbidden, it was the best for Aina and Reynan.
People say love is blind.
People say love is deaf.
Is wrong…!!
Not because of the love that blinds us.
It is love that opens the eyes of our hearts.
It is not love that closes our ears that makes us deaf.
But it is because of love that we hear and follow our hearts that are never wrong.