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Episode 51

Pov Dimas.

　

I am a man who grew up with a full family but the busyness of my parents is also because I was an only child forcing me to be an independent and solitary figure, he said, but after marrying with Caca then I feel the other meaning of the word family, in my vision the family must exist

father and mother, although what happened was not right, they existed but only existed, did not have much effect on me, and that's what I've been doing in my previous marriage.

but now what I always have in my sleep is a crazy woman who comes and breaks my mind, she demands that I work and play an active role in a family, so that my days are different, with my little family I felt the warmth of a family filled with laughter, drama, wife's maki, indulgence and the crying of twins again forced me to become another figure, the stubborn, selfish and tempramental I had to budge and then follow their will.

the Caca always complains that it was he who lost his life before being with me but I feel that I am the most harmed during their existence in my life, not in material matters but rather in tranquility and freedom, as long as the official Caca bears the status of the legal wife of the dimas son of the duke himself is more in charge of regulating the working hours, the allowance to the clothes that I have to wear, you know I'm confronted

with two choices between a husband who is so submissive to his wife or so affectionate to his wife and to this day I do not know yet, which choice I am in.

that woman completely destroyed my life, the things she did were indeed small and seemingly trivial things but all her actions forced me to tear down my ego, those two little dimas shaped demons were extremely troublesome, she said, I wondered what made my wife so happy to take care of two demons

small this. but over time finally while living it then I understand.

every development in them caused other feelings between upset, anxious, happy, proud and happy when they saw them laughing also moved with agility.

Everything I started doing, like changing diapers, bathing them, taking them to play to feed them, getting here while caring for twins there was something that was awkward for me, whether this was their habit or indeed they were so similar to me, caca's beloved creature likes to whine and throw things that he does not like.

I felt like I was looking at my reflection on these two little humans with the same face as me, whether my genes were very strong or what, how, I've only been getting used to being with twins for two months but their tempramental attitude is as domineering as I am, or maybe it's also because it's also tempramental to their attitude and behavior seem annoying.

If it is like this I have to blame who it really is, the shallow-brained and not yet fully mature or I am too late to build character on these two creatures who are my son. I'm so grateful that their faces look like mine, and there's always a very nice mess of them.

if they had faces similar to bella I somehow forgot the grudge against the one who gave birth to these two ducal successors, and soon the woman whose maturity level is also not stable will give birth to the next successor makes me have to really prepare for a new surprise in my life, two alone have drained all my energy and what else should be added one more that we do not know the gender.

Caca did deliberately not want to know the sex of the child he contains but during pregnancy the child in the womb Caca alone had wanted to kill me how if it was grown later, then, I'm the one who's got hyperemesis gravidarum, the excessive nausea I thought was just a myth but now I really experience it and every time I complain he just mocks me even so my wife still helps by making ginger drinks, he said, massaging my head or back, huh I don't know if bella is still my companion at this time and I'm like this because of it huuh then thank me.

As long as I crave, I really hate the caca that looks clean and neat, but I like it that messy and the smell of sweat, the smell of sweat that seems to lift my load, why is it weird ? yes, I'm weird and even crazy because of it.

during a messy look I always want to be close to him but if his annoying attitude appears huh I feel like sewing my mouth and throwing the caca into the trash can.

And his call to me "fire" is really weird or unique but whether I like it "heart and fire" like beaty and the beast maybe he thinks dog-based marriage.

As usual I accompanied my wife to take care of twins who were fussy because their milk teeth grew on the sidelines of our empty time she invited me to joke about something that is not important about the plaques that are going viral on social media.

one word that almost made me scold him with harsh words is that when he allowed me to have another woman, crazy is crazy he thought financing his life the three of them is not troublesome? huh I could have given up my efforts enjoyed by them but gave my life to the dedemites like bella-bella others oghhhh No big NO thanks for you enough you it's hard I won't be strong.

This afternoon my parents suddenly came to surprise me and caca, we who did not know their arrival made me and Caca could only get closer to the twins in our arms each.

With a pinched voice, finally my wife still greeted the two humans who have the status of my parents, like there was no problem whatever Caca finally entertained them like the host should welcome his guests

"Assalamualaikum, om and and aunt, let's sit down"

"Greetings hall" answered my father and mother at the same time and stepped up to us and followed the instructions of Caca to sit on the sofa that my wife had appointed

"Sorry aunt and om this house is very messy, understand our twins are rickety so we are not free to improve" he said in a trite

"....."

but this time my mother and father chose silence but the eyes of my father and mother were so intense to pay attention to the twins that were in my arms and caca, all the attention and behavior of the twins seemed so interesting to them to pay attention to, twins rejoice because they are not comfortable with the position of the carrier and are bored with what is

bitten earlier.

"I'm sorry we can't host om and aunt in a special way because we don't know if you want to visit"

"......" The sound of twins crying so loudly covered my parents' residence

"Sorry, aunt and om, please understand that their teeth are growing simultaneously and that makes the twins less comfortable so please be understood"

"......."

There was no answer from then on until I had no idea who my father and mother were and took over my twins and caca, and now Danisa is in my mother's arms while Daniel is with my father, in their arms the twins finally calmed down but the calmness of the twins looked strange, with the action of face-to-face my parents would convey their longing for twins, while the twins only pay attention to the faces of my parents, while the twins only pay attention to the faces of my parents, for the first time they met and for the first time they touched.

of course the twins look so foreign to them, there's a bit of a sense of anxiety in me fearing that my harsh, cruel father would hurt the twins, afraid that my mother's nyinyir make a mess away from me, afraid that the twins will have to suffer out there without my supervision and caca.

It turned out that my fear was in vain, my mother even shed tears and kissed danisa continuously to make danisa back to strip and move back in the caca deck while daniel remained calm after biting my father's ear, and then, it's not enough that Daniel also slapped my face a few times, I'm sure

it hurt, but again I couldn't believe my father was smiling and asking Daniel to speak and of course Daniel answered him with a smile and a vague murmur.

It makes me feel relieved at least my parents want to accept twins and caca not imagined by me if my wife had to play cat-slinging, to make the caca have to travel far from the reach of my eyes.

This, of course, is disturbing and forces me to guess the reason they were calling me so suddenly and what reason made them accept caca and twins so easily, agh I hope there are no longer long dramas in my family and I hope this will happen next, also hopefully death does not call caca at childbirth later, enough of him who overrides my life, too, if you have to adapt to the new glass it feels useless because all I want right now is the pox I'm a gay wife, atinya

twins and the sad woman are mine.

　

Now later and forever.