
"I know, if you've started loving me, haven't you, Nest? It's just that you haven't been able to make peace with your own heart, why? Is it because you're still upset about it?"
"Can't you just follow your heart a little bit, I'm sure our relationship will be much better than this if we can be honest with each other. I hope we can be united in the bond of love. I don't know what or how, right now I just don't want to lose you. Now or tomorrow and forever, I want us to be together!"
"I promise, I will keep trying to make you realize that love is in your heart. So, just try to look at yourself a little and feel how your heart is. Because I know, you've actually realized it. However, it's a nimbleness that makes it hard to admit if you already have those feelings for me."
Moana's inner voice continued to chirp as she glanced at Ernest, where her current position was silent focusing on looking towards the road with her flat face.
However, once in a while without being noticed by Moana. Ernest glanced at him with a look of guilt. He knew when his words accidentally came out and went back to hurt his heart. However, Ernest did not know what else he had to do. It all spontaneously came out of his mouth without being strung together.
"I'm sorry, Na. If my words made you sick, but honestly I didn't mean it that way. I'm just not ready to say all this. The shadows of the incident kept turning, where I was very upset when I saw your face. But, believe. I've been trying to be a good husband to you and a great Daddy to our son. You just wait for that exact time to come, then I'll say what I want!"
"Ehh, but why would I apologize to him? I'm not wrong, it's natural to do that. Besides the name of the feeling does not need to be expressed, just prove it. He was grateful, no already. Let me, obviously I've been trying to be the best. Then why should I think anyway, meningan now I focus on driving than my son why-why. The danger!"
The quarrel between the mind and the mind together makes Ernest always confused with the direction of his own goal. One side he was eager to say all that, but one side was always holding him back for different reasons.
That is, the name of prestige mixed with ego. He still could not separate his heart and mind. Supposedly, if indeed he had realized the name of love. Ernest must be able to fight his prestige in order to gain his love, before he loses everything.
When they got home, Erenst and Moana got out of the car with Justin. Where they walk like hostile people. It's just that, Ernest kept paying attention to Moana's footsteps despite being quiet.
Until the moment the main door opened there was a quite surprising sound from the confetti in the explosion in the air, until colorful pieces of paper fell right over the heads of the three of them.
"Welcom to Baby Justin!"
Sakha and Elice were so happy, visible from her face. They both immediately took Justin from Moana's hands, then led him to enter the house to the family room.
There have been prepared a variety of snacks, drinks and so on to welcome them. There was Felix waiting to see their son.
Felix, who has been considered as his own brother by Ernest, has indeed been very accrued by Elice and Sakha. Even she felt how to hold the baby properly for the first time.
Felix's face was so happy and moved to hold Justin. Until his eyes glazed over as he watched his handsome bangs, and was very similar to Moana.
But when Felix wanted to kiss her. Ernest, who was somewhat possessive of his son, immediately seized him. She doesn't want anyone to touch her child freely, except her, Moana and her parents.
While Moana as a mother can only smile at the possessive attitude of Ernest to his son.
"Is it possible I'll be in a position, Justin? Where if Ernest had loved me, would he have been so possessive? I don't know, I can only hope that all that time comes soon. I don't know until when I keep fighting for him. While he was, always trying to destroy my struggle and also my defense against him."
Moana's eyes did not feel teary, in the end Elice immediately invited them to eat together after all the food has been warmed back.
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1 Week passed, Justin continued to cry almost 2 hours. What's more is midnight, it's very disturbing Moana's hour of rest. All because Justin is breastfeeding.
What's more, ASI Moana is indeed quite a lot, until several times a day Moana has to pump her ASI full so as not to make her body tormented.
The night is exactly 02:00. The atmosphere is very quiet. Moana, who was asleep, did not hear Justin's voice win. Ernest was still in his study.
However, when Ernest returned to his room to rest. Dj was startled by Justin's cry, not even from when Ernest did not know. She just tried to hold her child to calm her down, sometimes her eyes could not bear to see Moana.
The atmosphere became increasingly violent, because Justin did not want to drink ASI through a pacifier. He only wanted to drink it straight from the source, but Ernest was reluctant to interrupt Moana's sleep clock, which looked so exhausted.
Until Ernest was dizzy, there was no other way. She had to wake Moana up, because she was the one who could calm Justin down.
Slowly Ernest sat by the bed holding Justin, then he began to wake Moana up by patting her cheek.
However, he instead got Moana's reaction which greatly shocked him. So, Ernest could not twitch, his body seemed to become stiff when getting an extraordinary response from his wife.
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