CAKA (Love Me Because of God)

Chapter 4 (Changing happiness )

Andri was furious with her own mother who had the heart to change her happiness for the sake of property, until finally Andri told Mama Indri to go outside from inside her room.

"It's better that Mama go outside from inside Andri's room now, because right now Andri needs time to be alone."

"Honey, Mama knows that you are currently in pain, but Mama hopes you can rise from the slump, if you continue like this, Mama, surely later Jefri will be happy and more free to master all the property of this family."

"Harta will be meaningless if we do not have love, and someday Mama will regret having exchanged the happiness of Andri for all the ambitions of Mama," said Andri, then insisted on asking Mama Indri out of her room, and after Mama Indri out, Andri closed and locked the door of her room.

"Andri, you don't like this, son," cried Mama Indri by banging on the door of Andri's room, but at this time Andri did not want to meet anyone.

Mama Indri who did not succeed in persuading Andri, rejoined the dining table to continue her acting pretending to be good to Nayla.

"Ma, why didn't Andri come down?" ask Papa Ervan.

"Andri again not feeling well Pa, later let Mama just deliver food Andri into his room."

Nayla looks dreamy when she hears Andri does not want to eat, and now Nayla feels guilty also very worried about Andri's condition.

May Mas Andri be fine, because I will feel very sinful if Mas Andri until anything, Nayla said in her heart.

"Nayla, honey, why are you eating so little?" ask Mama Indri.

"Nayla is full, Ma" replied Nayla, forcing herself to smile.

Jefri who knew that Mama Indri was only pretending to be nice to Nayla, just immediately threw a spicy insinuation.

"No need to pretend to be nice to my wife, because I know you have never been sincere to anyone, not even your own biological child."

"Mas, don't talk like that, after all we have to respect both our parents" said Nayla.

"She's not my mother, and I never had a mother, so I shouldn't respect this woman" Jefri said.

"Jefri, keep your mouth shut, you should thank Aunt Indri for being such a good mother" said Papa Ervan.

"Papa never wanted to know what he had done to Jef since Jef was a child, so Papa didn't have to remind Jef, because he only loved Papa, but do not consider Jef as his son," Jefri said then stepped foot into his room.

Nayla, seeing her husband's departure, intends to catch up with Jefri.

"Ma, Pa, Nayla first yes, on behalf of Mas Jefri, Nayla apologizes profusely," said Nayla, then set foot into her room.

Papa Ervan no longer knows how to respond to Jefri who always behaves arbitrarily.

"Thank you very much Ma, Mama is always patient in facing Jefri, Papa is lucky to have a wife as good as Mama."

Papa does not know since Jefri was a child I often tortured him, but since Jefri grew up he dared to fight me, said Mama Indri in his heart.

"Hopefully Nayla could persuade Jefri to immediately work at the Company, because now Jefri already has the responsibility to support his wife, especially Papa is getting older, because now Jefri already has the responsibility to support his wife, so sooner or later Papa will have to retire soon if Andri and Jefri can already manage the company well."

"Pa, now there is Andri who takes care of the company, so Papa does not need to constantly force Jefri, he will not be able to manage the company, most Jefri will only destroy the company," said Mama Indri who always ambitious so that Andri who became the sole heir to the company.

"But Ma, after all Jefri owned fifty percent of the company's shares, because once Jefri's birth mother's grandfather had given capital when the company was almost bankrupt. Yes already, then Papa left for work first, Mama must also continue to persuade Andri to eat, Papa feels very guilty for hurting our own Son. Had Papa known that Nayla was Andri's lover, Papa would not have married Nayla and Jefri," said Papa Ervan then kissed Mama Indri's forehead before leaving.

I should have killed Jefri so that it would not be a barrier for me and Andri controlled Mas Ervan's property, especially now that Andri had dared to fight me, maybe my plan to get everything failed because Andri has been blinded by his love for Nayla, Mama Indri said in her heart.

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Nayla slowly approached Jefri who was currently standing on the balcony of their room, Jefri seemed to daydream about everything that happened in his life, because since childhood Jefri always longed for the warmth of a family.

"Why did you come here? I thought you would comfort your lover who is not eating right now" Jefri said.

"At any rate now Mas Jefri is my Imam, and no wife should approach a man who is not his muhrim."

"You hypocrite Nayla, I know that in your heart there's still Andri's name."

"Mas Jefri is right, if at this time in my heart there is still the name of Mas Andri, because forgetting is not as easy as loving, let alone Mas Andri is my first love, but I will try to forget the name Mas Andri in my heart, because I should have done all that since Mas Jefri said Ijab kabul our marriage."

"But I'm not sure if you're really sincere with me."

"It is up to Mas to believe it or not, because I will not ask for the trust of Mas Jefri, but I hope Mas Jefri will change for the better for Mas Jefri himself. Don't torture yourself by closing Mas Jefri's eyes, because I'm sure Mas is very tormented by all of that. Put all the problems you have to Allah SWT."

"But unfortunately I don't believe in God, because all this time God has been unfair to me, and God has never given me happiness."

"Astagfirullah, Mas must not speak like that, God will not give a test beyond the limits of the ability of his people, and Mas must be sure of all that."

"Already Nay, you don't have to advise me, I know better what's good for my life."

Nayla was already speechless to face the stubborn Jefri.

"Then I can only pray that Allah SWT opens the eyes of Mas Jefri's heart" Nayla said, stepping up to go back into her room, but suddenly Jefri hugged Nayla's body from behind, so Nayla felt surprised.