CAKA (Love Me Because of God)

Chapter 18 (Dilemma )

At this time Jefri and Nayla have arrived at the Hospital, but somehow from then on Jefri and Nayla's hearts have felt bad.

Jefri and Nayla head straight to Andri's treatment room, but it turns out that Andri is not there, until Jefri asks Andri's whereabouts to the Nurse.

"Sus, where is the patient on behalf of Andri?" ask Jefri.

"The patient should be taken back to the ICU room, because the patient's condition is critical again" replied the Nurse.

Nayla who heard it immediately felt weak and almost fell down because she was surprised, fortunately Jefri immediately held Nayla's body.

"Nay, Andri must be fine, now we should go to the ICU room to meet him," Jefri asked by holding Nayla's body.

After arriving in front of the ICU room, Mama Indri and Papa Ervan were seen crying because they were worried about Andri's condition.

"Pa, how's Andri doing now?" jefri asked, but suddenly Mama Indri dropped her body and sat together under Jefri and Nayla's feet.

"Nayla, Mama please save Andri, at this time only you can save her life," said Mama Indri who looks so fragile, whereas usually Mama Indri will behave arrogantly when meeting with Jefri, he doesn't even bother insulting her.

"Ma, don't be like this, Mas Andri will definitely be fine," said Nayla by helping Mama Indri to stand up.

"Nay, you better get inside now" Jefri said with a heavy heart, releasing his hand to Nayla.

After wearing sterile clothes, Nayla walks into the ICU room, and again Nayla has to see the man she loves lying helpless.

"Mas Andri, wake up Mas, Nayla has come. Sorry if Nayla has left Mas Andri so make Mas Andri's condition worse," said Nayla who finally clasped tightly with Andri's hand to give him strength.

Nayla continued to recite do'a and dhikr with tears that kept dripping on her cheeks.

"Nayla, I'm not hallucinating, am I?" ask Andri with a clean sliver.

"Mas Andri, Alhamdulillah finally realized Mas as well," said Nayla, and so happy Nayla to not realize immediately hugged Andri's body.

Jefri who saw Nayla from the glass outside the ICU room, initially ordinary even though Nayla grasped tightly Andri's hand, but when Nayla hugged Andri's body, Jefri felt tightness in her chest.

Why does it hurt so much when I see Nayla hugging Andri. Nay, it turns out that love trumps everything, whereas you always have the principle of not wanting to come into contact with a man who is not your muhrim, but it turns out that now what you do in front of my own eyes. Maybe I was the one who had hoped too much that Nayla would have feelings for me, but the truth is that it was all just a dream, Jefri said in his heart.

Jefri decided to go home, because he could not afford to continue to see the stifling scenery of his chest.

"Jef, where are you going?" papa Ervan asked when he saw Jefri walking towards the exit of the Hospital.

"Jefri wants to go home Pa" Jefri replied briefly.

Papa Ervan actually did not have the heart when he saw the sadness in Jefri's eyes, but Papa Ervan also did not want Andri until why if Nayla returned to join Jefri.

I'm sorry Papa Jef, Papa knows that you must be hurt when you see Nayla hugging Andri, let alone they love each other, but Papa also does not want to see Andri constantly sick, too, papa Ervan said in his heart.

Nayla who realized her mistake immediately let go of her embrace to Andri.

It seems like Mas Jefri was angry that he saw me hugging Mas Andri, I should go outside to apologize to Mas Jefri, Nayla said in her heart, but when Nayla was about to step foot out, Andri blocked Nayla's wrist.

"Nay, please don't leave me again, I can't live without you" Andri said, leaving Nayla in a dilemma.

Nayla sat down again because she could not leave Andri whose condition was still unstable.

Moments later, the Doctor enters to check on Andri's condition, as Nayla previously pressed a button to call the Doctor when Andri was conscious.

"Mas, Nayla wait outside first yes," said Nayla when the doctor was about to examine Andri.

"No Nay, I'm afraid you'll leave me again" said Andri, who kept holding Nayla's hand tightly.

The doctor allowed Nayla to remain there during the examination, as the Doctor was well aware of Andri's condition which required Nayla to be next to him.

After the Doctor came out of the ICU room, Mama Indri and Papa Ervan approached the Doctor to ask about Andri's current condition.

"So, how's our son doing right now?" ask Mama Indri.

"Alhamdulillah, this is a miracle, because the patient's condition became better after the presence of Mbak Nayla. I suggest that Ms. Nayla is always beside her to help the patient recover" replied the Doctor.

After the departure of the Doctor, Mama Indri again urged Papa Ervan to force Jefri to immediately divorce Nayla.

"Pa, Papa should force Jefri to immediately divorce Nayla for the sake of Andri's recovery, Mama does not want if Andri until why if Nayla is not on his side."

Papa Ervan was confused by his current position, until finally Papa Ervan asked Mama Indri for time.

"Ma, Papa asked for time to be able to talk things over to Jefri. Do you know how Jefri is? the more coerced, Jefri will be the more against our will."

"But Nayla and Andri love each other Pa, Papa saw for himself that Nayla immediately embraced Andri's body when Andri realized. So, Jefri mustn't selfishly impose his will on Nayla."

"Ma, the important thing is that now Nayla has accompanied Andri, we will talk again after Andri is healed. Although Jefri and Nayla are divorced now, Nayla will not be able to marry Andri immediately, because Nayla will have to wait for the Iddah period for three months."

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Jefri who had arrived at the basecamp felt something missing from his life.

"When I was only a few minutes apart from Nayla, why did I feel something missing from my life? Nay, I miss you so much, can I live my life without you?"

Jefri tries to close his eyes, but Nayla's face continues to be shaded in his memory.

"Aaaaaakh, why did I become like this" Jefri shouted, ruffling his hair violently.

Jefri remembered Nayla's words, because Nayla always said when we have problems, we must remember the Creator, until finally Jefri opened the prayer guidebook given by Nayla.

"I must learn to be a good priest for Nayla" murmured Jefri, who was determined to change himself for the better.