Buying Wife
part#68
Mahira was in the hospital for a week. He should have been able to go home for five days, but yesterday he felt dizzy and his blood pressure was low.
Our baby still has to stay longer. His weight is not enough, their condition must still be under the supervision of a doctor.
My woman stared sadly from behind the glass. His eyes rubbed as if he was rubbing the faces of our children.
Her tears never stopped. His pale face was getting more and more ugly. His sadness of not being able to hug his son made him lose his spirit.
The water has not come out much. Despite having been given the drug by a doctor, still, ASI Mahira is still very little even barely out. He was stressed and blamed himself.
"Darling .. let's go home. We'll be here again if you're okay."
"They need my breast, Mas. But I can't give them their rights. What kind of mother am I."
It always is.
Doctors say it's a symptom of baby blues syndrome. It is not dangerous if the symptoms are still very simple. Danger if the symptoms that arise are like hating the baby and tend to hurt.
Mahira just needs the support of the closest family. Especially her husband.
"Honey, later also out, kok, ASI his. The doctor said, you yourself must be healthy and eat lots of vegetables. If you stay here, how can–"
"Yes. Come on, we'll be home soon. Let them go home, I'm ready." Suddenly he was so excited. Alhamdulillah.
Every day, Mahira always eats nutritious food. All sorts of vegetables and other food he craves. Search on Google and all.
The outcome? same. Not out either. Every visit to the hospital, he always apologized to our children, Alghifari and Aliansyah. Alghi and Ali.
Crying sniffled because it could not pump ASI for them.
Algi and Ali have been in the hospital for almost a month. The doctor said that Algi showed a lot of development, in contrast to Ali. Ali's first born son hasn't changed much. His weight did not rise much, his organs were not perfect. Especially lungs.
"I understand, Doc." I knew the doctor didn't have to say that Ali would die if the device was removed.
"How is your wife's condition?"
"It's improving. He's just always sad because his ASI is now completely dried up."
"Don't tell me about Ali's problem, fearing shock and feeling even more guilty."
"Yes, Doc. I'll pass this on when the time is right."
"Patience, Sir. I hope Ali and my wife are both healthy."
"Aamiin's."
O Allah. How could Mahira have received this news if I had been so hard hit by it.
As strong as I am. No matter how loud I was, but somehow, imagining something bad happening to my son, made me lose the world, it felt.
World destroyed. My bones are like they can't support my body weight anymore. This heart felt like it was being squeezed mercilessly. Hot eyes. My chest's tight.
Yep! the little creature was like tired to breathe even though the tools helped him. He tried to fight even though I knew, he was already very tired.
His small body occasionally moved weakly. His breath goes up quickly. His eyes looked like they were staring, but closed. I don't know ....
Like I want to go but I can't. Surviving but difficult.
"Oh my God, son."
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