BUDUBYNSITTERS
GABLEG
My care is outrageous that's why I'm too, whereas you can act like nothing happened.
A week after that incident I completely avoided it I was afraid it happened again, I was afraid to repeat the story experienced by mbak bella, I could have stayed away from Dimas, he said, leave it but how do the fate of the twins on whom they put hope?
my father blatantly said he wanted to kill them I took the twins to my best friend's house far enough from the dimas apartment other than to avoid the abuse I was about to experience, I also had to get out of town for a few days and there was no way I would abandon them.
stop working and focus on working on the twins and then hitchhiking on Dimas I could do, I did, but it was not an option because the person who raised me always demanded me to send him money every month and so I became what I am today.
Time continued to pass almost three weeks later I was able to finish my work in Jogja, actually I was only scheduled there for a week but because there was a little problem, inevitably I had to cope until it was finished.
For three weeks I only got news of the development of twins from Hendra and his family.
Hendra and his family were very happy when I put the twins because Hendra himself was married but until now has not been gifted a child and with the myth that caring for someone else's child will be able to fish in order to be able to having offspring as well, be the twins welcomed with joy in the middle of the Hendra family at least I put the twins in the right hands so that I can move freely without burden.
I arrived in Jakarta at 10 am, with the help of Hendra and his wife I brought the twins back to Dimas' apartment at exactly 5 pm to coincide with Dimas' return from the office, this makes an awward moment between us, I haven't explained all the truth to Hendra.
hendra's squeaking gaze seemed to ask for an explanation but I ignored him because my fatigue is more domineering now.
Body and mind need a bed at this time I was reluctant to remember the kiss what else discussed it with Dimas also reluctant to tell Hendra.
At this time finally after expelling Hendra and his wife in a subtle way I also twins can enter the room but my steps are blocked because Dimas is now standing right in front of the train twins.
"I thought you had forgotten the way home, miss?"
"Mmmm move"
"Why do you still bring them, why not throw them at your friend?"
"Waow I was so amazed at your concern, sir, that I was tired"
"You may enter but throw them out of my sight"
"Crazy here, here I show you whose face these two babies are, you know every time you look at their faces, I feel like I'm getting more and more into killing you so step aside before I act"
"Prove" he challenged
"Tar if you've slept, gua thinkin what tools are suitable for your junior cuttle that there I'm tired"
the body as if not boned again everything crumbles unceremoniously.no favor can beat this, it is, really the elixir beat tired is to lie comfortably without and accompanied by a soft and warm blanket but it feels like I just closed my eyes and prepared to go to a beautiful dream realm suddenly - I feel someone hugging me from behind. At first I thought it was the spirit mbak bella but setika inhaled farpum which I know very well I can be a little relieved, then I stammering I said
"What are you doing?" much
"Hugging you"
"Sir, please don't be like this" I said, begging for fear if the incident happened again.
"...."
"Sir" I said a little loudly
"Sleep" he said in a stupid way
"yes, but not in this way"
"cih, don't you like the show?"
"you expect too much sir, please let go" I asked by suppressing all my patience.
"...." she's noiseless, even I feel her breath begin to softly order.
I tried to let go of the hold but it was real that he was very strong.My eyes never closed thinking of scary things.
in my mind I thought of my confusion with Dimas whether it was true that lust took away one's wits, Dimas never objected or protested with all my words or actions that destroyed his apatermen and his life, but why does he seem to never be able to accept the presence of mbak Bella, let alone his own biological child?.
Am I the next victim?, am I the next person he will get rid of after being content to play me? and will he throw me away after taking my crown? only those questions filled my mind.
Lying if I don't quiver for fear that Dimas is raping me while stiff, feeling me move all of a sudden Dimas rubs my cheek makes me even more tense.
he then said "sleep before I change my mind and rape you" she said very, very gently in my arms.
hearing that my body was shaking more and more but I just kept pretending to sleep. I don't know how long I was pretending because in fact what I was doing was really sending me to sleep.
