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Today this weekend, I just bathed my beloved, after drinking milk and then a little sunbathing I returned to make them fall asleep it felt so reluctant to miss every moment of their growth every day, anything makes me love them more huh if their father had a little care for them it would not all be this complicated.

"you seem to like spoiling them very much"

"obviously they're very sweet"

"cheek, like taking care of a snake one day they will eat you"

"ahahah yeah but the first one you ate was sir"

"they didn't seem to move, did they end up dead?" said

"Death to death, is there no other prayer but to die for them?"

"They don't deserve to live" he said, leaning against the wall.

"Well, you're the one who caused them to live" I said.

"Mahaldica" he said in a low voice but sounded so cold

"What?" I challenged him I saw his jaw harden, his hand clenched so tightly that it raised the veins on his arm, I knew he was angry but I thought there was nothing wrong with my words.

"....." There's no answer I said back

"Why is it true that if not for the lust of the father to mbak Bella, they will not grow in the womb mbak Bella and they will not have to accept the cruelty of the father?" say it again

"STOP don't ever say that bitch's name once again" she said flatly but exuded a cold aura and pointed at my face.

"Why she's the mother of the fathers' sons"

"What the hell is in your brain is an animal that is as stupid as - stupid they would still know their own children well lo?"

"SILENCE" he said, starting to raise his hand trying to slap me.

this time I did not tremble even boldly said

"WHY TELL ME, SAY DIMAS" I said raising my voice

"YOU" her hand would actually lead to my face but the tears of the twins interrupted our debate.

I left her for a room with twins in it, I'm sick of Dimas now that I'm in his life but I don't know why he doesn't want to admit his son.

As usual today is getting longer, and always tiring with all the activities and having to argue long with the devil behhh worldaa it feels very narrow for me, my world just circling in the same place.

office-house-twins-dimas,dimas-twins-home-office. if remembering it it tastes mmm sucks.

Hahhh is there another world that is ready to accommodate Dimas, the grave feels too good for him so I have to move where he is.

twins woke up because the diaper was full then after changing we had a moment to play and finished playing they fell asleep again.

The time has shown at 8:30 pm, I decided to cook noodles for my dinner because to cook and eat it myself is not appetizing and my body is too tired to do additional movements, especially my mind is always screaming for help.

I was a young woman who had felt love, courtship, and marriage but had to do the work of a mother who should take care of and love her children and it made my heart even more tired.

I am not grateful for the existence of twins or hate the presence of twins, really I love and love them but heyi I am a young woman who does not really understand how I educate children later?.