
Sarah and Daniel are now in the restaurant. Long enough, the time Daniel spent persuading Sarah to leave the cemetery. Promise will deliver him back, make Sarah comply.
"What would you eat?"
Daniel gave me a menu book.
"Anything."
Daniel nodded, then ordered anything according to Sarah.
"Great master, told the family everything." Daniel gave a toy to the little guy he had bought on the road. "Madam was very sorry and now very sad, he didn't even eat anything from yesterday, until you didn't know what to do. Young master himself, just shut himself up in the room.
Sarah listened without commenting. He already has a decision, although he still doubts, whether the path he chose is right or will make him regret someday.
"Miss, return. Forget what has happened, every human has their own test. I understand your feelings, but you better not look back."
Daniel continued to speak, until the waiter brought their food order.
"I don't want to go back yet. Let me think about it."
Sarah drinks the juice with a straw.
"Miss .... "
"Master, please let me." Sarah interrupted. "Just tell the president, I still want to be alone first. Anyway, I know, you guys always follow me."
Daniel seemed to think, watching Sarah's movements.
"Miss, where are you going? As far as I know, Miss has no purpose. Although, you're back in the yard. They won't accept you."
"I know."
The sun is already on top of the head, so hot as it will burn the skin. Daniel takes Sarah home. Although, not back at Ervan's residence, he will still be in the same city.
No conversation took place, all the way. Sarah enjoyed her journey with a lot of thought, while Daniel focused on the street in front of her.
"We're here, miss."
Sarah awoke from her daydream, she looked out.
"Where are we?"
"Now, we're in the parking lot, miss. This is the basement floor, Miss's apartment is on the second floor."
"Apartment?"
"Yes, Miss. This apartment belongs to the president, but it has changed your name. He chose the second floor, for safety.
Sarah just nodded, then got out of the car following Daniel.
The door opened, Sarah entered the apartment without comment. He also refused to go around in it.
"Everything is ready, the housekeeper will come tomorrow. Do you need anything else?"
"No, thank you."
Daniel says goodbye, leaving Sarah and the little one in the apartment.
Sarah chose to sit on the sofa, while the little one was already playing on the carpet.
I should how? Sarah muttered, leaning back. Sighing deeply, his mind was deadlocked.
Confusion struck his heart and mind. Should I go back or not? Do I have to continue our relationship or stop here? He knew for sure, Ervan's parents, would not let their successor go.
Sarah continued to wallow in confusion, seeping at her throbbing head. For some people, I would ask him to come back. After all, everything has been revealed. Ervan's parents have accepted it.
But, the past becomes a stumbling block for Sarah. Remembering Ervan, so insulting and humiliating him.
In the morning, after the incident that night. Sarah's back in the company. The employees already knew the rumors about him. They looked at him mockingly and humbly, whispering to each other, with their eyes twinkling at him.
"Sarah, the director called you."
"Yes, Brother."
Hmh! The employee sniffed right in front of him.
"Little girl!" He came back to insult her.
Sarah entered the room, there was already a director sitting waiting for her.
"What's up, sir?"
"This is a letter of dismissal from the company. You also won't get severance pay, nor will you get a recommendation to work for another company."
The man got up and gave Sarah a letter of dismissal.
"Take it and go."
Sarah broke into tears, she did nothing, but suffered such severe humiliation. He walked away, clasping the letter tightly.
Downstairs, far away he looked at Ervan who was walking away. The man, preparing to leave this town after what was done to him.
Sarah runs the chase, not caring about her coworker's self-esteem and outlook.
"Sir."
Ervan turned her head, her eyes filled with anger and indifference.
"What else is it?" Ervan stepped forward.
"Why did you do this to me?"
"Why? You asked why?" The volume of sound Ervan deliberately raised, to be heard by all the staff employees in the place. "I was drunk and you deliberately climbed into my bed, giving up your body. Now, you hold me accountable. Are you so eager to move up the ranks to be my wife?" Ervan pointed at Sarah's body. "Did you dream of being a big lady?"
Sarah's tears flowed more and more, along with the pain in her heart. Ervan's insults to him, making other employees demean him even more. From just whispering to each other, now more clearly show it.
Ervan just left without the slightest guilt. Meanwhile, Sarah had to endure all the insults given to her. The whole company talked about it and ended up with a lot of insults.
Gossip in the company was heard, until it was in his yard, until the brother who did not know anything, was hit.
A month they went through, closing their ears. Letting people continue to gossip, without knowing when it will subside. The culmination of Sarah's life, when she was declared pregnant. Constantly covering it up, it was finally discovered as well. The neighbors, who kept cursing started rounding up the sound to drive him away. Tamara still survives, pleading for the mercy of her neighbors. I hope they understand his sister's situation.
Back to the present, back to the present,
"Hiks .. hiks .. how can I go back, if I still have a grudge against you? I haven't forgiven you."
Sarah sobbed, considering the difficulty of life to be lived. Meanings and insults, become colors in his journey.
He is determined to find Ervan, only to get a confession for his son. So that later, he did not get the insults as when he was still pregnant with her.
But now he is confused by his feelings. That man, it's changed. He treated her well, even though he did not recognize her. Comfort, touching Sarah's heart during their stay together.
The man, not knowing his own son, but so loving the little one. Sometimes, he says 'our son.'
But, his treatment now, was unable to treat the past. Well, right! Said Sarah. His past is so bitter, it won't be cured that fast. And it won't heal, just because of a comfortable feeling.
He hasn't done anything to get back at it. But, his identity was already known and now his choice was only one, which was to go as far as possible.
No matter, how sorry Ervan's parents are. After all, his life used to be more painful than their circumstances.
"I suffered more, because I lost everything. But you will only lose grandchildren. And I think your son can give you another offspring."
In silence, Sarah takes a decision that doesn't know if it's right or wrong. For him, Ervan must feel a sense of loss, just like he used to.