BUDUBYNSITTERS

Episode 61

Dimas p.o.v

there is no need to look at me in such a way that I know my stupidity and I know my mistakes but my brain body does not want to agree so let me with the shackles that imprison me. and the woman why the hobby once left our house does not know she I was miserable because of it.After her honest departure I look forward to her return, I wait for her to miss and see her children again, she said, but it turns out that the hope of staying two years after his departure from our residence my wife is getting better than with me first.

I know all about him, I know his activities and anyone who is always with him, but it's just information, I only know but not trying to meet him or pull him back, he said, because my ego and my pride were hurt by it, it was not enough to get there, and again and again my wife proved her perseverance after leaving our house, now he works in one of the wedding organizer companies so that the more often mingle with new people, the more stories and experiences he gets, the more stories and experiences he gets, at first I thought that Caca would only go away temporarily and would come back if I lacked money as usual, and it turned out that my mind was wrong. The busier he was the less he had time to think about us who had left him.

it's getting sick and it's getting sick that I think after his departure, it's not how much pain it would be if I couldn't hold him anymore but when the kids ask him about it, that's when my heart screams to curse and kill the damn woman who has completely stolen my heart and my world. here I stayed and smiled faintly for our children while there he was having fun with his new world.The thing I wanted to ask him the most right now is "have you ever missed us?" that's all, and that's all I want to tell her, seeing the smile and joy on my wife's face while doing all her work, mmm that's when it's getting more tormented in my heart, I don't need to tell you in detail

but my mind and body are at war, and hearing the answer of that crazy woman huhh I can not and until whenever I can not.

if every day twins yank because they missed it was normal, but today twins come home with cries and roars that become more and more, and after I ask them, every word came out of my children's lips as if tore me to pieces until there was nothing left.

danisa said that if they were made fun of by their classmates because during school, never once twins were delivered or picked up by their mother, danisa who is getting emotional after being left behind caca finally decided to hit the people who mocked her, and the result tomorrow I have to meet with the teacher as well as parents of friends twins.

my sense of entanglement in the act of danisa is still acceptable to my reason but the words of Daniel and all his complaints make my soul and body roar even though I do not say it but my eyes give evidence if my soul is destroyed because of his disappearance. our tears are a living proof of how painful the departure of our source of happiness is.

I'm actually quite angry with the behavior of twins every day, I already have a lot of problems in the company plus have to face their increasing delinquency makes my head feel like it will break soon.

the more the twins suffer the greater my anger at the caca, though eager to punish and condemn it for its stupidity, but another feeling said that if I miss more, I also need him by my side to make me more fragile since his departure.

I was just left behind but my world seemed to collapse completely what else the twins said

I hugged Daniel and took him to my lap with a pity and looked at Danisa gently, after which I said

"why did ica hit them?" I said I'm not trying to intimidate Danisa

with a look down and doubt finally Danisa said

"melek hyks hyks hiks say if hiks ami naughty, eataa ati pelgi, fire hiks ica ahat hiks iel hiks hyks ati. huhhhuuu" cried andisa broke at that time. Danisa had hidden her face in my face while stripping.they seemed to have been unable to bear her mounting longing.

"fire says ati pelgi find a halta kalun for us, fire when halta kalunna ati meet?" daniel continued when he could control the dikes like never before

" fire let's go to ati, iel want to find halta kalun sama ati, let's ayoo api ayoo" urged Daniel again.

"fire call ati sekalang torah pick up ica and iel sekalang huahu hiks hiks" orders Danisa haughty, out of nowhere the attitude he got that clear bossy attitude is very domineering.

hearing Daniel's whining, Danisa also now urged me to contact the source of our happiness, but all I could do was stare intensely at my two hearts, my reason and my feelings were again at war with greatness, again the ego keeps me still stuck here with my own thoughts and fears, only tears kept dripping until tears made my eyes blur but the sadness of my children could not be covered even though I closed my eyes for a moment.

at first it was very difficult to cope with those who continued to yank and fell ill so that I was forced to

making up stories and sometimes showing photos of the caca trip I got from the detective who always watched over my wife. I did tell him if the twins left but his departure was only to find treasure and fortunately they believed in it, know the three of them really like to look for treasure, and they love to do it, the treasure they were referring to was my wallet, and the treasure they found most often were the sheets of money. when they go shopping they call it pirate colonization and the money they rob me of will be exchanged for disposable goods for their purposes.