Black Wedding Stains

Ernest's Dilemma

On one hand Ernest could understand about Moana's feelings. On the other hand, the disappointment of everything has managed to paralyze his love for his wife, so that the love that has grown is now defeated with his disappointment.

"I'm sorry! I don't know how else to control this taste. Every time I look at you, all I remember is your betrayal. Not the love I gave you!"

"Either until when this feeling ends, the point is that I have not been able to accept all the situations that make me like this. Suppose there was no such incident, it has been confirmed that at this time my Company will occupy the podium as the largest Company in 5 countries!"

"However, unfortunately. I had to hold onto that dream and marry you because of my sense of responsibility, which in the end was all a back lie!"

"If I could hate you, I'd have done it from yesterday. Unfortunately, I can't do it because, however I still love you. It's just that disappointment always envelops this love!"

"Every time I want to put everything aside, but the disappointment gets stronger. Until I don't know if I'm going to stick with this situation or give up and choose to end it all, so we don't hurt each other!"

Ernest spoke in his heart, without knowing a single tear dripping down his cheek, still closing his eyes.

Moana who looked at Ernest's back, made him feel even more disrespected. So, Moana chose to lay her body in the position they turned to each other.

Moana's sobbing, slightly audible voice made Ernest slowly turn his head towards his wife's slightly trembling back. It can be ascertained, if Moana is trying to hold back her crying so as not to be heard by her husband.

Ernest returned to his starting position, where he began to close his eyes when he felt a lightheadedness in his head that began to overdo it.

While Moana, she still felt her chest tight due to her husband's very painful words.

It can be ascertained, Ernest who is currently the same Ernest who used to be much different. Ernest's words now, were sharper than usual that Moana had received. Maybe it was all caused by the disappointment in his heart.

"Why did you turn out like this, Nest? Wh why? Is the love in your heart for Justin and me gone? If so, is it that easy for you to forget the happiness we just assembled? But not long ago, you expressed your feelings to me. Until finally, we can unite with the bonds of love!"

"However, reality. Your love is not as strong as my love! you just have to declare love, then you can immediately get the results without having to feel pain first. Unlike me, we have to struggle for years using various ways, in order to grow that love so that we can live a household like a husband and wife in general!"

"I'm sorry I can't be your good wife. I'm sorry if I haven't been the perfect woman in your eyes, and I'm sorry if I've let you down or betrayed you. If, fate could be changed. Maybe I'll choose not to know you, so that I can live quietly even in a difficult situation!"

Moana expressed her own heart in a state of crying. He tried hard to hold his voice so as not to be heard by Ernest.

Until finally, Moana fell asleep in her tears still flowing. So did Ernest who fell asleep in a dilemma of love and also his disappointment.

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Moana felt very anxious to rub her head up to Ernest's cheek, but she blurted out her intentions. Because Ernest's words last night were still ringing in his memory.

Without having to touch Ernest, Moana immediately got out of bed and went to the bathroom to perform her morning ritual before she exited her room.

15 Minutes passed, as Moana was weaving in the bathroom. A little boy came into the room with his very innocent pillow face to look for someone, unfortunately he did not find what he was looking for. Who else if not Justin who always look for his mother every time you wake up.

"O-omi? O-omi temana? Why isn't Omi here?" justin asked, confused. His eyes immediately circulated looking for Moana's whereabouts, but he only found Ernest who was on his bed.

"E-edis? Edi pickled bobo?" justin said slowly as he climbed into bed.

Justin sat looking at the face of Ernest whom he loved so much. For some reason, the more here Justin can not be separated from Ernest.

The feeling of kangennya some days can not see his Daddy's face, began to be slightly treated. Justin smiled when Ernest's face managed to touch using his tiny hands.

"Edi au ndak, alo Usti is a cayang angel cama Edi. Ustin ndak au Edi pelgi, Ustin au teyus cama Edi cama Omi. Api Ustin ingung, tenapa cetiap Ustin bobo jalu impi alo Edi au pelgi auh egalin Ustin. Emangna Ustin ahat ya cama Edi, dadi Edi au inggalin Ustin?"

"Ustin anji, huh. Ustin ndak ahat agi, Ustin or shady cama Edi cama Omi uga. Otokna we smooth cama-cama yes, bial anti alo Ustin becal Ustin bica for Edi cama Omi ceneng. Kalena Usti!"

Justin spoke happily while hugging his Daddy in the state of Ernest asleep on his back. The position was very easy to hug Justin, so the spontaneous hug managed to make Ernest surprised and immediately opened his eyes.

Where Ernest was startled and reflexes instantly distanced Justin's small body from approaching him. It seems that Ernest's response to Justin was not good, as if he was very disgusted when Justin continued to approach him.

While Justin can only be silent staring fixedly at his Daddy. Justin was confused, because usually Ernest always hugged him even though it was rare. However, when sleeping with Ernest always hugged Justin. Unlike today, because it was clear that Ernest did not want to be touched by him.

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