CAKA (Love Me Because of God)

Chapter 19 (There is a heart to be guarded )

Andri is now allowed to be transferred to the treatment room, but Nayla does not see Jefri's whereabouts when Nayla helps push Andri's cage out of the ICU room.

"Pa, where is Jefri?" ask Nayla.

"Jefri came home, son," replied Papa Ervan.

Mas Jefri must be angry with me because I can not maintain the dignity and dignity as a wife, even in front of the eyes of Mas Jefri I have embraced Mas Andri, said Nayla who regretted everything.

"Nayla, you don't stay in Andri again yes, later we will take care of your divorce with Jefri," said Mama Indri.

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Nayla's heart stopped beating when she heard Mama Indri's words. Even though Nayla does not love Jefri, Nayla and Jefri have agreed to try to open their hearts, even Jefri already intends to learn to be a good priest for Nayla.

"Thank you Ma, Pa, Andri is happy that he will soon be able to marry Nayla" Andri said, but Nayla remained silent.

What's wrong with my heart, I should be happy to marry the man I love, but what about Mas Jefri? why would I be sad just by imagining that I would part from her? nayla said in her heart.

"Nay, you're happy because soon we can get married?" andri asked, and Nayla simply answered Andri's question with a smile.

After Andri was transferred into the treatment room, Nayla asked Mama Indri to accompany her to take care of Andri on the grounds that Nayla would be in trouble if helping Andri into the bathroom, when in fact, when, Nayla does not want to be alone with a man who is not her muhrim.

"Nay, you'll just have to ask the Nurse to help you, what's the problem anyway, Mama is not strong if you have to stay in the Hospital for a long time."

Andri knows very well if Nayla would not feel good if she had to be alone with him, especially now Nayla's status is still Jefri's wife.

"Darling, you calm down, yes, I will also not mess with you, from the first you know for yourself what am I like?" andri asked, and again Nayla just smiled without saying anything, because now she is in a difficult position.

Papa Ervan and Mama Indri came home after Nayla performed the Fajr Prayer.

"Son, we'll take Andri yes, later Papa will try to contact Jefri so that he comes here again to accompany you," said Papa Ervan, and Mama Indri was seen glaring to Papa Ervan.

"Nayla, Mama asked for help yes, you do not stay in Andri again, you see for yourself that Andri's condition is getting worse when you leave," said Mama Indri, then took Papa Ervan to go outside from inside Andri's treatment room.

"Papa did say the same Nayla wanted to call Jefri all, but Mama deliberately came home so that Nayla did not leave Andri again."

"Mama see for yourself if Nayla looks anxious, Nayla must be bad because she has to be alone with a man who is not her muhrim, so Papa said like that so that Nayla feels calmer."

"Just look at Pa if Papa reaches contact Jefri," threatened Mama Indri.

"But if Jefri himself intends to come here, our time forbids him anyway Ma. Just last night Jefri was willing to deliver Nayla, and Jefri also has said sincerely if Nayla takes care of Andri, Mama should thank Jefri."

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Nayla feels awkward because she is currently alone with Andri.

"Nay, why are you quiet, aren't you happy to be alone with me?" asked Andri stared fixedly at the beautiful face that was currently sitting beside her.

"Sorry Mas, at this time our status is no longer what it used to be, even now I have become Mas Andri's Sister-in-law, and there is a heart that I have to take care of" replied Nayla.

"Nay, would you also not be willing if you had to divorce from Brother Jefri? don't you want to marry me?"

"Sorry Mas, I can't make a decision yet, because I have to talk things over with Mas Jefri."

"It looks like you've fallen in love with Brother Jefri" said Andri who felt disappointed with Nayla.

"Forgetting someone meaningful in our lives is very difficult, Mas, as well as me who will not be easy to forget our love, but I do not want to be happy above the suffering of others."

"Nay, you're being honest that Brother Jefri has expressed his feelings, aren't you? it would definitely not be difficult to fall in love with a beautiful and godly woman like you, as well as me back then, because I had already fallen in love at first sight when I saw you."

"Actually me and Mas Jefri have agreed to open our hearts to each other, even Mas Jefri will learn to be a good priest for me."

"So I don't have another chance to have you Nay?" andri asked with a sad look.

"Mas, I've always dreamed of marrying the man I love, and I want to marry once in my life."

"I know it's all Nay, but how hard it is for you to divorce Jefri's sister so we can get married."

"A marriage is not a throwaway toy when we're bored, and I don't want to be selfish."

"Is it because Brother Jefri has given you an inner living, so you are afraid that I cannot accept you for who you are? you're wrong Nay, in my eyes you'll remain holy, I never cared about any of it. I love you because of God Nay."

Mas Andri was so sincere in love with me, but why now I feel doubtful about myself, is it because I feel inappropriate for Mas Andri? nayla now wonders.

"That morning I saw for myself Brother Jefri was peppering with you Nay, for it seemed that Brother Jefri had deliberately opened the door of your room so that I might see it."

"Astagfirullah, I'm sorry, I really don't know about all that, even I don't remember it because after the Fajr Prayer I fell asleep."

"Nay, I know that Brother Jefri married you because he wanted revenge against me and Mama. I also know that ever since we were little Mama has always been unfair to Kak Jefri, and I always felt sorry for Kak Jefri's fate, but I can't if I have to let go of the woman I love for her, because to me, you are my first and last love Nay."