Buying Wife

part#53

Like before. I can feel the presence of Mr. Misran and Bi Tuti.

We are now eating with banana leaves. Joking together with joy. Ahh, I'm so happy.

"Neng, I disagree, Neng married betel same Den Aldo. Betel's marriage is a great loss for a woman."

"I'm confused too, sir."

"This is Neng. The betel has no power whatsoever for us as women. We can be on the talaq anytime. And, yes, yes. If you have children, our children will also be tossed around. Not have the same rights as a child whose parents are officially married. No, just anyway. Kasian Neng his Aunt mah."

"But this is only temporary, just to ask for Aldo's parents' blessing. Maybe if we get married and have kids, we'll get their blessing."

"Yes, Neng. But according to my father, it is still not good. Now, you guys keep having kids, if it's a blessing, if it's not? the victim was not only Neng, but Neng's son as well."

I was stunned to justify what Mr. Misran said. If until I have children and do not also get blessing, what about the fate of my son later? perhaps in terms of treasure he would not lack, but his status? how is this, God.

"Do not continue the relationship without the blessing of the parents of both parties. After all, a parent's blessing is God's blessing too."

"Sometimes, I feel sad when social status is a big deal in a person's relationship."

"That's life, Neng. Those of us who are born into a lower family will be like this. Unless they choose great luck."

"And I am the unlucky one in this world."

Bi Tuti and Mr. Misran fell silent. Either because they feel guilty, or because they feel sorry for me.

"Is this my fault for being a wife asking for talaq to a husband who is actually responsible in any way? why wrong? I just don't want to see Mr. Son suffer for holding back his feelings for another woman."

I'm down. Trying to hide the sadness, even though they both know how I feel.

Regret always happens at the end. I sometimes ask, if I don't insist on divorce, will I be happy, or will I suffer more from this moment?

I'm happy because Aldo loves me so much, but this obstacle scares me. I'm afraid I won't be able to get through it.

"Yes, now Mah Neng think carefully, ask God for guidance. That's what's best."

"Yes, sir."

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"Why?"

"Aldo, your papi is very stubborn, he will not want to melt on anything including us. What if after the city has children, and does not also get blessing? what happens to me and our son?"

"We are officially married. What trouble? I'm not a man's husband."

"But Aldo ...."

"Now, you choose. Marry me, or let me get engaged to another woman in three days?"

I hate being faced with difficult choices. I hate being able to stay quiet when I feel depressed. I'm afraid of making another misstep this time. Where should I first be? my future marriage? or my current feelings of fear of losing her?

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