
I have been in this house for a month. I went back to the old Mahira. Mahira without hijab and disobedient worship. I am still angry at the injustice I have received.
All this time I always tried to be kind, although not perfect, but I always tried to be the person who started. However, what was the result? I'm back on a worse path than before.
I'm cooped. Limited movement. There was nothing I could do but to quietly accept the fact that I was now a house arrest.
Yeah, someone. I don't believe in Mr. Son, not even in Ririn for Aldo. They could be conspiring, right? who knows.
Feeling like a horror film actor who will be executed soon. I'm waiting for the time when this will all end. Maybe I'll stop breathing in this house in solitude and loneliness.
I tried many times to end my life. Really, it seems like my body is already filled with demons. No more dhikr and beautiful sentences chanting holy verse. Just a curse and an oath of absorption on yourself and also the people around. Everyone who has ever been concerned with me.
Sometimes I wish Aldo would come to the rescue. However, if he was innocent, he might have been looking for me for a long time. If he really loved me, he would have come here a long time ago and picked me up. What trouble? he is not richer than Pak Putra. He should be able to save me from here with the power he has.
The evidence?
That means he doesn't really love me. Maybe Mr. Son is right. Aldo has never changed. He remains a rich man with a different woman every night.
You idiot! why should I trust him. I should have stayed in my mind not to fall in love with anyone. But ....
At that time, I accompanied Bu Ranti to a meeting of people who had foundations. I don't know what the show is called. The show is quite crowded. As soon as the show was over, we ate standing up. There are no chairs there.
Each owner of the foundation takes someone as his or her companion. They brought their children. While Miss Ranti took me. Because his son is busy all including Aldo.
When everyone was busy chatting with their own friends, and I was chatting with some people who happened to be both employees, suddenly a boisterous voice sounded.
A group of handsome men came to our show. They were very well dressed. There might be about ten or so.
Surprisingly, that's not it. Aldo came with his many and large red roses. Come over and give it to me.
All cheers included Miss Ranti. He and his friends laughed at all of this. I am ashamed and like it.
He smiled and said, "Just slow down, it will all end as we hope."
At that time you were lulled by his words and attitude. And now? now I just understand what that means.
Our hope is not between me and him. Except for the hope he'll ruin my life. The insolent!
Remembering all that made my chest feel like a big mace. Tight and I can't control it. I often grimace because I feel unbearable pain.
Alone without friends. No one cares about me.
I sometimes think, have I started to go insane? am I going to end up on the streets, naked and laughing incessantly?
Seems ordinary. The guards and guards are coming. They stopped my actions, calmed down and did not even hesitate to tie my arms. I would scream even if no one heard me. Peacocks will behave bodo time!
This time they could not do much and immediately reported to their master as soon as they saw blood flowing from the pulse that I sliced on the left arm.
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I woke up when I heard a commotion out there. I slowly opened my eyes, looking at the whole white room.
It feels painful, in the arm. There's something in my nose. Cold and relaxing. When the eyes accidentally look up, to the right, there is a clear bottle hanging. The hose is connected to my hand that feels numb. That's infusan.
The sound out there is getting clearer. The closer the noise. Some sounds are familiar to me. I don't know, it feels confusing. Between conscious and unconscious. I asked, maybe I will be senile soon, or do I forget the memory after falling? but I didn't fall from anywhere.
The door opened violently. Maybe if the door materials use cheap goods, will be destroyed instantly.
A bunch of people came. The first to enter was Aldo. He came full of anger. Running towards me and hugging my body tightly.
I still hear some people screaming. Ask Aldo to come out. The bodyguards.
The people Aldo brought along encouraged the bodyguards who had been looking after me all this time. The commotion is inevitable. The hospital arrived.
"Come, we're out of here."
My eyes were still not opening perfectly at that moment. Even my consciousness is stable. The infusion hose and oxygen were forcibly removed by Aldo. Blood dripped profusely from the infusion marks on my arm.
Aldo carried my body between the commotion. They didn't realize that Aldo was taking me in secret.
As soon as the hospital is out. A car was waiting for us. When I went inside, there was a doctor there. He closed my arm from the infusion hose. Putting back an oxygen hose in my nose. I sat in Aldo's arms.
Huh! funny indeed. I don't look like a human. My appearance is more like a doll. Living but not living. Moved unclear. To and fro without a definite purpose.
Apparently, Aldo took me to the hospital, where he pranked me first. I immediately entered a room that was no less good than the room earlier, when those people made a fuss.
The doctor who looked old came over and examined my body. Very detailed. Then he spoke to Aldo who knew what it was.
How long after, Aldo's family came. Mami, Papi, Vera, Yanwar and Niar. They're coming for me right away. Hugged my body. Talking this is not so clear I heard. Very noisy. I don't like. Slowly the sound faded. I only saw Aldo's shadow when it was completely dark. He seemed so anxious to see this state of himself.
Aldo, can I still trust you?
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